Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 42: Turning red

Yujun’s POV

The beeping of a car horn in the distance followed by a child’s laugh, wakes me up from my deep sleep and I stretch my limbs with a big yawn on the bed without opening my eyes.

I am not in my own home, I can tell that much just by taking a deep breath and listening to the surrounding.

There is never laughter in the Choi mansion, neither is there the smell of affection hanging in the air.

I can tell exactly where I am just by the scent enveloping me. I can smell my unblocked jasmine pheromones and I can also smell Jaehyun.

The grounding and calming smell of his patchouli pheromone is evident, but faint in the room and I burrow into the sheet, getting even more comfortable.

Feeling like I have won a lottery, my omega prances inside of me happily. Bringing back the memory of Jaehyun’s hands on my body, the way he had taken care of me so tenderly, in a way that alphas are not meant to.

Recollecting the brush of his lips against my skin, the light dig of his teeth into my skin and most especially, how I had been needy with him makes me blush and press my face into the sheet.

Wow, I really did ask my enemy to love me.

Choi Yujun asking a Hwang, the annoying Hwang Jaehyun to love him is something that can only be read in fictions...yet, here I am turning red over the man whose downfall I have plotted all my life.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid" I say to myself as my cheeks burn even hotter with embarrassment.

I have been blushing so much these days that I could also swear on my life that Yunah has possessed my body one way or the other, because this is not me...this isn’t how I have been trained to be.

Choi Yujun doesn’t blush. Doesn’t look forward to being taken care of. Doesn’t ask to be loved. Doesn’t...

"You’re awake?" Jaehyun asks from the door and I look up to see him leaning against the door frame fully dressed. I look down at my body and realize that I am buck naked.

"Don’t come in!" I shout as I try to pull the blanket tight around myself, and while I make a fool of myself, Jaehyun walks into the room with that signature cocky smile of his and climbs into the bed.

"S-stay back..." I stutter as he slowly crawls over my body, the position brings back to mind the memories of last night, "why are you so red?" He asks, feigning cluelessness while holding the same posture as last night.

Hwang Jaehyun this cocky bastard.

"Get off me before I damage your annoying face" I hiss at him and push him off effortlessly, the alpha falls backwards guffawing like a silly youth, not mocking me, just laughing from genuine happiness.

I hate how his stupid smile makes me want to smile as well.

"Why are you like this?" He asks, gasping for air as he speaks. "I will punch you" I threaten him and pull the blanket up to hide my face.

I must look like a tomato by now.

"Junnah, there’s nothing to hide" he says, still having that playful tone accompanying his words. "Junnah, I’ve seen it all" he says and I pull the blanket down to give him a smack on the shoulder.

As I stretch my hand to smack him, he moves away quickly and I lose my balance, as I am not holding myself up properly and I fall on his body.

"Wow...you really wanted to be on top? Why didn’t you say so?" He asks and my eyes widen, "you...you!" I stammer, not even sure what I want to say. And as I try to get up, he tightens his hold around my waist and brings me down to rest my full weight on him, engulfing me in a tight hug.

"Just stay...please" he says softly and I feel all the awkward tension melt from my body to cater to the alpha’s request.

"I’m convinced you’re a puppy" I say, and clear my throat as my voice cracks and Jaehyun chuckles. The vibrations of the laughter makes me tremble on him, "there’s nothing wrong with being one" he jests, still sounding playful but less than he had been a few seconds ago.

Something’s wrong.

"Jaehyun-ah, is everything okay?" I ask him and he sighs, "that’s a relief" he mutters and slides his fingers into my hair, his touch on my scalp is so soft that I almost forget what I was talking about as I frown in confusion, "what?" I ask.

"You call me Jaehyun-ah not Jaehyun-ssi" he says.

"Well..." I say as the realization dawns on me, so much has changed for me, for us. It is something just between the two of us, at the same time it is something far bigger than the two of us.

I’m scared that I might like this a bit too much.

"I can smell you" he says and I lift my head smile at him, "Yujunnie, are you happy?" He asks and I hum my response, a simple hum with a complicated action of snuggling into him to scent him.

"Fuck..." he hisses as I brush against his scent gland, "c-careful...I’m sensitive there" he says and I lift my head again to study his face, "can I scent you?" I ask and I see an unreadable look flash through his eyes before he nods and turns his head to the side to bare his gland for me.

A waft of slightly musky Patchouli fills my nose even before I press in, and my omega responds to his scent with a soft whine before I dive in.

The alpha holds my body tight and rubs his hand up and down my back as I scent him, rubbing my nose all over him and humming with satisfaction as his pheromones intensify and cling to my skin.

I can smell worry underneath his musk and satisfaction, and I know something is wrong but I don’t care right now.

I want to have this moment, whatever it is...let it come.