My Alleged Husband-Chapter 1513 - 1307: Rather Would
Some stories always twist and turn, intriguing us, yet some segments still subtly haunt us, causing us deep inner pain. Who can escape this encirclement? Indeed, the more beautiful the memories, the more embarrassing they become.
"Mom, do you now wish for my dad to wake up? If that’s truly what you think, if you feel even a trace of guilt towards him, then please stay by his side from now on. Don’t think about anyone else and don’t mention such matters in front of him.
You should know that for a man, it is a great humiliation for his wife to have someone else in her heart. Yet he is willing to set aside all the humiliation just to be with you, proving that his love for you is genuine. Why can’t you put down your prejudices for him? You always act independently, forgetting the pain you cause those behind you through your actions.
Maybe now the only person who can bring him back is you. I’ve been calling him for so many days, waiting day and night, yet he hasn’t moved a finger. I don’t know how else I can get a hint of response from him. Perhaps only you can awaken him. When you recover, spend some good time talking with him, maybe the outcome will be different!"
Xia Jing knows her son speaks the truth because she understands what her husband means to her.
She doesn’t want much now; just waiting for her husband to wake up would be satisfying enough. She really should think, if she’s still like how she was before, then how can she possibly make it to the end?
"Child, I know you still hate me deep down, after all, it’s because of me that your father is like this now. How could you not hate me? But I can understand.
After all, what I’ve done is simply unforgivable. I’ve hurt you over and over again. How can I expect your forgiveness time and time again? You are not a Saint; you can’t forgive me over and over.
Child, rest assured, I will stay by your dad’s side this time no matter what. I won’t leave him.
I know you want your dad to wake up. How could I not want that too? But some things can’t be forced. Like you said, if he truly wakes up, I am willing to stay here, never leaving him for the rest of my life. But I don’t want much; I just hope for his genuine love for me.
If this time I truly get him to wake up, then believe me, I won’t ever leave him. I am human too, and I also have desires deep inside me, wanting to stay by his side. I just want to get the thing I desire."
"Since you said so, I’ll trust you once more. Remember the words you said today; under no circumstances should you leave his side. If you start thinking like before about leaving him and abandoning our family, do you think I will continue to stay by your side like now to look after you? Certainly not. Although I have let go of the resentment from when you abandoned me before, this doesn’t mean I can forgive you repeatedly for hurting my family.
I’m human too. Seeing my family get hurt, I’ll feel pain. Watching them destroy each other is just another blow to me. You always consider your immediate benefit, forgetting how you should act to bring suitable reasons for your family."
"Child, trust me, I won’t do those things like before anymore. As long as you trust me, I’m willing to give up everything. I’ve truly figured it out now. He’s lying there, life uncertain, while I’ve woken up. You know, for a couple together for decades, how is this not a form of heartache? I want him to live happily too!"
Zhang Yichen knows this time his mother didn’t lie because she still holds his father in her heart. Just as if one day an accident took his father from this world, how could his mother not suffer? He also wants to live a steady life.
Everything he’s done, enduring all aggressive words, is for the hope that his family can be together safely, for his mom to stay by his dad’s side, giving his dad a chance to live. If so, why should he continue to pressure step by step like before? How could they possibly live joyfully and happily then?
As long as his father can be alive, and his mother can stop acting on her whims like before, even if they both abandon him again, he wouldn’t hate them. But if they truly can’t stay with him, then no matter the inner impact, he couldn’t forgive. Truly, he hopes they can be safe. As a child, as long as his family is happy, isn’t that a form of joy?
"Mom, everything you said today, I hope you can remember it. These words are engraved in my heart. No matter what, I won’t forget what you said today. But I urge you to think about it. By making such a decision today, you prove there’s no chance for you to change what you’ve decided today. If you regret it, I won’t be lenient.
Everything I do is for no other reason than hoping everyone can be happy, can be joyful. If you keep treating family as dispensable tools, using them repeatedly, I don’t mind keeping you locked out forever!
Since you’ve now decided to mend your ways, then I hope you do well in what you should do. Your main task now is to take good care of your health, then accompany my dad well, talk to him more; see if you can wake him up. I believe you can bring him a miracle because deep down, you’re the only one he holds inside. He’s never cared about what he truly wants inside. What he desires each time is just you, and yet you chose time and again to hurt him, using his love for you as a tool for repeated use!"
We are merely puppets to each other, ignoring each other’s hypocrisy, silently remaining as nameless figures, imprisoning each other’s presence. The endless arguments of the past become irrelevant.
