My Childhood Sweetheart Is a Crazy Beauty-Chapter 519: Dialogue with the Original Host
Tang Chuxia really wanted to curse; she truly felt that fates like ’death trials’ were utter nonsense.
Her body could detoxify, indeed, but that didn’t mean it had to happen every single time; she couldn’t withstand it.
She had no idea how transmigration worked for others; why was it that she continuously found herself on a path of injuries?
It was as if she had Lin Daiyu’s frailty and Lin Daiyu’s fate but, unfortunately, possessed Wang Xifeng’s personality.
This was surely asking for death.
Tang Chuxia found herself trapped in the darkness, unable to open her eyes. Having experienced this a few times, she had grown accustomed to it, but it felt terribly depressing.
She did want to genuinely die to see if she could return to her original world but also knew that doing so would be very cruel.
If it had been right after transmigrating, Tang Chuxia could have left without any psychological burden, as her ties with the people here were minimal. However, after living here for a while, she couldn’t treat the people as mere paper figures.
Everyone here was a living, breathing person with their own independent thoughts, and her connection to them was not insignificant.
Yet, being trapped in the dark felt incredibly boring.
Thankfully, there was a spring in front of her, and she was on the verge of exhausting every possible amusement with it—whether soaking in it or drinking from it since the spring was inexhaustible.
Even fun things could become tiresome.
Tang Chuxia lay on the spring, looking into the void and asked, "Why did you make me transmigrate?"
She was genuinely curious.
Thinking over it, she hadn’t done anything in her past life that defied the heavens or danced with death, so there didn’t seem to be a reason for her to have transmigrated, yet here she was.
There had to be a reason, right?
The people in this world could predict her death trials, so did this world have a predetermined program?
Could she possibly inquire whether she was a bug or an integral part of the existing program?
Tang Chuxia didn’t consider herself a player experiencing a game because it all felt too real.
The words her grandmother had said to her today were not only shocking but also unraveled some of her lingering puzzles.
No answer.
It appeared as though there was no feedback at all here; she could only talk to herself.
Tang Chuxia looked at the spring water, wondering if she was merely in her own mind—how could that even be possible?
It totally contradicted science, yet thinking of transmigration itself seemed a scientifically absurd phenomenon.
It was a vicious cycle.
Tang Chuxia gave up torturing herself and simply emptied her mind.
She thought of all the moments with Gu Beihuai and considered his unique ability, which she found rather intriguing.
Gu Beihuai’s interest in her had probably started from his inability to hear her thoughts.
A person whom he couldn’t completely figure out had sparked Gu Beihuai’s curiosity. During this process, Gu Beihuai might have truly developed feelings for her, but was the soul hidden within this body truly what Gu Beihuai desired?
Tang Chuxia gazed into the spring, observing her reflection. Compared to her physical self, the soul state of Tang Chuxia was somewhat more resilient, shaped by her lifelong personality—she had always been loved, with access to all resources.
Tang Chuxia hardly ever felt the need to please anyone and did whatever she wanted.
In her previous life, she had no regrets. After transmigration, perhaps due to having too much spare time, she found herself reflecting.
She had earned a PhD in her past life; in this life, however, she didn’t even want to take the college entrance exams, making Tang Chuxia feel somewhat languid.
Just when she was bored enough to fall asleep, a voice echoed in the space.
"You’re really impressive!"
This voice revived Tang Chuxia’s spirits.
"Are you Xiaxia?"
Actually, the Tang Family had always called Tang Chuxia Xiaxia. From the beginning, the family realized something was amiss and rarely called her Xiaxia.
"It looks like you are really impressive!" the voice rang again.
A faint silhouette emerged.
Tang Chuxia was sitting cross-legged beside the spring, watching the appearing figure, who seemed faint, as if she might turn into a wisp of blue smoke and disappear at any moment.
"Are you coming back?"
Tang Chuxia asked curiously. Xiaxia shook her head, "I can’t go back!"
Tang Chuxia looked at her, puzzled.
This was the first time the two had communicated, and Tang Chuxia had many questions but didn’t know how to ask.
"I’ve seen everything you’ve done, it’s really impressive, something I never dared to imagine!" Although Xiaxia was in a translucent state, Tang Chuxia could see the admiration on her face.
Tang Chuxia smiled and said, "That’s nothing, you’re just too cautious!"
Xiaxia shook her head, "No, I was precocious. I’ve had memories since birth, which is why you can flip through all memories!"
Tang Chuxia hadn’t expected that Xiaxia’s mind was not only strong but also very effective.
"You don’t have to doubt, I willingly gave up continuing to live, it wasn’t because of you!" Xiaxia also sat cross-legged in front of Tang Chuxia, "Although I could see what you were doing, most of the time I was unconscious, and only when I became conscious did I know what I had seen."
Tang Chuxia uttered, "So, have you also seen the intimate scenes between Gu Beihuai and me?"
Xiaxia let out a gasp and waved her hands frantically, "How could I? I wouldn’t watch that, besides, I was unconscious at those times!"
Tang Chuxia understood, she still had seen.
"Then do you feel disgusted?"
After all, she hadn’t ended up with Hu Mingcheng but was with Gu Beihuai, whom Xiaxia despised the most.
"Why would I feel disgusted? Since I’ve already vanished, my body is yours, and it’s your business whom you’re with, Gu Beihuai’s recognition of you is an indication of how impressive you are. It’s nothing to do with me!"
Xiaxia was very clear about it; she really didn’t like Gu Beihuai, and Gu Beihuai also only felt disgust towards her, so when she saw Tang Chuxia with Gu Beihuai, Xiaxia felt more relieved than anything else.
At least Tang Chuxia was truly living her life in her own way, not mimicking her.
This made Xiaxia feel that Tang Chuxia wasn’t just on a mission or putting on an act for anyone, but was genuinely living in her body.
"Your fated calamity isn’t set in stone. You’ve probably heard the saying ’life after death’, right?" There was a gleam in Xiaxia’s eyes as she looked at Tang Chuxia, their identical faces showing completely different emotions.
Tang Chuxia nodded.
"Your fated calamity isn’t death, but rebirth!"
Xiaxia’s words enlightened Tang Chuxia.
"So what you mean is, my calamity is meeting you, and then you’ll completely disappear?"
Tang Chuxia’s guess surprisingly received Xiaxia’s consent.
"That’s right, don’t worry about living here, don’t think too much, just as you thought, I am you, and you are me!"
Xiaxia’s body started to become transparent.
"Live well, live earnestly. I’ve left you a surprise!"
