TL: Myoni
Edited: Myoni, Yoni
Shoot! I should have thought it through before saying that.
While I was motionless as if my brain was lagging, Songha dried off her sweat and said.
“I can’t act.”
“What? Why can’t you? What’s there not to do?”
And W&U would probably be able to push you in that direction if you want.
“I can’t act.”
“Huh?”
“It’s not that I’m not doing it, I can’t.”
“Why? Why can’t you act?”
“If you ask me why I can’t… I just can’t.”
“No, you are go…!”
I flinched while I was speaking.
When I saw Songha, she was staring at me as if I was some strange person. Keep it together. I couldn’t confuse the future and the present. Even though in the future, they said Songha was good at acting and that it was the rediscovery of Songha, it might not be true right now.
Then just what happened?
What did we have to do for that future to occur?
Did she start acting because her future as an artist was faint? No. Looking at how she said she couldn’t act, it seemed like she had already tried.
It seemed like she had bad memories embedded in her. Just the word ‘act’ made her expression stiffen and above all, when she said she couldn’t act, her tone was too resolute.
Then was it through daily practice that she was able to progress from terrible acting to great?
Or was she just a late bloomer?
“Have you learned acting properly? Who said you weren’t good at acting? Could you maybe show…”
I was rapid firing questions until my last question trailed off. Since a while ago, Songha was looking at me while slowly packing her things. She put on her thick padded coat and her bag. Then she approached me who was blankly staring at her and bowed her head.
“I am going to go. Good night.”
“Huh?”
Then she disappeared like the wind.
…What the. Did she just escape?
In the end, I spent the rest of my night worrying.
Just why did Songha show such a bad reaction when I asked if she wanted to act?
And the audition video of Songha I saw in the future.
Honestly, at that time, I glossed over it but no matter how much I thought about it laying on the bed, I found it strange.
Unknown title, unknown director, unknown role, yet a closed door audition? Did people even audition like that in this country? How secretive was this project? And she wasn’t even auditioning in front of someone but through a video?
Just why?
The more I thought about, my suspicions narrowed towards a certain direction.
Keeping the scenario under a strictly maintained system as if it was a military secret. Songha fluently mixing Korean and English in her acting. The casting director coincidentally saw her acting as an interpreter gave her a chance to audition… if it was like that then maybe Holly…
No. Get a hold of yourself, you crazy bastard.
My excitement went too far. It wasn’t like it was the next town over?
Even veteran actors who had spent ten, twenty years in the country couldn’t easily dream of that place. Even though W&U was knocking on every door, indiscriminately pushing their actors in minor and supporting roles, the reality was that it was like filling a bucket with a hole with water.
But Songha?
Let’s stop this silly sleep talking. I couldn’t even sleep a wink.
I rubbed my hands on my face and got up from the bed. The day had already started.