Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 99: Two days’ pt 2
Yujun’s POV
Two days’ time.
My father’s ominous words keep ringing in my head as I toss and turn in bed.
My throat is dry and I can’t wake up no matter what I do.
Two days’ time
My body feels hot in ways it shouldn’t, I’m burning up and it hurts.
I turn and my soft bed changes into solid floor and I sit up.
I am completely naked on the floor and it feels cold in contrast to the heat from my body.
This is the ’training’ room.
Why am I here?
I look behind me and see faceless people coming at me with stretched hands and bloodied fingers.
"No...No..." I whisper and try running but my feet are in chains.
"NO!" I scream out and hold my arms up to shield myself but they keep coming.
"Give us" the ghostly voices say at once as they finally hold my arm and dig their fingers into my skin.
"Get away from me!" I scream and the door opens.
A figure walks in without saying a word and the light radiating from him causes the faceless monsters to all disappear while screaming.
It’s me.
The omega me with shining blue eyes and bold footsteps.
The omega me that had been here the other time, I look at him, the reflection of what I should be.
"You are here again" he says and I can only look at him, not sure what to say.
"Aren’t you tired of it?" he asks and I tug on the chain around my ankle, "set me free" I say and he shakes his head in refusal.
"The only one who can set you free is you" he says and I feel a chill run through my body.
"Why did you come back here? Why are you so selfish?" he asks, his voice sounds raw and hurt.
"I am selfish? I have real life responsibilities, and you are just an illusion" I say with my voice raised and my throat hurting, becoming raw from my raised voice.
"Choi Yujun, you have so much ahead of you...will you disappoint again?" he asks and stands up.
"Yah! Yah! Set me free" I shout and try to stand but my movements are restricted with the chain around my leg.
"SET ME FREE" I scream and wake up panting and drenched in sweat.
I feel too hot...I feel nauseous.
I shoot out of the bed to the bathroom and hunch over it, heaving as my stomach contents are emptied into the toilet bowl.
My heart is still pounding from the nightmare as the fear makes me pour out everything.
I hear my room door opening without knocking and I know it’s Yunah.
"Oppa?" she calls with worry.
"I’m here" I call back before getting up to wash my mouth and face in the sink.
"Are you okay? You look pale" she says as she scans my face.
"Bad dream, what’s wrong?" I ask her with hoarse voice, my body is still shaking from the dream and my stomach feels tight.
Why am I this hungry?
"Father is here" she says and I straighten my back, the only way to respond to that title...pretend.
I have been looking forward to the arrival, I don’t know what to expect yet but this is the two days’ time that has been hanging over my head like a dark cloud.
I’m scared.
"I’ll be there soon" I say and Yunah goes to my drawer to pull out my scent patch pack, she pulls one out and hands it over to me.
I look at it strangely.
That’s odd, she has always been one to encourage me not to wear it...why is she giving me one now?
"What is wrong?" I ask her and her hands shakes slightly.
"You need to wear it" she says, "they all know what I am now, there’s no use in hiding" I say with an awkward chuckle, my stomach still churning.
"Oppa, trust me" she says and I take it from her.
We look at each other for a few seconds without saying anything before I nod, an agreement to her offer.
"We’ll be fine right?" She asks quietly, "honestly?" I ask and she nods.
"I’m not sure" I say truthfully and she gives me a hug, "I know we will be fine, I just know it...go, father is waiting for you" my little sister says.
I wash up quickly and change into a formal suit, the only proper clothing to see my father with.
The hallway to the room my father waits is quiet, the entire mansion feels like it had been in the nightmare with me.
My posture looks confident and strong but I’m not, I don’t feel like it.
I’m scared.
I open the door and find father sitting with his men surrounding him. The look on their faces only adds terror to my fear.
"Father" I say with unstable voice as I bow and he narrows his eyes, looking at me like I am dirt under his shoes.
I know I am dirt under his shoes but it hurts...always.
"Today you show us if you belong with this family or if you have become a betrayer" he says and I bow, falling to the floor and pressing my forehead to the hard ground.
"I am always with this family, father" I say even as my omega fights against the words.
What am I but a Choi?
A curse and a mistake.
"Smart boy" father says.
My heart is pounding hard and fast inside my chest, even my system is fighting against the words.
"You have been with the Hwangs haven’t you?" He asks.
"Yes father" I respond softly.
"What do you have to tell us about them?" He asks and I lift my head to look at them.
Seven men armed with guns and knives, waiting eagerly to hear the words from my mouth, my stomach tightens even more.
"Yes?" Father asks impatiently and taps his cane to the floor, today he chose a diamond encrusted one.
"There’s this place...a fort..." I say and his lips spread into a smile.
"Good" father says.
"Today, we attack" he says to his men and my breath leaves me.
What have I done.
’You are poison to him’ my omega says.
