Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas-Chapter 439: It was speaking to me

"How was it?" Seo-Jun asked.

We were in the car, probably returning home, unless he came up with any plans to delay our return.

He seemed interested in the session, but was exercising caution so as not to put me off.

I stretched my arms on my knee and then let out a faint smile.

"I should learn to value myself more," I mumbled and then spread the smile further. "Don’t you think?"

Seo-Jun stared at me silently, shocked, even, given how his eyes widened a bit.

I don’t know which made his eyes widen. My words or my smile.

Whichever it was, it made him cover his face and turn away, as if trying to hide something.

I did think my words would shock him but his reaction is more organic than I thought.

"If you don’t," Seojun spoke up and I raised my head. Did he finally have something to say? He did not look at me and kept his gaze on the window, looking only at the reflection that stared back at him. "There are so many people who already value you."

His words felt like a consolation, but I knew he meant it. I had people who valued me, after all. So, if I have trouble finding value in myself, and trouble finding a reason why they would stay... They would just come up with their own reason.

And they might even say they don’t need a reason to stay with me. To love me. Isn’t that sweet?

"Jeez," I slumped back on the chair, closing my eyes as a small smile of relief and gladness spread on my lips. "You’re making me blush, Seo-Jun."

But then the moment I opened my eyes, I found him so close to me, quickly closing the distance.

When our eyes met, he paused, as if he had been caught trying to steal.

My eyes lingered on his for a while and his on mine. I tried to read them but he didn’t give me much of a chance as he closed the gap even more and stole my lips.

He ran his fingers through my hair while kissing my lips so passionately that I nearly forgot myself in the process.

"You have such honey lips," Seo-Jun said, and I don’t know if he means I know how to sweet-talk or my lips taste like honey.

Whichever it was, it was a compliment... Right?

"I can’t get enough of it, Jo-Pil," he breathed softly, brushing his lips against mine.

I gripped his coat, my hands fumbling through his fabric as his Pheromones began to spread.

It was speaking to me... That red sparkling fog surrounding us... It was saying; I want you. Can I have you? Please let me have you.

I wonder if it’s just in my head, how I interpret this situation, or if this was indeed what he was thinking as he gazed deeply into my eyes while his desires leaked with his Pheromones.

Seo-Jun nibbled on my ear and then went down to my neck.

I gulped as I felt his hot breath falling on my Adams apply.

"S-Seo-Jun," I called, but he didn’t respond as he focused on what he was after.

I pushed my head back, giving him a clearer view of my neck, and then he chomped on my Adam’s apple.

It was a bit ticklish but it got even more ticklish as he sucked on it and then licked.

You would even mistake him for sucking on a lollipop the way he was sucking on my neck.

It was sensual, I’ll admit. And it made me tingle inside.

I squirmed my legs together, trying to stop myself from getting hard but it was no use, so I could only try to hide it between my thighs.

But Seo-Jun was quick to sniff this out. I think my Pheromones gave me away.

His hand landed on my thigh and then slid up. I heard him chuckle under his breath as he said,

"So, this is something you’re into, huh?"

I shook my head, avoiding eye contact as much as I could so he wouldn’t see me falter in my flustered state.

"N-no, it’s just..."

"Psychological reaction!" He said with me and I pursed my lips.

"You already know it."

"Of course, of course. What other convenient excuse can you give to cover up your erection after being touched a little bit?" He laughed.

He called that a little bit?

He only touched my neck area but that was enough to get my body jerking and twitching.

"Then, do you want me to stop teasing you?" He asked and I nodded. But this surprised him. "Wow, really? I thought you were pretty erect to make such a decision."

I know. I want to do something as well but I always get so overwhelmed by Seo-Jun’s energy. I don’t want to do that in the car and then lose my sense of self because of how good he is.

"Instead," I said, twisting my fingers shyly and then pressing my thumb on my lower lip, "Let me help you."

"What?"

He tilted his head and I rolled my eyes away, my heart thumping. I just offered to help him, shouldn’t he be happy?

They already touched me so much the previous night, he and Ki-hoon, but I doubt either of them got any action down.

They must be pent up.

"I said I’ll help you, Seo-Jun," I said, slowly reaching for his pants and he overreacted.

"W-wait, hold on."

"You don’t want to?" I asked, looking innocently at him but he was more freaked out.

"You... You’re quite proactive today," he smiled, but I could see a trace of nervousness in his eyes.

I pushed him back on the chair and placed my hands on his knees.

"Haha, that’s because I quite like this."

I discovered I might have a thing for blowjobs in the car, after I did it for Min-Cheol. I also have a talent for it, you see.

If I can get to see Seo-Jun writhe in pleasure, twisting and impatient, then I would very much like to try it out.

Let’s see how long you can stay composed and tease me when I have your cock down my throat.

"Don’t be shy, Seo-Jun." I dropped my face on the bulge in his pants, smiling like I was suddenly possessed. "I’ll take good care of you."