Peaceful Farm Life-Chapter 1884 - 1885: As Long as You’re Willing

Seeing him still so direct, Feng Feiyan felt a little better, "It’s all my fault..."

Su Yi Jing immediately shook his head, "It’s not your fault, it’s me, it’s me who made you like this, it’s my fault."

Looking at her, unable to get up after being tormented by him, Su Yi Jing was filled with regret.

"You never let them touch you, why didn’t you tell me?" Had she told him, he wouldn’t have treated her like that all along, nor would he have been so rough with her today.

He had always thought she liked him, but was willing to let those in her harem touch her.

But unexpectedly, she never let any of those people touch her...

Feng Feiyan had originally wanted to tell Su Yi Jing about this, but every time Su Yi Jing would speak without restraint, verbally humiliating Feng Feiyan, causing her to retreat time and again, and eventually, she stopped thinking about telling him.

However, now, Feng Feiyan did not bring this matter up, instead she said, "I promised to marry you but I failed, but I will definitely fulfill my promise to be yours."

She belonged to him.

Her body and mind were his.

Su Yi Jing understood the deep meaning in her words, felt even more guilty, and gently hugged Feng Feiyan, continuously apologizing to her.

Feng Feiyan, however, shook her head, told him there was no need to apologize, and asked him, "Are you still angry now? Do you still hate me?"

Su Yi Jing immediately said, "Not angry, not hating anymore."

Finally, Feng Feiyan smiled, "Since you’re feeling better, then return to Xiyun."

Knowing she wanted the best for him, Su Yi Jing gave a bitter smile, "You’re asking me to return to Xiyun at this time, how can you say that?"

Feng Feiyan said, "I don’t want you to stay here feeling so wronged, and your parents certainly don’t want that either, and they must be very upset. You should hurry back, so your parents can feel a bit better. You are their son, the eldest son, you can’t be so inconsiderate of your parents’ feelings."

Being so considerate of him, Su Yi Jing was still very pleased, "I know I’m unfilial, but I’ve made an agreement with my parents that in five years, no matter what’s between us, I will return to them. By then, I will definitely be good to them and never let them be sad and upset because of me."

"Five years..." Feng Feiyan frowned, "You came to Wufeng, is this to torment me?"

"What do you think?"

"It seems like, and yet it doesn’t." He clearly said he wanted to torment her, but every time his actions showed how much he cared for her.

Su Yi Jing then frankly said, "I didn’t come to torment you, I came to see if there’s a possibility for us to be together."

"Yi Jing..." Tears just fell from Feng Feiyan’s eyes.

Su Yi Jing, feeling pained, quickly wiped her tears away, consoling her, "Alright, stop crying, I’ll just ask you one question, are you willing to give up the throne and return to Xiyun with me?"

Feng Feiyan said, "I am willing, but I can’t... My father and mother need me, Wufeng needs me..."

"As long as you’re willing, that’s good." Su Yi Jing smiled. "I’ll find a way for you not to be this Empress. But first, I need to deal with those three men of yours."

"...Are you angry again?"

"Not angry, just jealous." When it came to feelings, he was always straightforward.

Feng Feiyan’s face turned slightly red.

"For today, let’s forget it, but tomorrow, tomorrow I’ll go and talk to those three. They have ideals and aspirations, surely they wouldn’t want to stay in this deep palace for a lifetime."

Feng Feiyan immediately panicked, "Don’t do something reckless, my father can’t handle the stress right now, as you’ve seen, my father is in such a state."