Strategy to Capture That Scum Gong-Chapter Ch184.2 - Absolute Control (2)
Chapter Ch184.2 - Absolute Control (2)
Translated by Eve
Edited by Serefina
9. Absolute Control (2)
When the sixth month rolled in, Liang Chengshan told the doctor to end the electrical currents. But Xie He still couldn’t sleep. Even when he realized the electrical shocks had ended, it didn’t help. He was still left in a crazed, awake state. He continued to wait for Liang Chengshan while enduring the endless suffering and despair.
Furthermore, Xie He stopped begging Liang Chengshan to save him. He no longer asked when he could leave. It was like he had accepted his fate. He had gotten used to bearing the pain and torture. He would only smile quietly when Liang Chengshan came.
He had accepted it all, like everything he went through was only to-be-expected.
Another two months passed in this fashion. When they entered the eighth month, the doctor couldn’t help but tell Liang Chengshan, “I think that this is enough. As long as you keep close attention and control over him, he will not recall the past. He will love you.”
Liang Chengshan stared into the room with a heavy gaze. He didn’t speak.
The doctor continued. “It’s already been eight months. His body’s ability to function has drastically declined. His muscles have already atrophied to a critical level. If he doesn’t receive treatment, irreversible damage will be done to his body and mind.”
“I understand.” Liang Chengshan finally spoke. He smiled faintly at the doctor. “You did very well. The money has already been transferred to your account.”
The doctor wiped the cold sweat off of his forehead. “Thank you, Mr. Liang.”
Liang Chengshan left. He once again went into the dark room.
Xie He was exhausted and in immense pain. He hissed quietly and his struggles against the binds were so weak, he might as well not have been trying. But when he heard the sound of the footsteps, he immediately calmed down and a look of yearning and anticipation emerged on his face. He let out a somewhat shaky and happy voice. “You. Came. I….really missed you….”
Liang Chengshan gently freed Xie He from the chair, holding him in his arms. He gave Xie He a gentle kiss on the lips. “I’ve come. Don’t be afraid.”
Xie He’s voice was stiff and shaky but one could hear the love and admiration within. There was absolute trust and reliance reflected. “I’m. Not scared…. I. Knew. You would come….”
Liang Chengshan said, “I love you.”
Xie He answered back, excitedly, “I. Also love you. I. Love you….”
He loved the man so much. He loved him like one would love a god. He really wanted to hug the man but he could not raise his arms. He didn’t know from when it started, but even though he was awake, he could not control his limbs.
Xie He was very upset. He said, “I’m. Sorry….. I. Can’t move….”
Liang Chengshan held him tightly with tenderness. His voice was low. “It’s fine. You will get better. This is only temporary.”
Xie He was dejected. He felt that he would probably never recover. However, he would not doubt Liang Chengshan. His lips parted and he said, “Oh…then wait for me. To get better. And then I’ll hug you….”
Xie He fell asleep in Liang Chengshan’s arms. When he woke up he knew that Liang Chengshan would leave. He didn’t want the other to leave but he knew that Liang Chengshan could not stay. Therefore, he bore with the pain and said, “Go…I’m fine…I will wait…for you to come back….”
He could bear with it. Even though he was in so much pain he thought he’d go mad, he had to endure this punishment. He wouldn’t make things hard on the person he loved.
He would silently endure it on his own….
Xie He was already preparing himself for his return to that icy cold metal chair, but this time, Liang Chengshan didn’t put him back on it. Liang Chengshan carried him up and a long time later, he said, “I came to take you away. You’re free.”
Xie He was in disbelief. He had thought that he would have to stay here for all eternity. He had already given up, but now he was being told that he could leave…. This pleasant surprise had come too suddenly. He didn’t know how to respond.
Liang Chengshan smiled slightly. “You don’t believe me?”
Xie He’s lips trembled. If it were anyone else, he would not believe them. But it was his lover that said this. How could he not believe his lover? He was just…too happy. “No. I. Believe. You….”
Liang Chengshan tilted his head down to kiss Xie He gently. His voice was low and melodious, like a melody played on the bass notes of a piano. “You’ve already atoned. Therefore, there’s no need to stay here. As long as you’re obedient from now on and don’t make any more mistakes, you will not have to return here.”
Because Xie He was too excited, his body began to shake. There was determination in his voice, as well as love that could not be concealed. “I. Won’t. Make a mistake….Again. Not. Again….”
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【444：Host dada, you’re finally out of there! You’re currently at a hospital. /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~】Heavens, it wasn’t just torture for Host dada but torture for 444 too! He had been too naive in thinking that being made to sit couldn’t be considered punishment!
He didn’t get to go out for fun for a whole eight months! Every day, he had to pick movies for Host dada to watch, play games with Host dada, and bear with round after round of Host dada’s venomous tongue lashing! Recently, 666, 818 and 522 had all sent him messages, asking him why he hadn’t come out to play in so long.
What could 444 say? He really wanted to go on vacation but his host wouldn’t let him, ah. Therefore, he could only vent his pain and bitterness through his messages.
Whatever movie he picked, Host dada would criticize his tastes. When he played games with Host dada, Host dada would scold him, saying his skills sucked, that he was basically giving the other team kills for free, and that although he was a mighty system, he was worse than humans. Everything he did was wrong…it wasn’t easy for him, ah!
Luckily, he still had his friends to comfort him. QAQ
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【Xie He：Then why don’t you smile while saying it?】
【444：……O(∩_∩)O~】ForcedSmile.JPG
【Xie He：I’ll give you an allowance of ten thousand experience points and a long vacation too. Go have fun. 🙂 】
【444：\\\\(≧▽≦)/ Host dada, I love you, ah! You’re the best host out of all the system hosts! 】Ten thousand experience points, ah! He thought about how, aside from the filthy rich 666, he was probably the wealthiest system and it made him so happy! QAQ
【Xie He：Baby, quickly pick up your integrity. 🙂 】
【444：……O(∩_∩)O~】
Xie He slowly opened his eyes. There was still a blindfold over his eyes and he could only see a very faint light. However, he didn’t panic because he was currently in the arms of his lover. He had slept for a very long time and his sleep had been very peaceful. He didn’t know how long he had slept for. He felt like he had never slept that long before.
He really wanted to take off the blindfold and see the outside world. But even when he used all his strength, he could not raise his hands. This made him feel very dejected.
Liang Chengshan felt the weak movement from the young man in his arms. He knew that the other had woken up. He gently hugged him and consoled him with a soft voice. “You can’t take the blindfold off right now. But it’s fine. You’ll get better soon. Trust me.”
Because he had spent a long time in darkness, it would only hurt his eyes if he were to be suddenly exposed to strong light. Therefore, they had to take it slow.
Xie He’s voice was hoarse but he responded meekly. “I. Trust. You.”
Liang Chengshan’s eyes were full of affection. He said, “Sit up and eat something.”
He supported Xie He into a sitting position. Only then did Xie He realize that the nasogastric tube had been removed. This empty feeling was strange. The emptiness was very hard to bear. He obediently leaned against the soft pillow, sitting up. Beneath him was no longer that frigid metal chair. Instead, it was a soft mattress that smelled like sunshine. Beside him was the person he loved the most. He was patiently taking care of Xie He.
Everything made him feel very at ease.
Liang Chengshan went to fetch food the doctor had prescribed for Xie He. Because Xie He’s digestive system was weak, because he was no longer using the nasogastric tube, he needed nutrition in a mushy form. Liang Chengshan put some in his mouth and felt that the temperature was just right. He then scooped some up and brought it over to Xie He’s lips.
Xie He hesitated. He realized that Liang Chengshan was feeding him. It had been so long since he ate with his mouth that he had forgotten how to chew. He only opened his lips and hummed on the spoon, swallowing it down like it was his saliva.
The moment the food slid down his throat, he felt extremely nauseated. He started to vomit uncontrollably. But there was nothing for him to vomit out. He could only spit out the mouthful he had just taken.
Xie He didn’t think that it would be like this. His expression was pained. “I’m. Sorry. I….don’t know why…it’s like this….”
This was the repercussions of what he had experienced. Liang Chengshan had already expected this. But when he saw it, his heart still ached. However…if he wanted this person, he had to make sacrifices. Otherwise, Xie He would never be his.
Compared to the end goal, he could bear with these sacrifices.
Liang Chengshan held a handkerchief and carefully wiped Xie He’s mouth clean. With a gentle voice, he said, “It’s fine. You’re just not used to it yet. It’ll be fine once you’re used to it.”
Xie He felt Liang Chengshan bring food to his mouth again. Even though it was hard to bear, he still tried to swallow again. But it didn’t work. It was too hard to bear. He kept dry heaving…. In the end, he threw up so hard tears formed at his eyes. His voice was pained. “I. I can’t eat it….”
Liang Chengshan furrowed his brows. His heart hurt for Xie He. He could let Xie He continue with the nasogastric tube, but that would make him dependent on it. It would only make it more difficult for Xie He to overcome it later…. If he were to be softhearted, Xie He would never overcome this.
Liang Chengshan pulled Xie He into his arms, using one hand to gently stroke his body. He said, “You can do this. Believe me. Don’t overthink things. You just have to think about me.”
Xie He listened to Liang Chengshan’s low voice and did his best to pull up the man’s appearance in his mind. However, he realized that he could not picture Liang Chengshan. There was only a fuzzy-looking silhouette of a powerful man….
He did his best to focus, to feel the warm feeling Liang Chengshan’s caress brought him. He did his best not to think about the disgusting feeling in his throat and swallowed mouthful after mouthful….
Xie He spat out the food many times. But in the end, he didn’t even have the energy to vomit anymore. A lot of food was wasted and his whole body was weak. It shook faintly.
He had no power left. He couldn’t even swallow his spit. Saliva dripped down from the corners of his lips. However, he thought of what Liang Chengshan had asked of him. Therefore, he continued to slowly open his mouth and take the food in, swallowing every bit down.
This time, he did not vomit.
Liang Chengshan held Xie He tightly, his voice comforting. “You did really well. This is enough. Sleep for a while.”
When Xie He heard that he could sleep, a smile appeared on his lips. The pain just now seemed to disappear in that instant. He could sleep as much as he liked in his lover’s arms. He could endure any and all pain and torment for this.
Liang Chengshan watched Xie He sleep. He carried Xie He in his arms as he had people clean up the vomit-covered bed. He did not let go of Xie He all night.
The next morning, when he woke up, Liang Chengshan smelled a strange scent. He lifted up the blanket and only then realized that Xie He had wet himself. But Xie He was still sleeping peacefully. He did not notice at all.
Liang Chengshan silently cleaned the bed. He didn’t wake Xie He either. Even when he had business to attend to, he would deal with it via computer. Everything was put on silent mode to prevent them from waking Xie He.
When Xie He woke up, he had no idea that he had wet himself. He continued to eat with Liang Chengshan’s help as per usual. Today, although he still vomited many times, it was already a bit better than yesterday.
Liang Chengshan praised him. “I told you that you’ll be fine. You can do it.”
Xie He was very happy to hear this. This gave him a major boost in confidence. Although eating was very difficult, he felt like he could do it. He would not disappoint Liang Chengshan. He would get better.
Liang Chengshan waited until Xie He finished eating before placing Xie He onto a wheelchair. He then pushed him outside to bask in the sun.
Although Xie He could not see the sunlight because of his blindfold, the warmth against his skin was still very comfortable. It also dissipated the cold of the dark underground room. The wind, the chirping of the birds, the sounds of conversation, it was like the world had come alive.
He was no longer a ghost in an empty space.
Xie He heard the sound of Liang Chengshan’s footsteps. Even if it was covered up by the noise outside, he could still differentiate it from countless other noises. It was his only light under the night sky. He knew that his lover had never left him. He had always been at his side.
Liang Chengshan pushed Xie He outside for a while. He then sat down to rest. Xie He leaned against the wheelchair. After a while, he felt the need to pee. However, it was like something was blocking him from going. A pained expression appeared on his face.
Liang Chengshan immediately noticed it. His expression changed and he asked him in a soft voice, “Do you need to go to the bathroom?”
Xie He nodded, his voice quiet. “But. It feels like. It won’t come out….”
Liang Chengshan laughed. He pushed Xie He back to his room and took a look at his watch. After a few minutes, when he saw Xie He looked like he found it difficult to bear, he asked, “Can you hold it in for a bit longer?”
Xie He thought it over and then nodded. “Yes….”
Liang Chengshan rubbed his head. “Endure it for a while longer then. When you can’t anymore, tell me, okay?”
Although Xie He didn’t understand why Liang Chengshan was doing this, he would never doubt the other. Even if no one would know whether he really was at his limit, he did his best to bear with it. In the end, he really couldn’t do it anymore. His face was red and he whispered, “I. Can’t hold it in. Anymore.”
Liang Chengshan immediately carried Xie He into the bathroom to relieve himself.
Xie He’s body was taut. Because he had endured it for a long time before releasing, he felt very relaxed and happy afterwards.
Liang Chengshan kissed the corner of Xie He’s lips. He said with a smile, “From now on, do it like that. If you want to go to the washroom, tell me when you can’t hold it in anymore. Understand?”
Xie He nodded meekly.
Liang Chengshan carried Xie He back to the bed. He wrapped an arm around Xie He’s waist and gently said, “Sleep. You can sleep all you want now. No one will wake you.”
Xie He felt very at ease. He fell asleep just like that.
Xie He stayed at the hospital for some time. Liang Chengshan then brought him home. He hired the best doctors and nurses to continue his treatment. Every day, someone would massage Xie He’s limbs, helping him regain muscle.
However, Xie He didn’t like being touched by others. He could feel that these people were not Liang Chengshan. It disgusted him. However, Liang Chengshan was the one who had arranged for this…. Therefore, he did his best to endure the discomfort and let the nurses massage him. The massage was very painful. It was like they were tearing all his muscles apart.
Some more time passed like this. Finally, he could raise his arms for a short period of time. However, he still didn’t have much strength.
The blindfold Xie He wore was changed once every few days. More light came in each time it was changed.
He knew that he was getting closer and closer to the light and his body was getting better. He would very soon be able to see what his lover looked like. His heart was full with hope. For this, he could endure all the pain.
Another morning, Xie He woke up in Liang Chengshan’s arms once again. He reached out to hug the other man back and tilted his head up, looking for Liang Chengshan’s lips so he could plant a kiss on them.
Liang Chengshan gave him a doting, gentle smile. The young man was so cute. He really liked to be intimate with him.
He could see that Xie He could not find his lips so he tilted his own head down, meeting the other. He kissed Xie He deeply until Xie He was gasping for air. But despite that, Xie He seemed reluctant to part. He really loved the taste of Liang Chengshan’s lips.
Liang Chengshan slowly let go of Xie He and undid his blindfold.
Xie He didn’t open his eyes. He already knew that Liang Chengshan was changing his blindfold. During these times, he had always shut his eyes. However, this time, Liang Chengshan didn’t put a new blindfold around his eyes. Just when Xie He was feeling confused, he heard Liang Chengshan say, “Open your eyes. Look at me.”
Xie He was dumbfounded. Then, ecstasy filled his heart. He could finally see his lover? He had always imagined what Liang Chengshan looked like…. He had always been waiting for this moment. It had felt like he had spent several lifetimes waiting….
But when he was truly allowed to see the other, he suddenly felt afraid and timid. It was like he was dreaming….
A long while later, Xie He’s eyelashes fluttered and he slowly opened his eyes. His vision was blurry in the beginning but it gradually cleared. He was finally able to see the man who had been by his side all this time.
The man had elegant features and his eyes were deep, like the sea. There was a gentle smile on his lips….
He was so good looking and looked like a very steady man. He was just like how he had imagined him—no—he was even better looking than he had imagined. As long as he could see him, Xie He would feel at ease.
Liang Chengshan also looked at Xie He. He watched as his eyelashes slowly fanned open, revealing a pair of beautiful, dazzling black eyes.
It had been nearly a year since he had seen this pair of eyes.
Despite so much time passing, the beauty inside those eyes had not diminished in the least. They could still stir his heart and make him feel intoxicated. Those lovely eyes were focused on him with sincere admiration and love. They made the love in his chest billow, filling his heart.
This was what he had wanted.
Liang Chengshan peered into Xie He’s eyes with deep affection. He grabbed Xie He’s hand and planted a kiss on the back of his hand. He then looked up, his eyes a sea of love.
He slowly said, “Your name is Yang Ling. My name is Liang Chengshan. You are my lover.”
【Ding, the target Liang Chengshan’s Favourability Value +5. The current Favourability Value is 90.】
The author has something to say:
Mn, it’s almost time to begin the gong abuse, heehee~
Eve: LCS, you’re f*cked up. Gonna reap what you sow.
sere: what the shit. That’s it i have no more words but what. the. shit.
