Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 80: Manspreading and fuck yous
Chapter 80
Jaehyun’s POV
Reckless, stupid, careless...love.
It’s a dangerous game I keep playing with my life every time I go to the Choi clan’s territory.
I know what can happen to me if I am discovered.
One mistake and I will be gone, no questions asked. It still doesn’t scare me, losing Yujun scares me more than the thought of losing my life.
At the top of this wall, the air is stale and feels dead even for an open space.
It feels like even nature is mourning the pains of the Choi siblings with me in the way it knows how to, and I am tempted to set it all ablaze.
To set the siblings free from the prison they call home.
Seeing the both of them had been a harder test on my self control than anything else I have seen all day.
I want to break down the doors with my omega over my shoulder, I want to take him to my mother to tend to him.
I want to take Yunah with me to Hwangyeon, a place where she can shine brightly and be the child at heart that she is.
It is irritating that both of them are wrecked in different ways that they shouldn’t be, and no one is protecting them.
Their hurting being by the same people who should take care of them; Yujun is being tortured by the parents that should love him and Yunah by the mate that should love her.
’We can save them, three murders and a light of fire’ my alpha roars like he has been doing all day.
Both of us are on edge from the forced separation from our omega...the omega who should have been in heat and well taken care of.
’Control. Yujun doesn’t want us right now’ I say to myself and my alpha lays on his stomach and lowers his head at the mention of the omega not wanting us at the moment.
It hurts. It burns. But his choice comes first...until it’s time.
’Let’s turn right back and save them’ my alpha whines, in sadness for the pains he witnessed and in desperation for the alpha we miss.
’One careless move and we make things worse instead of better’ I say and he whines in acceptance.
Fuck clan wars.
Fuck Choi Sanwoo.
Fuck everyone that has broken my love in a million pieces without care.
I want to go crazy too but at the cost of what and who?
My feet hit the ground when I jump down from the high fence that had been my escape route, I hear the crunching sound of my feet and the soil under me that is loose and dry.
I take a few steps away from the mansion and call for a taxi to take me to mother’s hospital.
I need to see him. I need the comforting scent of an omega to help me stay calm and sane.
The hospital area is buzzing with life and activities when I arrived, reminding me of the day Taeho had first smelt Yujun on me.
The day we had our first real clash.
Shaking my head, I climb up the stairs and meet a number of nurses attending to patients and talking with each other.
"Hello" I greet loudly to get their attentions.
"It’s Jaehyun" one of the nurses says happily and I bow in greeting, "where is Yeon-ssi?" I ask and she looks at the maid next to her for answers.
"He received a call earlier, a patient at home needs him" the woman at the front desks responds without lifting her head, "hello Jaehyun" she adds.
"When he’s back, let him know I was here" I say and leave the hospital feeling disturbed.
Mom always calls home whenever he will be making a visit to a new place.
My father would get a call and so will I, alarmed at the lack of information, I pull out my phone to place a call through to my father.
"Son" my father’s deep voice says through the speaker.
"Dad, where is mom?" I ask and he pauses for a moment, "he messaged about visiting the nearby province...a patient called" father says, his delayed response tells me he’s busy.
"I understand" I say and he sighs, "son, come home, we have something to deal with here in the clan meeting" he says and my alpha’s ears perk up.
Chaos already? Will I need to carry in a rifle?
If I can’t take control of Yujun’s situation the way I want...I will gladly do it elsewhere with a smile on my face.
Father rarely asks me to show up and his tone is sure enough sign that a storm is brewing, the thoughts of violence and blood make my alpha begin to pace inside of me.
"I will be there soon" I say and we end the call.
Immediately I get a taxi and begin my journey to Hwangyeon. More than ready and excited for whatever it is that will be waiting for me.
Arriving an hour later, I take slow and unhurried steps into the room I had stormed into three days ago with a hunting gun in hand and the circle of frightened elders on seat.
I walk in without knocking and the buzzing that had been on going in the room immediately dies out.
A playful smirk forms on my lips as I walk in to my designated seat.
They fear me. Good.
"My Lord forgive my late arrival" I say to my father with a bow and he looks at me with an expression that only we understand.
’Good job, son’
My chest swells with pride as I sit and the meeting commences.
"it has been brought to my attention that the inner circle has something they would like to express" father says, his voice strong and deep as always, like a well rooted tree, ever stable, ever confident.
The room is silent for a few seconds and I sit back, already forewarned by my mom of what to expect.
"Nothing?" father asks with a sigh.
"We" elder Ki’s voice fills the room as he gets up from his seat with difficulty.
I turn my head to him to listen to what it is that he has to say.
"My Lord, we the circle had a brief meeting" he says and clears his throat, "this clan has been ruled by the Hwangs and every ruler has been powerful and effective" he says and a noise of approval follows.
"And we want the clan to only deepen its influence...to strengthen its power" he says and Jisung hyung growls loudly.
"If this involves marriage to a certain omega woman...I will not hesitate to turn this place upside down" he says and I relax more into my seat.
"I understand the rejection, after all Sehwa is an orphanage found and adopted into one of the clan’s most influential family" he says and Jisung hyung hits his palms to the table twice. 𝐟𝕣𝗲𝕖𝕨𝗲𝐛𝗻𝗼𝐯𝗲𝚕.𝗰𝚘𝐦
"You think we care about status in this pack?" he asks, his voice low and menacing as he glares at elder Ki.
"Elder Ki, are you really a part of this pack?" he adds and father clears his throat.
"This is the last this topic will happen, Yoon Sehwa doesn’t have a place in my family" he says calmly and nods his head for elder Ki to carry on.
I snicker and make a show by rolling around the seat with a smirk plastered on my face.
Bunch of fucked up assholes.
"Even if not Yoon Sehwa or any other omega. We have the best interest of the clan at heart" he says and his eyes land on me, dark and malicious.
I only widen my smile.
"The heir of the clan is...questionable" he says and I spread my legs wide, a manspreading position to everyone, a fuck you to elder Ki.
"Questionable?" father questions, with an amused expression on his face as he leans forward, looking from me to elder Ki.
Oh if only my mother was here to deal with them in his sarcastic and unbridled manner.
I, Hwang Jaehyun, the questionable heir.
’Shall we make him question his existence?’ my alpha asks and I sigh to shush him, always blood and chaos...always violence.
I need to be calm.
"He lacks the temperament of a true leader, how dare he shoot at the head of an elder?" he says and I pull out my lighter to play with the cap.
I’m itching to pick the gun again.
"He is rarely ever in important meetings, he never takes anything serious..." he says, still holding my eyes while I keep smiling at him.
Mocking him, daring him.
"You dislike the heir of this clan...what do you suggest we do, Ki Minho" father ask and elder Ki takes his eyes off me to look at my father.
"I suggest he be removed" he says and another wave of noise fills the room; some agreeing, some in shock.
"And Taeho becomes Lord" he says.
I look over my shoulder where Taeho should be and wonder.
Where the fuck is TaeTae my brother?
