The Strangers - Across the Silent Heartbeat-Chapter 14: Emergence from the Shadows
Chapter 14: Emergence from the Shadows
Time, unstoppable as it was, kept rolling, and so was Arjun beginning to be pulled in its relentless flow. However the sounds of Ayesha's loss had begun to recede into the background of everyday life; they never did manage to become nothing. It was not that this gnawing ache in his heart had disappeared, but Arjun was living with it, turning pain into something more constructive.
As months swooshed, he was absorbed literally with obsessive interest in studies and the projects for coding. That very classroom turned into a haven of escape for Arjun, just like a battleground for internal struggles. Where once the prospects were dim, now they did brighten up with the relentless determination. His programming skills, though already great, easily touched new heights by pushing himself to the limits of his capabilities.
The world started taking note of this change. His abilities impressed one and all—professors, students alike. It was thorny problems' creative solutions and the ways in which he had to code fantastically efficiently that he got huge accolades and recognition for. Known in tech circles at the university for his brilliance and for how humbly he carried himself—unboastful. But within all this success, Arjun never forgot to be humble and seldom talked about his success outside academic and professional circles.
With mere weeks to go for the annual coding competition in the varsity, expectations from Arjun were running high, for he had been champion in his past performances. Everybody was looking forward to his performance since he happened to be one of the top contenders. He had always pushed himself to be the best, but this wasn't about some other challenge; it's making an announcement to the self that he could move on to find other sources of meaning besides a nagging heartache.
The contest was nearing, and Arjun was in office. He logged in hour after innumerable hour devising algorithms and debugging code to perfect strategies. The purpose and feeling of accomplishment that work brought became the perfect distraction to fill the vacuum left by Ayesha's absence. The heaedy rush of coding, the fun in solving complex problems, and the excitement of 'mastering' some elusive task become the brand new solace.
Behind all the facade success stories, Arjun was wrestling within emotional baggage. Often he would slip back into the moments he had spent with Ayesha, playing back the conversations, their dreams. Of course, the memories were bittersweet; it reminded him of what he had lost but also of what he once had.
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He was learning to put all those feelings away for the day, but they used to come out in those quiet moments through the day to remind him of everything he still felt.
That evening, Arjun sat alone in his room when a message from Vikram popped up. His best friend had been one such constant support, one whose companionship he valued above all others. The message read:
Arjun bhai, though I really know you're caught up with this whole competition business, I really wanted to let you know that I am very, very proud of you, homie. You have come such a long way—literally, I have seen how you work so hard for this. Remember that, even if you lose, there are numerous ways you have already won. I just wanted to remind you that you're not alone.
Words of Vikram were balm, as Arjun read that message with a mix of thankfulness and poignancy. The fact is, deep inside, he did have a lot of people around him whom he could fall back on for support, even though he had done his best to push them away. And all he said was, "Thanks," knowing well this would be taken as a kind of encouragement for the meeting.
Sleep did not come to Arjun's eyes on the eve of the competition. He was a battleground of enthusiasm and nervousness. He thought of how much that moment meant to him—not just for his career but for himself alone—to himself, just for himself—closure, improvement; that marked an introduction to something big, pressure arousing exhilaration and overwhelming emotions.
There it was, the day to end all days, the day that the university auditorium was filled up, simply buzzing with excitement and enthusiasm. Arriving on the scene were all kinds of contenders from different disciplines and cultures, each one gearing up for action. Arjun felt the adrenaline rush through his nerves as he entered the venue; his will was unshakeable, his thoughts were sharp as a razor. At the back of his mind, he had irrevocably decided to present a stellar performance, not missing this golden chance.
From the very onset of the contest, Arjun won all challenges. His coding acumen proved to be spectacular as he resolved one problem after the other with pinpoint accuracy and creativity. Before one realized, the hours sped away, and it was only at the end that the declaration of final results announced Arjun's name at the top of the list of coders within the university.
That applaud and cheer from the audience was exactly what he needed. Arjun accepted the praise with a humble smile.
Deep inside, his heart surged up with pride as he reminded himself of his struggles to reach where he was and how much he had changed as a person.
It began to hit him, what he had done, only by the time the sun set and he stood on the campus site alone, the achievement hitting him like a ton of feathers. Maybe that feeling of loss lingered. He had done something phenomenal, but the absence of Ayesha seemed to track him like her shadow in his heart. Looking at the stars, he thought of how far he had come, the journey so far traveled by him, the unknown future.
He had found, in that victory, a balm of solace and strength. To him, this was all-important competition for his career and emotional resiliency. He actually moved one step ahead, and though the journey commenced then and could be a long one, he started to see the light which was gleaming with hope amidst those dark shadows of his past.
In the last shot, Arjun stands at the threshold of a new Chapter in life, with all his back to the things that go to make up the attainments of his life, and in this new phase of life, all those attainments are the forerunners of new meaning in his life. Of course, the future cannot be defined, but he chooses to face it with great courage and conviction. As the screen fades to black it leaves a poignant feeling that Arjun has grown up and that his walked path of emotions is intricate.