Your Beloved Sweetheart Is Online-Chapter 1688 - 1691: What If I Am Little Chu!
"What Little Chu or not, I’m just stuck in a mindset because of you, okay? I’m definitely not your little sister Chu. Hmph, all you ever think about is Little Chu. Are you enjoying using me as a substitute?"
Ling Yin didn’t believe it and grabbed his hand, sitting down, "Hua Hua, tell me the truth, I beg you!"
"I’m not Little Chu, that’s the truth!" Hua Hua shook off his hand and walked into the courtyard, looking up at the full moon in the sky.
Ling Yin caught up, his emotions fluctuating, standing behind him and wrapping his arms around his waist. Hua Hua struggled, but Ling Yin held on tightly, "You just won’t tell me the truth. I know you’re just being stubborn. You know very well you’re Little Chu."
Hua Hua didn’t respond.
Ling Yin was even more convinced of his guess, connecting the dots, "You said you came to Yunnan for a vacation, but you really wanted to come back and see, isn’t that right, Little Chu? You have memories in your heart, that’s why you brought me to Yunnan. Why won’t you admit it, Little Chu?"
"Look around here, this is where we grew up. Uncle Yuan is watching us from the sky. Now that you’re home, why won’t you admit you’re Little Chu?"
"Didn’t you hear what the mayor said just now? He said you look like your mother. Don’t you want to go to the grave with me? Even at the grave, will you refuse to call out for your mother? Tomorrow, I’m going to visit Uncle Yuan’s grave. Will you still refuse to acknowledge your identity and call out ’Dad’?"
Every word Ling Yin spoke was filled with heavy expectation.
Hua Hua’s expression was increasingly tense!
Yet inside, there was a whirlwind of complex emotions rising in that short moment.
He said, "Don’t be so self-righteous. Little Chu, Little Chu, you just think about Little Chu all day. Why don’t you think about why he left back then?"
He snorted, filled with resentment.
Ling Yin’s heart was full of guilt, "I’m sorry."
"What’s the use of saying sorry? Can saying sorry bring back your Little Chu?" Hua Hua’s words were sarcastic, "If you hadn’t abandoned him, you wouldn’t need to hold onto me, this substitute, and pretend to reminisce about your Little Chu. Don’t you find it all so contrived?"
Ling Yin was silent.
Hua Hua waited with his ears perked for a long time without a response, thinking Ling Yin was guilty and silently admitted it, his tone growing more sarcastic and resentful, "Did I hit the nail on the head? When disaster strikes, everyone for themselves. You’re just a hypocrite!"
"Have you ever thought about how your Little Chu had no one to rely on after you abandoned him? No close ones in the world? He had to face the world alone. Even if he encountered danger, no one was there to protect him. Even if he faced stormy weather, no one found a place for him to take shelter! Even if he fell ill, no one cared for him. Even if he was hungry, he had nothing to eat?"
As he spoke, Hua Hua pushed him away forcefully and turned his head, "Did you think about all this? If you cared so much about the Little Chu in your heart, then why did you leave him to endure all this alone?"
Tears rolled down uncontrollably, his Adam’s apple throbbing with tremors, "Who was it that said we’d be together forever? Who said it? Did you do it? The hell are you putting on this fake show for? I’m telling you, your Little Chu is long dead! Maybe he starved to death, maybe he died of illness, maybe he was bullied, maybe he died on a rainy night. He’s been dead for a long time!"
By the end, Hua Hua was basically shouting, each word clearly enunciated, loudly roaring out the anger he had suppressed for years, never daring to think about.
