The Prince Wants to Assassinate Me Every Day-Chapter 1094 - 683: She Has Long Been a Character in the Story (Third Update)
An Ning just looked at Gu Xingchuan like this.
Watching his relief and letting go.
Buddha said, follow fate and let go, peace of mind is home.
So, Gu Xingchuan found his destination, found his home.
An Ning lowered her eyes.
Her heart felt reluctant, but she suddenly let go.
In the original work, Gu Xingchuan died young, so there was no emotional entanglement. Now he has entered the monastic life, free from desires and seeking, perhaps this is truly his best ending.
An Ning smiled with tears in her eyes, "The road in Jianghu is long, until we meet again."
Gu Xingchuan’s vision was also blurry.
He laughed and said, "The road in Jianghu is long, until we meet again."
This was their final farewell.
Letting go of all past events.
From now on.
The road returns to the road, the bridge returns to the bridge, neither owing each other, nor lingering.
Gu Xingchuan left carrying a water bucket.
An Ning watched his disappearing figure, slowly closed her eyes, shedding tears silently.
It was not sadness.
Rather, tears of joy.
Even though in the past six months, she hadn’t reminisced, nor thought of the past little by little about Gu Xingchuan, as if she had adjusted well, as if she had forgotten the pain of Gu Xingchuan’s death.
At this moment, she truly felt the immense joy Gu Xingchuan’s life brought her.
Indescribable.
"Young master... Miss, your face?" Guan Yu returned to her side unknowingly, looking at her original face, somewhat surprised.
Didn’t she go out to find a monk?!
Why did she reveal her true self now?
And what exactly happened, that the Miss cried so much, like pear blossoms with rain?
An Ning regained her composure.
She quietly wiped her tears.
"Miss, can we leave now? I see the abbot seems alright," Guan Yu asked.
Previously, it seemed the Miss wanted to leave immediately.
So now, feeling things were sorted, she proactively began to urge.
An Ning lowered her eyes.
Leave?!
Suddenly... she hesitated.
She turned her eyes, standing in the courtyard of Linghe Temple, looking towards Changmen County Magistrate’s Mansion.
At that moment, she couldn’t help but bite her lips lightly.
Suddenly, Gu Xingchuan’s words echoed in her ears, saying he wanted to give her true freedom, didn’t want her to stay by his side because of guilt. That’s why he didn’t tell her Gu Xingchuan was still alive.
An Ning felt inexplicably uncomfortable in her heart.
If she hadn’t run into Gu Xingchuan, would he have let her misunderstand her entire life?
Though she didn’t feel much hatred.
Even if there was hatred, she knew very clearly, Xiao Jinxing really had no reason to keep Gu Xingchuan. Everything she did was just compelling him, merely a show of selfishness.
Yet, even without hatred, there will always be a barrier she’ll never let down, pushing them farther apart.
Only making her instinctively repel him.
"Miss?" Guan Yu didn’t get An Ning’s answer for quite a while, and couldn’t help but ask.
An Ning lifted her eyes to look at Guan Yu.
Guan Yu naturally didn’t understand why the Miss suddenly had so many emotions in her eyes.
"Let me, calm down," An Ning opened her mouth.
She couldn’t make any decision now, so she needed to calm down and think.
Guan Yu nodded.
Though truly unclear what happened to the Miss, and what she spoke with that monk that her emotions fluctuated so much.
Guan Yu left.
An Ning stood alone in the courtyard where the sunset had already faded, watching the yellow leaves of the tree fall and float in the wind.
Gu Xingchuan said, just follow your heart.
Xiao Jinxing doesn’t need her charity.
And she shouldn’t force herself to live.
So.
At this moment she truly thought, what are her feelings for Xiao Jinxing?!
Is it love?!
But once she remembers everything she went through with him, she feels the word "love" is too burdensome.
Wanting to put her to death time and again.
Can she really let go completely?!
Moreover... there’s Fu Xingyi between them.
She doesn’t know from when, but Fu Xingyi’s image has gradually faded in her memory, fading until whenever she thinks of that face, she naturally feels that it’s Xiao Jinxing. But whenever this feeling arises, she feels painful, painful for forgetting Fu Xingyi?! Guilt makes her unable to accept that, aside from Fu Xingyi, she could love someone else.
To say not liking...
Then why does her heart feel so painful at this moment?
Only moved, moved by Xiao Jinxing’s silent contributions to her?!
If saying being moved can truly make someone fall in love with another, then she feels, she should love Gu Xingchuan more.
Gu Xingchuan never hurt her, for her he could betray his conscience, could disappoint everyone in the world.
But Xiao Jinxing wouldn’t give up his empire for her.
And she had not a trace of romantic feeling for Gu Xingchuan.
But for Xiao Jinxing...
An Ning clenched her fingers, using force constantly.
Suddenly Xiao Wu’s words surfaced beside her ears, that day drunk, Xiao Wu said, Xiao Jinxing only enters the harem when she is present, as soon as she leaves, he never goes back.
She suddenly remembered, after getting drunk, she was carried by him to County Magistrate’s Mansion.
He said, it was hard for him to share her with others.
But then added, it was also doable.
She initially thought she was too drunk, heard nothing, knew nothing.
At this moment, suddenly everything was crystal clear.
And that quote.
The phrase "it was also doable."
Made her heart suddenly ache.
A monarch of a country with such pride, how much love must he have to say these two words.
How much pain must he have, to let her leave utterly, while loving her so deeply.
Not allowing her to have any attachment.
Letting her go freely.
All the sorrow, left entirely to himself!
An Ning bit her lips with force, she tried hard to control, but she couldn’t stop her body from trembling.
Xiao Jinxing!
Why do you love me this much?!
Wasn’t it agreed initially, just a cooperative relationship?!
Wasn’t the original plot set for an official pairing, why place your heart on her?!
Was it she who altered fate, or someone else who rewrote the plot.
She always thought, in this story, she was just a passerby, an observer, she never truly integrated herself into it, all she did was merely to survive simply, never intending to involve deeply with anyone in this drama, she just wanted to live her own life.
But at this moment.
She suddenly wanted to immerse herself.
Suddenly wanted to accept, she had already become a character in the drama.
An Ning’s eyes moved slightly.
She dried her tears, and then took a deep breath.
Understanding this moment, seemed to make everything suddenly clear.
She no longer needed to restrain her feelings.
Everything, just follow her heart.
She turned, "Guan Yu!"
Her voice was somewhat loud.
Guan Yu, from afar, heard and ran over quickly, "Miss, are we leaving?!"
"To County Magistrate’s Mansion!"
