Necromancer Survival-Chapter 337
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Moon Issak lived in a huge mansion that was large enough to make me wonder how much a civil servantβs salary could be.
Therefore, the silver lining to this situation was that whenever I felt stifled, I could take a walk in the front yard and admire the well-decorated landscape. As long as I didnβt leave the mansion, Moon Issak let me be.
I sat on the front bench in front of a small, manmade lake and stared blankly at the ripples caused by the wind. As I watched the surface of the lake, the turbulence and nausea in my stomach gradually calmed down.
βAhβ¦ I donβt know. Seriously.β However, the calmness I was so desperately trying to attain quickly dissipated when Moon Issak came to mind.
Objectively, when asked if Moon Issak was handsome or not, he definitely was. However, he wasnβt my taste. That is to say, I prefer those with darker hair and eyes that smile. I also liked a rougher voice than Moon Issak, whose voice was sickly sweet when whispering sweet nothings. However, Dawon wasβ¦
ββ¦Huh?β I opened my eyes wide with surprise at the name and face that flashed through my mind.
However, no matter how much I tried to recall, I couldnβt remember who that person was besides a dim impression and scattered syllables. My headache only became worse as well. But as if I had lost something precious, that fleeting memory captivated my attention throughout the day.
And that continued until 11:30AM when Moon Issak returned to the house and I had to face the man.
βIt seems you like your food salty?β After finishing off all the brown eggs, Moon Issak complained, openly showing his annoyance.
Because I was lost in my own thoughts while diluting the egg mixture, I had realized too late that I had added an excessive amount of salt. But since I wasnβt the one eating the dish, I just went ahead and cooked it.
Moon Issak grimaced in disdain the moment he took a bite of the salty rolled omeletsβrather, rolled saltβbut he eventually ate everything. 1 I stared at him, wondering if he was very hungry. As expected, he didnβt let this mistake pass.
I timidly retorted to the picky man, βYou donβt have to eat if it doesnβt taste any good.β
βI thought it would be better than yesterday.β
βThenβ¦ Let go of your expectationsβ¦β
ββ¦β¦β Moon Issak shot me a heated glare as he wiped his mouth with a napkin. I quickly averted my gaze and pretended to be absorbed in the scenery. He continued to stare at me for a while before picking up his plate and standing up.
Thudβ
Afterwards, as he stood up, he placed a small box roughly on the table. I didnβt think the packaged box was meant for me, so I didnβt touch itβ¦
When Moon Issak returned after doing the dishes, he sighed and treated me like a fool, βDo I have to ask you to unwrap packages now?β
βWhat? No, thisβ¦ Was it for me?β
βYouβve been pestering me for a ring since this morning.β
βI did? When?β
βI thought thatβs what you meant?β
I stared at him dumbfoundedly, but Moon Issak merely shrugged arrogantly.
I glanced at the black box reluctantly and with a heavy heart. I didnβt want to open the box, but I couldnβt refuse. Therefore, I reached out and slowly opened the lid of the box.
The design of the ring was overtly symbolically suggestive, nearly demolishing my resolve. ββ¦Itβs not an engagement ring, right?β
βItβs around that price.β
βNo, Iβ¦ Iβm fine.β
βIn the future, when you think of rings, try to be satisfied with that one.β Afterwards, Moon Issak didnβt listen to me and lifted my hand freely. Then, he placed the ring on the ring finger of my scarred left hand where no traces of normal skin remained, as if the ring were an iron shackle.
When Moon Issak touched my left ring finger, I felt a strong sense of discomfort, but I stayed still out of a greater fear of what he may do if I refused him once again.
I stared at the gemβpresumably a diamondβembedded in the ring and chewed on my lips.
When Moon Issak saw that, he βorderedβ me in a cold tone, βDonβt take it off. Cherish it.β
ββ¦Yes.β
βYou donβt want your finger bones to be crushed again.β
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βI donβt want to hurt you either.β
βHaahβ¦β When I heard those hateful words, I released a deep sigh.
However, I could not express my frustrations to Moon Issak; I was incapable of thinking deeply about or expressing accurately the pain he caused me. That was one of his irrefutable rules.
βBy the way, about Sangyoon-ssiβ¦ When do you think heβll regain consciousness?β I changed the subject to avoid the memories Iβd rather not recall.
After a momentβs silence, Moon Issak answered patiently, βThey said heβll be up in a month or two.β
βI seeβ¦β
βWhen Kim Sangyoon wakes up, youβ¦β
βYes?β
βNoβitβs nothing.β After his rare moment of hesitation, he switched back to his usual tone, βItβs become a little late today, so you should sleep first.β
βAlright.β As I nodded slowly, his expression eased a little. He gently stroked my face as if petting a well-behaved dog, then stood up from his seat.
I followed him to the front door, saw him off, and stared at the taillights of the exiting car. As soon as the door closed, I glared at the ring on my left hand, ββ¦Seriously frustrating.β
I tried forcefully to remove the ring, but, despite the ring being slightly loose, it still wasnβt easy to take off. My hand kept losing strength, making the process difficult. I was robbed of my strength as my body recalled the punishment I had incurred for defying Moon Issakβs words earlier. My bodyβs memories and the determination in my mind collided, making my hand tremble uncontrollably.
But, after a long struggle, I was able to get the ring off my finger. My whole body was soaked with cold sweat, but my heart felt both refreshed and proud. Because, even though this spotβmy fingerβwas in tatters, what was engraved here was my onlyβ¦
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I rose from my seat, wiping away at my sudden outpour of tears. Something came to mind a moment ago, but it only made me uneasy without providing any clear answers.
I glared at the ring on my palm; struck by a sudden impulse to wear it once more, I threw it out of the window. I felt like I would give in to my bodyβs fear if I continued to hold onto it.
However, I didnβt think that anyone would be watching my foolish behavior.
βChoi Lee-kyung-ssi.β
βAhβ¦β
Startled, I looked back; Da-hee-ssi stared back, her skin pale like a ghost.
I became anxious, as if I had been caught doing something bad. Just how long had she been watching? What if she were to tell Moon Issakβ¦
ββ¦Iβm going to get going,β she said.
βAh, yesβ¦ T-t-take care.β
ββ¦β¦β
Fortunately, Da-hee-ssi must not have seen very wellβor she may be feigning ignorance.
I nodded politely and bid her farewell. As I turned around, I noticed my reddened eyes in the mirror hanging by the entrance. Without giving it much thought, I immediately headed upstairs to Kim Sangyoonβs room, where he lay just as he had been this morning. However, he was the only person I could rely on in this house, so I sat by his side and engaged in a futile conversation.
βSangyoon-ssi. Moon Issak says youβll be able to wake up in a month or two.β
ββ¦β¦.β
βMm, I wonder if Iβll be able to summon Lackey at that pointβ¦β
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βBut you know, my memories have gotten fuzzy these daysβ¦ And my system messages are blocked, too. It just says that those arenβt available in areas where [Sacred Grounds] have been declared.β
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βI think Moon Issak declared the [Sacred Ground]β¦ Thatβs a Priest skill, right? Right? Iβm going crazy because theyβre not letting me go. He wonβt do what I ask of him and instead buys a weird ringβ¦ He must be insane.β
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However, as always, Kim Sangyoon didnβt answer. I could only hear the faint hissing noise of the humidifier spraying mist.
I stared at his face for a few minutes, but Kim Sangyoon remained as silent as ever. Exhausted, I lowered my head and continued with my resentful words. βAccording to Moon Issak, if I give up, heβll release the sacred groundsβ¦ What on earth am I supposed to give up onβ¦?β
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βSangyoon-ssi, you find this weird too, right? Whatβs so important about doing things βvoluntarily?'β
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βHeβs already doing whatever he wants anyway.β As I spoke my emotions intensified and a sense of hatred seeped through. I couldnβt stop myself from cursing Moon Issak. I hated him so much. Sometimes, I thought I hated him more than Bae Jaemin.
However, the thought that I βhated himβ also seemed to be a mistake. My lips trembled with anxiety; I fixed my words, βIβm wrong, arenβt I?β
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βIβm the one whoβs being stubbornβ¦ If I relented, everyone would be more comfortableβ¦β
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βSometimes, I think itβs my fault that Sangyoon-ssi isnβt waking upβ¦β
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βHaahβ¦ What do you think, Sangyoon-ssi?β
Again there was no answer.
I believed, though, that if he were conscious, heβd say βWhat nonsense! Letβs quickly get out of here!β However, when I looked at himβquiet, eyes closedβmy guilt intensified, and I could only hold onto those thoughts for so long.
I gently adjusted the slightly crumpled blanket under Kim Sangyoonβs raised arm, then opened the door and left the room. I returned to the garden and circled around it again and again. I couldnβt bear this stifling feeling.
The sun began to set; the streetlights in the garden turned on, one by one. After wandering around the garden for hours, I could no longer ignore the incoming chill.
βI have to go insideβ¦β
However, when I looked at the entrance to Moon Issakβs house, I couldnβt bear to take another step. I felt a sense of impending anxiety; somehow, if I continued to live there, I believed everythingβmy egoβwould be sucked in and shredded in a blender.
However, at that moment.
βHello.β
I suddenly heard a friendly voice from behind the bench I was sitting on. πππππ¬πππππππ‘.πππ
ββ¦..!β I looked back, trembling as if I had been struck by lightning.
There stood a remarkably beautiful manβsomeone I had never seen in my life. I stood there dumbly, mouth open, obsessing over his red eyes and black hair. The strands stood still, undisturbed by the cold wind.
The man said, βMay I sit by your side?β
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TL: Lee-kyung noooo. My heart hurts so much for himβespecially during that conversation with Kim Sangyoon. Also, if Iβm reading this correctlyβ¦ Moon Issak ruined Lee-kyungβs arm to keep him obedient?
Also, Iβm still technically on hiatus guys. I just didnβt want to leave you all hanging.