However, he hoped he could give up on Loh Hua and stop thinking about him, as long as he lived his own life well, that would be the best thing to do.

Xiao Qing looked at Hua Xiaomo, unsure of what to say. In that moment, her heart was incredibly complex.

He thought of many problems. Often, deep down, he wanted to have that kind of happiness, a happiness that wasn’t easy to obtain.

He needed to put in a lot of effort, a lot of time and thought to achieve that happiness.

Yet happiness was like a little Spirit, suddenly flying away again. He felt very sad, though she didn’t regret having that relationship with Loh Hua, because he truly loved Loh Hua.

He felt Loh Hua treated him well too, at least that’s how it used to be. He felt there was still some love between him and Loh Hua.

No matter how life turns out, he believes that he can often achieve such happiness, as long as he follows his inner feelings.

He believes that happiness will come, and he believes the wait is worthwhile.

"Hua Xiaomo, I know what you’re saying, I know how the two of us feel, and sometimes I really want to sort out my feelings deep down, but often, this is very distressing and painful."

"And the feelings between you and me are very similar. You’re telling me not to think about Loh Hua anymore, but can you control yourself not to think about Qi Longbing? In truth, you and I are really alike now, Loh Hua got married too, and he just called me to wait for a year until he gets divorced, then come to marry me."

"I don’t even know how credible this is. When we were in love, it was so good, but now, he leaves when he says leave. I am under so much pressure; Hua Xiaomo, I really don’t want to live like this!"

"I hope he can stay beside me, loving me and being together well like that, but many times, I also hope the two of us can have such happiness, but what is happiness really? It’s so hard to come by. In the past, I might have thought happiness was a stroke of luck, but now, it feels like happiness has become a luxury." Xiao Qing said, looking at Hua Xiaomo.

Her eyes showed a hint of light; the corners of her mouth curved into a bitter smile. Often, she truly didn’t want her friends to live as painfully as she did.

But laughably, she too fell into such a predicament like Hua Xiaomo did. Truly, why do they have to be this way? Clearly, the man loves her deeply, yet insists on marrying another woman? Then tells her to wait; such a feeling is really infuriating! Extremely uncomfortable!

Especially frustrating. No matter what, he hopes to stay by Loh Hua’s side, but deep down, there’s a disdain for such a thought.

Because, after all, the man is married, so he doesn’t have the eligibility to be with her. She hopes to break free from their entanglement soon. This situation is exactly similar to that of Hua Xiaomo and Qi Longbing, also highly analogous.

Alright, no matter what kind of situation it is, she hopes that both she and Hua Xiaomo can achieve happiness.

Because they are such pure, beautiful girls, why should they be tormented by such emotions?

This is all wrong. She hopes they can often receive the care of men, that kind of love from a beloved man, and then have a wonderful family and a beautiful romance with them!

Alright, although these words are beautiful and pleasing, they firmly cause both to feel deep pain, how can they be cheerful and happy?

This happiness isn’t easily attainable.

Hua Xiaomo looked at Xiao Qing, momentarily speechless.

She didn’t expect she would compare Loh Hua to Qi Longbing, and indeed, as he said, their situations are very similar now. Qi Longbing is also married, hasn’t divorced, but he asks her to wait and preserve the love he has for her.

The relationship between Loh Hua and Xiao Qing has now become like this too, really leaving one feeling helpless. Yet, looking at Xiao Qing’s issues, he sees them clearly; only by leaving Loh Hua can she live the life she wants, thus achieving new happiness.

But when problems occur to others, it seems easy to understand.

Yet when they happen to oneself, it feels extremely upsetting and hard to accept, yes, just like others say his relationship with Qi Longbing is hopeless and many advise her not to wait for Qi Longbing.

Because Qi Longbing is unlikely to divorce, yet he persists in his inner feelings, wanting to be with Qi Longbing, but has she ever truly considered those who love her? This is indeed very painful.

He knows often he shouldn’t continue to persist in his feelings for Qi Longbing, yet saying to let go is incredibly difficult!

Just like asking Xiao Qing to forget Loh Hua now, to never be with Loh Hua.

Such a feeling really is crippling, and he knows because he truly loves her, a woman who has truly lived through love will never forget the man she loves most, because the feeling of being together was so beautiful, beautiful enough to make one reminisce and miss, wanting to possess it again.

Let him bring this kind of love because this love is forever worth having, forever worth loving.

She wishes often to have this kind of feeling, letting them both hold onto this sentiment; this is what she’s thinking now, but often love just insists on tormenting people, tormenting them to the edge before stopping.