My Scheming Little Devil-Chapter 2075: Only Hating Myself
"Even if you go now, what can you do? A 90-minute exam, you only have fifty minutes, forty minutes less than others. Do you think in your current state, with such a tight schedule, you can rely on this remaining fifty minutes to get into the Imperial College? Are you insane?"
"Yes, I’m insane. Even with a broken leg, I’ll crawl if I have to. I’ve had enough of this world. I’m going back, no matter what, no one can stop me."
Yiyi’s eyes burned with fire, showing an angry and weary expression, she fiercely pushed off the covers and rolled out of the sickbed.
Her posture was pitiful, breathing heavily, yet stubbornly she climbed up, without even putting on shoes, weakly making her way outside.
Even the doctor was dumbfounded, never had they seen such a stubborn girl, who, at such a weak and hopeless point, still refused to give up. Whatever it was that supported her, it inexplicably aroused a sense of awe.
Ling Kong’s chest heaved with anger, yet he crossed his arms, coldly watching her step by step go outside.
She absolutely couldn’t make it out of this room. Even if she did go, her wish would have no chance of being realized. Even if she truly had outstanding talent and passed the exam in such a short time, so what.
The Imperial College of Technology is now under the control of her father’s faction, she would never be accepted as a child from the opposing faction.
Thus, although it’s cruel, no matter what she does, how hard she tries, she can’t possibly get into the Imperial College.
What’s the point of going? It doesn’t only waste time, it wastes effort. At least by not going now, it’s better than finally getting in, only to be secretly manipulated. Having not obtained it, she could still keep hope, striving and struggling. But achieving it and then having it snatched away would be too painfully unbearable for her!
He watched her staggering silhouette, sighed silently: Fool, don’t go, at least like this, it’s somewhat better!
Just as he expected, with a thud, upon reaching the door, Yiyi leaned against the door and slid down to sit on the ground.
The medication made her body weak, just recovering, her limbs didn’t allow leaving at all, even if she wanted to walk, no matter how strong her willpower, how badly she wanted to crawl there, her body still forbade her.
Her hand resting on the door panel, powerlessly fell to the ground.
"Yiyi..." Madam Aisha called out softly in pain, not knowing what to do, in such a situation, perhaps Ling Kong was right, going is futile, but seeing her like this, it really was heartbreaking.
"See, even if you want to go, you can’t. Stubbornness will only harm yourself, go back to bed, get on." Ling Kong walked over, bent down to grab her hand.
Yiyi didn’t resist him this time; she just lowered her head in silence. 𝚏𝗿𝗲𝐞𝐰𝚎𝕓𝐧𝚘𝘃𝗲𝐥.𝐜𝚘𝕞
Ling Kong paused slightly, but then saw drops falling on the floor, one after another, dripping from that long drooping hair, wetting that patch of ground.
His heart shook.
"I don’t blame others, just hate myself..." Yiyi’s hoarse and painful voice carried immense self-reproach, "I’m so inept, so weak, always failing when it counts."
"I always thought, as long as I desired, persisted, and worked hard, I could achieve... I was too conceited."
"I kept deceiving myself, but really, I knew I’d never be able to return."
"But thinking like that, it feels like I’ve lost even the hope of living."
Even that faint glimmer of hope in her hands was lost.
