Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 57: So let’s run away

Yujun’s POV

"Let me go" I say.

"When I’m fucking dead" he hisses at me and the red flash in his eyes makes my heart swells, the way he looks me dead in the eyes shows me just how stubbornly he is set on not letting go.

"I could scream and my father..." I say and he growls lowly at me before I can complete the meaningless sentence, "Try it" he says.

Hwang Jaehyun is stark naked on my bed with fingers biting into my skin and his body still glistening with residue of water from the wet towel I had run over him to wipe off the reminder of our pleasure.

A pleasure I am not allowed to savor as I should.

I should be cuddling up to his warm body with his fingers tracing patterns on my back, and his hand in my hair.

We should be breathing each other in like lovers would but we are not lovers...we are still sworn rivals destined to kill each other. The dreadful Hwang vs Choi still hangs over our heads.

He might be careless and not give a fuck about our status, but I care, I give a fuck, and I can never put my family away for him; it’s my curse the same way I’m their curse.

I am poison to him and I know it.

"Please..." I whisper to him weakly, willing myself not to cry in front of him...maybe I shouldn’t have let him touch me like he did, if I hadn’t maybe I would be strong enough to force him out.

"I’m yours Choi Yujun, I will do anything you tell me to but let you go" he says in a way so chilling that I give up and relax my body into his, letting him hold me like I’m precious.

Precious. The word he had called me hours ago.

"Let’s run away" he says into my ear and I chuckle wetly; this man and his strange mindset never cease to amaze me. He really is a crazy person, mad dog Hwang.

"My sister..." I say and sit up straight, "Yunah is hurting right now...I can’t leave her".

"Then we’ll run away together, the three of us" he says, sitting up with me. "It can’t be helped Jaehyun-ah, I must face my duties. I am the first Son of Choi" I say softly and get off the bed to find his clothes as a means of distraction.

The alpha watches me as I move around the room without saying another word. His silence makes me wonder what he might possibly be thinking.

"Then I will cause a reaction..." he says and I chuck his pants at him, stupid Hwang Jaehyun, of course he’s thinking war and bloodshed.

"Don’t do anything stupid, a clan war will make things worse" I say and he groans like he’s in anguish.

"I can’t walk out of here knowing that you’re unsafe" he says and runs his hand through his messed-up hair, I can see his hand vibrating with his suppressed frustration and anger as he messes his hair even more.

’Alpha is worried’ my omega whines, pacing inside me in worry. And I can’t help but soften, I can’t do this...I can’t send him out like this. His alpha’s call for me is stronger than I will like to admit.

"I will come back to you" I say and he tilts his head to scan my expression, "I swear" I add and the alpha climbs out of the bed naked.

He takes a few steps to where I stand, I am fully dressed for the alpha heir role I play while he is making me feel like the omega I am.

"If you don’t come to me..." he says, his voice low but domineering and my cheeks heat up, "I will turn this place into my personal slaughterhouse" he growls and the brutal words makes me shiver, not from fear but something else that I can’t put a name to.

"You can’t go around promising death on everything and everyone Jaehyun-ssi" I whisper weakly and as he reaches out to touch me, I take a step back. "don’t touch me...he’ll smell you" I say and put my hands into my pocket, also struggling with the need to touch him.

"Fuck" Jaehyun curses bitterly and clenches his fist, "you better come back to me" he says and I nod.

I look outside the window, father and his men are no longer there, which means in a few minutes time, someone will come looking for me. I have to leave before they get here and smell us.

"Don’t leave the room until you hear a car driving out" I say and let out a sigh, preparing myself to face my fate...to face my father and whatever he has in store for me.

I leave the room and shut the door without looking at Jaehyun, not wanting to change my mind and stay with him instead of going to my father.

I walk down to the place where I know father is waiting for me at, and immediately I enter the well decorated and bright room, I give a ninety-degree bow to greet him and my older sister.

"Ah I see, the stupid omega’s forgotten manners are back" father says and Yubin snickers next to him, they are both dressed in matching black suits, looking like they are here to mourn my future.

I fall to the ground with my hands and forehead pressed against the cold hard floor. Choosing to beg for mercy than to suffer.

"Please, father, noona, forgive Yunah and I, we both made a grave mistake without thinking" I say loudly with my head bowed down.

I hear Yubin’s high heels clicking as she walks over to me and I feel the hard point of her shoe dig into my back where she rests her feet on me like a foot mat.

"Let me help you so you’ll never have to think again"

"I am sorry" I say and she pressing her heel even deeper, the pain is nothing compared to the ones I have endured all my life but the words she says next swallows it all up.

"Are you ready for Kang Sihyuk to have your heat?"

Kang Sihyuk, the alpha notorious for seeking to take my life and raping omega?

"W-what?" I stutter.