My Dominant Contract Husband Won't Let Me Go-Chapter 512 Silent Vigil (16)

These days, she has been numbing herself with work, suppressing herself, hiding her confusion and restlessness, pretending to be calm, not letting herself think about the matters between Gu Ningyi and Cheng Ziyang. Was it wrong?

Escaping can never solve problems, the more you suppress, the more painful it becomes, right?

So, in the distant Beijing from L City, after her daily busyness, when she lies in bed, in the dead of night, who is really in her heart?

Ziyang... or Gu Ningyi?

That night, Dong Xin Yan finally excused herself saying she wasn’t feeling well, and didn’t attend the dinner, staying alone in the hotel room. She leaned against the railing, her dark eyes watching the setting sun, the sunset glow spilling across the horizon, a wash of orange.

She watched so quietly, until the curtain of night fell, and the starry sky dotted overhead.

The night in Beijing seemed shrouded in a thin mist, the stars there aren’t clear, unlike in L City, where the sky is clear and the stars in the night sky are big and bright, extremely beautiful.

However, she has seen many beautiful night skies, the most beautiful one remains when she was young, lying on the soft grass shoulder to shoulder with that handsome young boy, looking up at the night sky.

She thinks, that was, probably, the most beautiful scenery she had seen in her life.

Only because he was beside her.

Actually, Gu Ningyi was not wrong. In her heart, she already had the answer, only the answer he spoke of was wrong.

Stripping away guilt, stripping away concerns, stripping away all those chaotic emotions, choosing with her heart, the person in her heart is him, not Ziyang.

All these days, it’s not that she couldn’t figure it out, she’s just afraid to face it.

The guilt towards Ziyang, the bond developed over years with Ziyang, all weighed heavily on her heart, not something that could be easily moved or overturned.

Moreover... these days, his absence of news, lack of contact, also made her heart grow uneasy, grow hesitant, grow doubtful.

It seemed, her past memories, her time with him, were like a dream.

But she knew, no matter how scared, how reluctant she was to face it, she ultimately had to face it.

These days, her evasion and indecision, the pain definitely isn’t just hers alone, and it’s better to endure short-term pain than long-term suffering.

Upon figuring everything out, as if having an epiphany, Dong Xin Yan resolutely turned around, went inside, and said to Wenwen, "Wenwen, let’s book the earliest flight back tomorrow."

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Five o’clock the next morning, Capital Airport.

Wenwen, with sleepy eyes and pulling her luggage, yawning, couldn’t help but complain to Dong Xin Yan, "Sister Xin, yesterday you were adamant about staying, and today you’re in such a hurry to go back, is that really necessary?"

Dong Xin Yan looked at Wenwen’s big dark circles, feeling somewhat embarrassed. She quickly reached out to take the suitcase from Wenwen’s hand and said, "Wenwen, I’m sorry, once we get on the plane, you can have a good sleep."

Wenwen didn’t let her carry the luggage, gently shook her head, "It’s okay, I’m just sleepy now, once I get through this, I’ll be fine. But Sister Xin, are you in such a hurry to go back because you’ve made your decision? Brother Ziyang, or... Mr. Gu?"

In her heart, she indeed already had an answer, yet at this moment, she still held some hesitation and concerns towards her own heart, unable to truly make sure.

She thought, perhaps when she returned to L City, she might find the final answer.

(Many dear ones have gone to school, where are the remaining dear ones? Wave your hand and cast a monthly ticket for me~)