365 Days To Love-Chapter 219 - TWO HUNDRED AND NINETEEN:She Betrayed Their Love.
The time was now.
He knew that she was ready to open up to him about what’s been bothering her,and taking her attention away from him for a while now.
But why does he have this sick feeling that he won’t like what he’s about to hear?
The feeling was there,like he has always suspected that what she was about to tell him right now would affect their relationship.
But he didn’t want to believe that something like that existed,there was nothing.Absolutely nothing on earth that would change his feelings about her.
Hazel was worth more than anything that may arise to ruin their relationship,and just like he had said that nothing would drift them apart.
He had to hold onto that,and man up to what he’s about to hear.If there’s anything she’s good at,that makes one nervous and really worried with just a stare at her face,whenever she’s had that serious look on her face.
"Can you put some clothes on?’’She broke into his wave of thoughts,while avoiding his eyes for reasons that were only best known to her.
It bothered him,he wouldn’t lie.But this wasn’t calling things off with him.They are not breaking up with each other.
Hazel isn’t Anna.
That’s what he told himself,who would have thought that billionaire Zaiden Knight was scared.
That he had a weakness,and that’s his woman,Hazel Blackwood..No.
Arabella Sinclair.
"I can’t seem to think straight when you are like ..this"She said,this time looking into his eyes without getting all flustered when her mind drifted back to yesterday.
Looking at him was like watching their night activities live, because everything about him was vividly etched on her mind.Messing up her thoughts that was about to talk to him about something vital.
"Likewise you princess,we should both get dress up Angel,unless you would like to give me a lovely sight with that sweet body...."
He trailed on, standing up to move towards her with a smirk on his face.
He knew what he’s saying was affecting her as much as it’s doing that to him too,and he won’t mind continuing from where they stopped yesterday.
"Zaiden!’’She shushed him,placing her finger on his lips to shut him up.But he did something she didn’t expect by pulling her in for a kiss, and ran away from her before she could register what just happened.
Why does he make things hard for her?
Here,she was talking about having a discussion with him,and she had given him that her serious face for him to know that whatever she’s trying to say wasn’t going to sound good.
But here he was, stealing kisses and running away like some teenage boy that just found himself a new girlfriend.
"I just couldn’t help it my love,you are like a fucking drug that I’m addicted to"He said, taking a shirt to give her to get dressed too.
He looked cute.
From the angle she was in,she couldn’t lie anymore that God really took his time to create him.He’s really handsome and all hers.
Quit drooling over him Hazel and get down to business!
She cautioned herself.
"Like what you see?"He teased, walking back to his walk-in closet ,but not without showing off his amazing ass.
Boy,look at that ass!
Hazel!
"Get a fucking pants on!"She yelled, averting her gaze from him before she ends up forgetting what she’s about to do.
He has the tendency of making her look stupid,and short of words whenever they were close to.
And did she forgets to mention the fact that his baby blue eyes were like a fucking drug just like he used early on her.
She always feels hypnotized,so lost in the beauty because his eyes reminded her of the ocean.A calm ocean.
But whenever he’s angry,there’s nothing calm about his eyes,it only reminds her of a storm.
Who knows how he’s going to react once she hears what she’s about to say.
Was she standing to ask this?
Of course,she won’t expect him to still look at her the same way he does,the love in his eyes would die down soon and it would be replaced by that cold look of the old Zaiden.
The old Zaiden has always hated her,but right now she is anything but scared of what or how he’s going to change towards her.
He has to know the truth about her,about why she chose him.He has always been eager to know what about him, that has made her adamant on not leaving his nasty ass even after his behaviour towards her.
So,she waved off whatever thought that has her cowering in fear, about how he’s going to take on what she’s about to tell him.
If it results in him leaving her,she would gladly respect his decision and disappear from his life.
That’s what she initially planned on doing, to run away without telling him the truth.But she would be nothing but a big fool to do that.
He deserves to know the truth,and she has no right to keep it away from him. That’s the least she has to do for him,before leaving him.
So,she sat down on the chair waiting for him to come out fully dressed,and hear her out.
"I guess,whatever it is you have to say, couldn’t wait for breakfast to be served though?"He asked,coming to sit on the edge of the bed, looking straight into her eyes.
His face was close to her,that any slightest movement from any of them would result to their lips locking together.
He’s not taking her serious.Not at all.
But she suspected that this was all a camouflage, to hide the fact that he was nervous about what she’s about.
She knew him too well,he’s like an open book to her just like the way she is to him.
So,why the act?
"Babe"She closed her eyes,only to open it to see him leaning even so close to her again.
"What’s it you have to say sweetheart?’’He asked, biting her earlobe,that earned a moan from her so he pulled her up from the seat into his arms on top of the bed.
"You ..have to stop and listen to what I have to say"She pushed at his arm,before moving out of his grasp to sit on the bed.
His eyes still stuck on her,while watching her suspicious behavior ever so keenly.
"You might have always wanted to know the reason why i choosed to stay with you,no matter how many times you have made it known to me that you didn’t want me close to you"She started,while looking into his blue eyes that were filled with nothing but fear.
She’s scaring him.
"I don’t think that’s important anymore,we have passed that level to...."
Ofcourse,he wouldn’t have allowed her to move ahead with this conversation,when he’s had his own doubt about where it was leading.
He didn’t like the way his heart was beating loudly against his chest,he wondered if she knew how frustrated he was about the way she was acting?
Everything she’s doing,was leading him toward the negative sides of their relationship, that makes him suspect that he’s about to Annnabroked again.
Yes.
Annnabroked, instead of heartbroken.
But this time,this wasn’t any Anna that was seated right in front of him,this was the woman he has grown attached to and loved with all his heart.
This was his angel, Hazel who was about to tell him things he might not find interesting...not at all.
"No listen Zaid,you have to know the truth "She insisted, cutting him short from what he’s about to do.
’`The truth?’’He asked,with eyebrows raised,his heartbeat accelerating to the point that he might collapse anytime soon if his assumption was right about what she wanted to say.
"You are not planning on breaking up with me right?"He asked further.
As much as it sounds hilarious,that Zaiden Knight’s was scared of being heartbroken and here he was trying to ascertain if his doubts were right or wrong.
It pained her deeply that he was already taking things too badly,when she hadn’t even let the cat out of the bag.
He’s being too unnecessarily forward,when it’s obvious that at the very end of what it’s about to go down.
He would be the one asking her to leave and never return.She knew that...but why does it still hurt badly, when she said that she was prepared to leave if he asked her to?
"That’s not about..."
"You promised that there’s no end to what we have with each other?’’He persisted,she might have forgotten that he’s so stubborn.
"I don’t think you would still think of that after hearing what i have to say Zaid"
Her voice was cracking, breaking down with each passing second that went while looking into his eyes.
"Babe,and i said you don’t have to tell me about it"He inched closer to her, cupping her face into his hands."Look at me Angel,I don’t care whatever it is you think you are going to say,that would change what we have, I’m not gonna to do that"He said.
"I’m not going to look at you differently babygirl.Im not going to leave you because I can’t see myself coping without you by myself "
"Za..I..’’Her voice failed her, the tears were now running down her face,as her heart tried to believe him.
Was it all wrong to believe his words?
No man in his right senses would still want her after listening to how she used him,he’s no exemption from what a normal human being would do.
He’s not!
"You are hurting me Hazel,I’m hurt that you think that I’m going to change after hearing what you have to say,but I’m promising you that i won’t"
He went on with his assurance that were messing up with her mind.
It did shatter the poor lady,who was annoyed because this wasn’t what she expected from him.
She expected him to be angry..to be mad at her because it’s very obvious that she’s about to call it quits.
She’s mad at herself that he had fallen so deeply for her, that he couldn’t think or reason normally without thinking of her first.
This wasn’t a matter of love.
She betrayed their love by keeping the truth hidden from him for a very long time,and it’s eating deep in her conscience over what she did.
But no matter what,he has to know the truth.
"I used you Zaiden"She spoke up finally, while looking into his eyes that were trying hard not to feel hurt by what she’s saying.
But it wouldn’t be long before his facade would be down,it won’t.
That’s what she intends on doing, breaking the walls he built arkund himself not to believe anything she was about to say.
"I used you right from the very first beginning, and i loved that you were nothing but a fool to fall into my trap"
