The King of Urban Mercenaries-Chapter 483: The One I Love the Most NowโMu Shanshan (Part 2)
Night at the Purple Garden Pavilion villa, where Lin Fei and Mu Shanshan resided. ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ธ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ต.๐ฌ๐ค๐ข
The second-floor study.
Enveloped in Lin Feiโs embrace while wearing her homely attire, the graceful Mu Shanshan reflected on Lin Feiโs unusually hoarse voice, his strange attire, and his subdued emotional state.
Mu Shanshan, who hadnโt yet heard Lin Fei, her nominal husband, express his caring inquiries in a string of questions, couldnโt help but ask anxiously once more, "Iโm asking you something, why arenโt you talking?!"
"Donโt talk, let me hold you for a while, Iโm so tired,"
Unlike Mu Shanshanโs anxious concern as a CEO wife, Lin Fei, who held his CEO wife in his arms, felt a significant easing of that extreme heartache.
Originally, his hollow tiger eyes gradually regained some emotion.
At this moment, Lin Fei was like a drowning man who had suddenly caught hold of a life raft. With a sense of dependence in his heart, the feeling of vast helplessness in him subsided significantly.
Even smelling the subtle fragrance from the delicate and graceful body of Mu Shanshan, his CEO wife, Lin Fei was wholly intoxicated, and his still somewhat empty tiger eyes slowly closed.
Lin Feiโs closed tiger eyes resulted in a temporary silence for Mu Shanshan, the ice-queen CEO.
Although Mu Shanshan, the ice-queen CEO, was eager to know what had happened to Lin Fei, her nominal husband, upon feeling that he was seeking peace and tranquility from her with closed eyes, she wisely pressed down the questions about her nominal husband in her heart for the time being.
Thus, she allowed Lin Fei, her nominal husband, to hold her, bury his head in her hair, and muse with closed eyes, enjoying the rare and warm atmosphere between them.
There was a time when Mu Shanshanโs only feelings towards Lin Fei, her nominal husband, were disgust and rejection. Especially at the beginning of their marriage, Mu Shanshan, the ice-queen CEO, had truly wished him dead.
As Lin Fei moved into the Purple Garden Pavilion villa and they started to interact more, the disgust and rejection gradually turned into inexplicable tender feelings.
Mu Shanshan, the ice-queen CEO, though still not quite decided to truly accept Lin Fei, her nominal husband, for various reasons, no longer rejected his closeness. There were even moments when she harbored slight anticipation.
Of course, more often than not, Lin Feiโs lazy and shameless temperament infuriated her to the point of utter embarrassment and anger.
But this did not prevent Lin Fei from gradually blending into the softest parts of Mu Shanshan, the ice-queen CEO, which no other man had touched before.
There were unmistakable signs that their affection for each other was warming, but there was one thing that Mu Shanshan, the ice-queen CEO, had always been somewhat dissatisfied with, even a bit troubled by.
That was her desire to be a good wife, yet not knowing how to be one.
In short, Mu Shanshan, the ice-queen CEO, had never learned how to be a good wife.
In fact, she didnโt even know how to be a wife at all.
Although Aunt Lan, as someone with experience, had told her a lot, and she herself had searched online for quite a bit of information on how to be a good wife, it was clear that matters of the heart were not easily perfected with outside help.
Particularly since she was accustomed to being taken care of by Aunt Lan from a young age, Mu Shanshan had no idea how to take care of others.
Without experience in romance or caretaking, Mu Shanshan naturally could not embark on the path to becoming a good wife and a virtuous mother.
But at this moment, when Lin Fei held her in his embrace.
Mu Shanshan, the Ice Queen CEO, suddenly had an epiphany.
She became aware of the emotional needs that Lin Fei, her nominal husband, had for her. She became aware of her own intentions to comfort and protect Lin Fei, her nominal husband.
This feeling was unprecedented for Mu Shanshan, the Ice Queen CEO, but it didnโt feel entirely unfamiliar to her.
Much like, her subconscious hands that wrapped around Lin Feiโs waist, wanting to offer Lin Fei a bit of solace...
It was evident that the emotional transformation wasnโt limited to Mu Shanshan, the Ice Queen CEO, alone.
Lin Fei, who knew all too well the temperament of his CEO wife, had initially embraced the woman subconsciously, seeking emotional comfort from her.
However, when Mu Shanshan, the CEO wife, actively encircled her arms around his waist,
Lin Feiโs eyes, which were previously shut due to pain and helplessness, suddenly sprang open. A fierce light flashed by, and then, warmth gradually climbed, before his eyes slowly closed again.
Although it was but a fleeting moment of opening and closing his eyes, Lin Feiโs emotions were thoroughly transformed.
What once was Lin Feiโs deeply wounded and shattering soul, now felt as if it had been nourished by holy water, expelling all negative emotions with that brief opening and closing of his eyes.
In that instant, the entire aura of Lin Fei also subtly transformed.
In what seemed like the blink of an eye, Lin Fei underwent a profound metamorphosis of both spirit and emotion.
Simply put, Lin Feiโs heart came back to life.
"Wife, thank you."
With his eyes closed, Lin Fei buried his head in the cloud-like hair of Mu Shanshan, the Ice Queen CEO. It was as if he was whispering to Mu Shanshan, his CEO wife, and to himself.
Although it was just a simple five-word phrase, to Mu Shanshan, the Ice Queen CEO, it washed away all the anxious and troubled feelings inside her. In fact, a faint sweetness began to flow through her heart.
In this moment, Mu Shanshan truly felt what it was like to be a good wife.
"I know you have some things you canโt tell me right now. And while I really want to know, I wonโt press you for them. Whatever has happened to you in the past, itโs all in the past now, and I... I donโt mind it. Just as long as you can get over it soon, from now on, even if you come home late, I... I wonโt make you sleep on the couch anymore."
Rarely did Lin Fei hear such a tender and gentle tone from Mu Shanshan, his CEO wife. His closed eyes opened, and the emptiness and loneliness that were once there were wholly replaced by tenderness.
With his heartache receding, Lin Fei relaxed his embrace of Mu Shanshan, the CEO wife. He straightened her shoulders, smooth as jade, and spoke to her earnestly, "Wife, Iโve suddenly realized that the person I love the mostโis you."
It wasnโt that Lin Fei wanted to be melodramatic, but he truly had an epiphany.
Now, he was a married man.
Although first love is precious, it belongs to the past.
Just as Mu Shanshan, the Ice Queen CEO, said, whatever happened to him in the past, it was all in the past now.
After all, people have to live in the present.
Lin Fei had a first love that was deep enough to leave an indelible mark.
But now, Lin Feiโs greatest love is his CEO wifeโMu Shanshan...
