Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 135: Small bump

Yujun’s POV

The ghost of Chan’s kiss is still on my cheek.

I stand there with my eyes wide open in confusion, even after I watch him leave and my hands tremble.

’What was that’ my omega asks in rage as my scent turns more sour with the seconds that pass.

"Sir" a guard calls, pulling me out of my daze.

I turn to look at him, the man has his hand cupping his nose to keep away the thick smell of my rage that pollutes the air.

"Come in please sir" he says and steps back for me to go in.

Without a word, I walk past him and into the house, fuming with every step I take to the room that is mine in this place.

I push open the door and walk in, the moment I do, I lay on the bed and let exhaustion wash over me.

I’m still dressed in the outside clothes but I lay there still.

The reminder of what I am looking forward to flashes through my mind, and I pick up my phone to look at the screen.

Four hours left till Yunah wakes up...till Jaehyun would call me.

With my phone in hand, I let my body relax into the bed, my eyes flutter shut, and I drift into sleep, completely trusting Jaehyun.

I am in the water, face to face with the big jellyfish, I notice that it looks like its glow is returning.

I tilt my head to look at it better and find the baby jellyfish hiding behind it, blue and glowing weakly still.

"What can I do to make your glow return?" I ask and they both disappear suddenly; the abrupt vanishing causes me to turn around in panic, looking for them.

"Don’t worry, they’ll be safe" the moon goddess says in a soft voice, I stare at her with reverence, not sure what to say.

"Where are they?" I ask her and she hums; the sound is oddly soothing as it travels to me in the water.

"Safe" is all she says.

"My baby...what will happen?" I ask and her eyes turn sad, she floats to me and the water around her makes her look even more ethereal. Blue and beautiful.

"What will happen is in your hands" she says and I place my hand on my stomach.

"I’m scared" I confess and she keeps floating around me, almost as if she’s dancing.

"Scared? Why?" she asks softly.

"Everything is against me...everything" I say and she places a hand on my head, "everything?" she asks and I shut my eyes.

"Everything" I repeat.

The goddess doesn’t say a word as she moves away from me.

"Child. The only thing against you is you" she says and I see myself.

The confident omega that keeps showing up in my dream, the divine one.

"If only you will do what is right, fight for you...Yujun, you are permitted to care for yourself too" she says and goes to the other me.

"You’re allowed to choose you" the divine me says and I wake up with a sharp breath intake.

My phone is still in my hand, and instinctively I look at it to check the time.

One hour left.

My eyes are blurry as I keep looking at the time.

’Our pup will be safe’ my omega says and I hum in agreement, the dream I just woke up from is fresh on my mind.

The jellyfish disappeared but the goddess deems them safe.

Safe? What exactly is this safe? How can we be safe?

I lay there for a few more minutes, as my mind clears up, the thought of my sister returns to me.

My entire body is filled with anticipation of the call.

As I sit up, I decide to take a shower, Yunah shouldn’t see me like this; jittery and worried. She should meet me with a smile on my face and my heart at peace.

I make my way to the spacious bathroom, taking off my borrowed clothes as I go, I look in the mirror at my body, noticing that the bruises and scars are almost completely healed.

My eyes drop to my stomach; there’s a tiny bump and my breath catches as I pay attention to it.

I rub my hand on it, it is a swell that is so small that it’s barely there...I have always considered it flat, but I see now that I have never been more wrong.

"I will keep you safe, I promise" I whisper to reflection before stepping into the shower booth.

Carefully I wash my body and step out of the bathroom, I keep a towel wrapped around my waist as I pick up the clothes I have worn all day.

I wrinkle my nose at the smell on it, a strong smell of distress, confusion and bad milk, I turn my head to the side and throw it to the floor.

I can’t wear that, it’s upsetting my stomach.

With a deep breath, I go to the door and open it slightly, sticking my head out, I find one of the guards that has constantly been around.

"Excuse me" I say and he lifts his head.

The man’s eyes drop to my neck, and I see the way his eyes glint with the intention of seeing my hidden body, irritated I growl at his blatant staring and his eyes snap to my face.

The Kang clan is synonymous with abuse, and I will not let myself be on the list of victims.

"I need clothes, Chan’s order" I say.

The use of Chan’s proves effective, the disrespectful glint lilt in his eyes dies and he nods before leaving to get me clothes.

I stay at the door, holding it open and blocking it with my body at the same time. 𝓯𝙧𝓮𝓮𝒘𝓮𝙗𝙣𝒐𝒗𝒆𝓵.𝓬𝓸𝒎

"Here are some of the Lord’s, I don’t know what you’ll prefer" he mumbles when he returns and hand the clothes to me.

I don’t bother going through them, fashion won’t matter when my sister arrives. I put on a loose shirt and some sweatpants, tying the strings securely around my waist.

I pick up my phone again to check the time.

Thirty minutes after five hours...I’m sure Jaehyun would be with Yunah by now.

I sit again on the edge of my bed, counting down with the changing numbers of my phone’s digital clock.

One hour after the awaited five hours. No calls yet.

I wipe my sweaty palms on the oversized sweatpants.

’Pup?’ my omega asks.

’Patience’ I tell myself even as my anxiety grows.

One hour thirty minutes, still no call yet.

I get up on my feet and start to pace with phone still in hand.

"What is going on" I ask myself and stop right in the middle of the room as it dawns on me.

Jaehyun can’t call me.

My number has been changed.