My Arms Can Turn into Blades-Chapter 112 - 105: Dummy

"So you see... when you girls get emotional, it’s just troublesome."

Chen Lusi looked at Xia Panqiu, who was holding her forehead and blushing, and said helplessly, "To be honest, I can’t understand your emotions."

"I’m just a straight guy who can’t empathize. If you really feel guilty, then do what I just said... make me feel guilty."

"Apart from that, I can’t think of any other way."

Xia Panqiu: "..."

"For me, it was indeed unpleasant when we had the initial conflict, and I really didn’t like you back then, but that’s all in the past."

"After the incident, Lu Hao died, you apologized to me, I accepted, and the matter was over for me, just that simple."

"The incident in the supermarket basement wasn’t related to you, because not only you, but others were also hung up... I saved you, you thanked me, and I was happy, that’s all."

"As for two days ago, when you and Wu You left me behind, I was indeed a bit regretful, but to say there’s resentment... not really. At most, I’d just sigh; if you really feel guilty, then next time, don’t leave me behind."

"As for the origin of everything, you treated me like Lu Hao and discriminated against me, to be honest."

"For me, it wasn’t a big deal."

"Your parents are alive... you don’t know what you’ll encounter when living with relatives."

Chen Lusi chuckled and continued, "Going to school requires tuition fees, asking for money... is actually more embarrassing than being targeted by you."

"Maybe the impression from childhood was too deep... I really don’t think your targeting was a big deal."

"Because I can say I was discriminated against from a young age."

"..."

Xia Panqiu looked at Chen Lusi’s face, uncertain what to say.

"But I’m not saying this to make you pity me. I’m just trying to say, many things are actually self-inflicted."

"Whether it’s guilt, feelings of remorse, or thinking yourself hypocritical."

Chen Lusi pointed at Xia Panqiu, "These are things you’ve imposed on yourself, while I, the one involved, have let them go."

"But I understand... so if you feel guilty again, think about what I just did, like ’He touched my thigh,’ maybe you’ll feel better, because I don’t know what else to do."

"I can’t change someone else’s mind, just like you can’t erase what’s happened."

"Of course... if it still doesn’t work, you can try what I just suggested."

Xia Panqiu fell silent for a moment, then slightly turned her head and whispered, "...One night is too long."

"Are you really serious?"

Chen Lusi glanced at her with some disdain and said, "I meant for you not to mind."

"..."

Xia Panqiu saw Chen Lusi’s disdainful expression, bit her lower lip, and puffed up her cheeks.

"Isn’t this pretty good."

Seeing her like this, Chen Lusi couldn’t help but smile and suddenly reached out to rub her cheeks.

Her cheeks were quite soft, and although her body seemed adult-like, her cheeks still seemed to remain in her youthful form.

As Xia Panqiu’s cheeks were rubbed, she instantly broke her stance, her small face gradually growing hot.

Chen Lusi felt it but didn’t let go, continuing to knead her cheeks.

"..."

Xia Panqiu’s face grew hotter and hotter.

Suddenly.

She turned her head and gently bit Chen Lusi’s hand, then said with a red face, "If you’re going to touch, just touch, one night is one night... don’t rub my face."

Chen Lusi let go of his hand, seeing her flushed face, he obviously didn’t listen to her, but instead asked, "Then what about later? What if I get carried away and take off your skirt? What will you do then?"

"..."

Xia Panqiu instantly froze, her delicate face turning crimson, unable to speak.

"You’re really silly."

Chen Lusi shook his head and said helplessly, "Didn’t think about anything... just because of guilt, you almost committed yourself. Remember not to do such things in the future."

"I only wore it in front of you."

Xia Panqiu tightly grasped her skirt hem, explaining in a low voice, "I only wore it like this in front of you..."

Chen Lusi countered, "Then I don’t count as a person, right? Wearing it in front of me doesn’t count as committing yourself, right?"

Xia Panqiu couldn’t reply.

"This is all I wanted to say."

Chen Lusi took a deep breath, "I’ve also done all I can do. If you still feel guilty, feel remorse, think about what just happened, maybe it will make you feel better."

"I’m sorry, I can’t empathize with you, all I can do is this. Sorry for any offense... because I really don’t care."

"If it really doesn’t work and you still care, then try to avoid contact with me."

"To be honest, I don’t like your hesitant way. You were quite cute just now."

After saying that.

He got up and was about to leave.

Xia Panqiu looked up at Chen Lusi, then suddenly reached out to grab his trouser leg.

Chen Lusi looked down.

"Do you hate me?"

Xia Panqiu grasped his trouser leg and softly asked, "If I turn back to how I was before, will you think of when we first met?"

"No."

Chen Lusi shook his head, "For me, that matter is already in the past."

"Oh... then you’re the silly one."

Xia Panqiu lowered her head and whispered, "Who talks about touching for a whole night... and saying it like that, doesn’t it mean you’re implicitly teaching me to commit myself? Silly."

Chen Lusi: "..."

"And who touches someone else’s thighs to make someone feel guiltless... it’s like deliberately taking advantage, silly."

Chen Lusi: "..."

"And saying things and then leaving someone behind, isn’t it making them overthink? Silly."

Chen Lusi: "..."

"Also, don’t be indifferent, scold me a bit... Silly."

Xia Panqiu lowered her head, rattling off a bunch of words.

Directly called Chen Lusi a silly four times.

Chen Lusi remained silent, unsure how to refute.

"I’m done talking."

Xia Panqiu lifted her head, her large eyes clear and lively: "What do you feel..."

"Pretty good, although I don’t quite agree with your point of view..."

"So I am still unlikable, huh..."

"Alright, I agree."

"..."

Xia Panqiu looked at the helpless Chen Lusi, biting her red lips and sniffing slightly before speaking softly: "Chen Lusi... the real me is like this. I’m clumsy, can’t hide my feelings, and act impulsively, like this time."

"I realize many things I do are wrong, regret them, yet remain awkward and prideful."

"Low emotional intelligence, sometimes presumptuous, sometimes pretentious."

"Completely immature, sometimes not even as good as a teenage girl."

"I can’t even think of a good way to apologize, resorting to this foolish method..."

"..."

Chen Lusi listened quietly without rushing to speak.

Xia Panqiu paused, then slowly stood up from the ground, standing gracefully in front of Chen Lusi, continuing to say:

"That’s just how I am... full of flaws everywhere."

Chen Lusi replied, "It’s actually not that bad."

"Yes, I know."

Xia Panqiu shook her head, then reached out to grab the corner of his clothes: "But now I want to change a bit, so can you... bear with me for a while?"

Chen Lusi looked at her little head, paused for a moment, and agreed: "Mhm."

Even though he didn’t really want to interfere in someone else’s life.

But at that moment, he really couldn’t say no.

"Thank you."

Upon hearing this, Xia Panqiu slowly raised her head, her delicate face breaking into a smile, blooming like a tender yellow bud, revealing a beautiful fragrance of charm amidst the greenness.

Chen Lusi watched her for a while, hesitated, and said: "Then I’ll be leaving... see you tomorrow?"

He always felt that something about the situation was a bit off.

"... Could you wait a little longer?"

Xia Panqiu looked down at her own attire, hesitated for a moment, and asked softly.

"..."

Facing Xia Panqiu’s sincere request.

Chen Lusi had no choice but to stand there, waiting.

Xia Panqiu walked back into her own room again.

This time Chen Lusi waited for a full five minutes.

Finally.

Click.

The door opened.

The normal version of Xia Panqiu came out... slowly coming to a stop in front of Chen Lusi.

Chen Lusi: "..."

She was still wearing the same outfit, a white shirt and pleated skirt, with the most eye-catching part still being those legs wrapped in shiny sheer white stockings, emanating an enchanting sheen under the light.

But the change in physique brought about such a different perception... it was truly dramatic.

Perhaps it was due to the short interval.

She still retained the charm of a mature woman, yet her physique was not quite mature, petite and cute.

The combination of two qualities made her irresistibly attractive.

For a moment.

It even made people feel.

The Xia Panqiu just now and the Xia Panqiu now were two different people.

"...Since I’ve already worn it, I just thought, I should let you see this look too."

Xia Panqiu looked down at her toes, standing in front of Chen Lusi, and said softly: "This also helps convince myself better... it’s the first time I’ve worn this in front of someone, in both forms."

"Actually, if I figured it out, there would be no need to do this."

Chen Lusi shifted his gaze, not continuing to look.

Xia Panqiu raised her head, slightly worried, and asked: "Does it look bad?"

"No... it’s just excessive, it seems like you’re trying to please me intentionally."

Chen Lusi thought for a moment, and replied: "It’s a bit strange."

Xia Panqiu was momentarily stunned, then blushed and said: "...It’s not about pleasing, I just thought since I’ve already worn it."

"I should leave."

Chen Lusi shook his head, always feeling the atmosphere was a bit off, and once again had the urge to leave.

And this time, he didn’t consult Xia Panqiu’s opinion, but headed directly toward the door.

But just as he opened the door.

Xia Panqiu ran up barefoot, reaching out to grab his clothes.

"Chen Lusi, I will never leave you again."

Her voice came, very softly.

Chen Lusi didn’t turn back, only replied: "That’s good, but no need for promises."

"Then... see you tomorrow."

"Mhm."

"And also..."

"What?"

"I’ve only worn it in front of you, could you say it looks good..."

"..."