Rebirth in the Apocalypse: Third Time's a Charm-Chapter 309 Blame Yourself

(NSFW)

"If you can't stand the heat, get out of the bathtub," I said with a pout. There was no way I was adding cold water to this just to make it more pleasurable for him.

Stupid man.

Wang Chao chuckled and moved over to where I was sitting.

Maybe I should take this time to clarify that when I say bathtubs, I don't mean those ones that a parent might bathe their child in. This one could easily fit ten people and was a nicer version of an indoor hot tub than anything else.

I loved it.

"You can stop pouting. I thought you were very cute," he said as if he could read my mind. Oh, right, the bastard could. "Yes, I can, and yes, you were. And elephant seals can be very cute."

I shook my head. Did he not realize just how deep he was digging that grave of his?

Once again chuckling at my expense, he picked me up and brought me over to a different bench where he was seated. Placing me on his lap, he gently moved my hair over my left shoulder and started to kiss and nip at my neck.

"Do you know the thoughts that went through my head?" he murmured, his arms tightening around my waist as if he was scared about letting me go. I could also feel something growing under my ass, but I was trying to be nice and ignore that particular appendage. I really thought the water would have been too hot for it to want to come out, but apparently, I was greatly mistaken.

"All I could think of was that I would never be able to hold you in my arms again. I could never taste you, smell you, feel you pressed up against me. But it was also more than that. I panicked when I realized that I would never hear your thoughts again, never see you roll your eyes, never see your lower lip curl down into a pout."

Once again, he continued to kiss up and down my neck until I was squirming on his lap as need built up in me.

"And I knew that I would be the one to blame," continued Wang Chao with a shudder. "If any of the other guys would have survived, they would have killed me, and rightly so. It was my decision to help a friend, and if that choice led to your death?'

Wang Chao took in a deep breath and buried his head between my shoulder and my neck. I could feel his body shaking as cold drops of water ran down my back.

"I am so sorry. All of it is my fault," he said, drawing in a trembling breath. "If it weren't for me, you would still be on your ranch, living the life you deserved, instead of traveling up and down the eastern coast of the country."

I nodded my head at his statement. "You are right," I said flatly, not denying what he said. He and Liu Wei were the main reasons I even left my ranch in the first place. "But I don't regret it," I continued with a shrug.

"If it wasn't for you, I never would have met Liu Yu Zeng and Chen Zi Han, two men that also hold a portion of my soul. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have discovered how strong I actually was. If it wasn't for you, I would still be scared of the zombies, not wanting to leave my house."

I leaned to the side and looked at the man with red eyes behind me. "If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be me. So, maybe it wasn't that bad of a thing to leave my home. Not to mention I am starting to realize that anywhere where you and the others are, is my home. I can restart anywhere. But I can't restart without your four. So don't blame yourself. I don't."

I captured his lips under mine and tried to show him how I felt about him. 𝘣𝑒𝘥𝑛𝑜𝘷𝑒𝑙．𝘤𝘰𝘮

He growled and took possession of the kiss. Without taking his lips off mine, he picked me up and spun me around until I was sitting on his lap once again, my knees on either side of his hips, his cock straining against my entrance.

I moaned at the feeling of him between my legs, enjoying the fact that I controlled everything from my position.

He ripped his lips away from mine and tilted his head back.

"In my head, I would have taken my time, worshiped your body how it deserved to be worshiped before I slid between your thighs and experienced heaven. But I don't think I can wait, I need you," he admitted as his hips rocked in rhythm with mine.

His cock was wedged between my thighs, not able to gain entrance unless I shifted my weight. But I was more than enjoying where he currently was. I rocked back and forth as my clit rubbed against his shaft, creating a different kind of wetness between my legs.

The water in the bathtub created a wave in time with my movements as I enjoyed the experience. This was only the second time I had done something like this. And I didn't think that it would be an hour after I almost died. But I wouldn't live with regrets.

I reached down between us and grabbed his shaft in my hand, drawing it out from where it was trapped to standing upright like a proud soldier. I stroked it a few times before I held him still and rose to my knees. I was now at the perfect height to simply sink down onto him, and that was what I did.

I could feel Wang Chao's head as it just breached my entrance, forcing me to stretch around his girth. I tilted my head back as I enjoyed the feeling of fullness as my body accommodated the man under me. Slowly, using every muscle that I could, I sank down, centimeter by centimeter, inch by inch, wanting this feeling to last forever.