My Alleged Husband-Chapter 1011 - 892: Speak Out the Truth_5
"Grandfather, if every word you say can truly move me, then I might consider letting go of holding you accountable for the past. All the efforts we once made are now ready to turn into clouds and vanish. We have struggled so much and lived so hard, wasn’t it all for the hope that everyone in the family could be happy and safe? Is everyone now truly happy with how things are? Think about the path we once walked, Xiao Xiao, what kind of reason and method should you use to convince us to dispel the greatest misunderstanding about you, so that we won’t keep misunderstanding you like we did before. You should understand how painful it is to be misunderstood by someone, especially your own kin. That feeling is something I guess you wouldn’t want to experience again in this lifetime. If you really hope everyone can live a vibrant life, please reveal the truth about everything!"
"It seems that today, no matter what, I should reveal everything. If I continue to hide like before, it might cause even greater misunderstandings, making everyone in the family even less willing to accept me. If I choose to say everything today and it can lead my family to forgive me, then it’ll be worthwhile.
Why ruin what you desperately wish to have over and over again because of some unpleasant past events? The thing I desire is right in front of me, yet I can never have that feeling; deep down, I can’t continue to experience it. All I want is a happy and joyous life."
"Since you all want to know so much, I’ll tell you now. Just hope that after hearing everything, you’ll still be like you are now, without making erroneous judgments about me due to past issues or negative aspects. Please try to believe that I sincerely want to stay home and take care of everyone, not to hurt you all over and over again—that’s not the outcome I desire, nor is it what I want to do."
"I don’t think you need to hold back here. If you have something to say, just say it quickly. If your reasons don’t move us, why should we forgive you? Forgiving repeatedly has led some in the family to resist, hurting everyone. I hope such matters won’t continue. I only wish for everyone’s happiness!"
"Actually, these things go like this...
He and I were like at the lakeside. From my initial love at first sight to eventually following his steps, I knew he was a Mercenary. Until I slowly fell in love with him to the extent that I willingly sacrificed everything, even my life, for her. I can only tell you bit by bit. I want to clarify everything, reveal what kind of thought back then led me to leave you all and abandon this family. I want you to understand and empathize somewhat with the difficulties we faced at that time.
During that time, your grandfather was unwilling to approve of my being with him consistently. I for his approval fought tirelessly with my father, sparing no effort, wishing my father would consent to me marrying her, for I love my wife, I love this beloved woman. For her, I can give up everything, even if the ultimate result is to be hurt by him repeatedly, I have no regrets.
Back then, I didn’t understand why my father held such a deep misunderstanding towards my wife. His prejudice against her, as a Mercenary, was something he couldn’t let go of. Later, when the company faced an economic crisis, it was my wife who sold all her possessions to help him overcome it. After that incident, my wife selflessly received my father’s approval, finally letting us be together. Yet after getting together, due to one event, my father repeatedly hurt us again. I couldn’t understand why. To make me break up with my wife, father even forced me into blind dates, sabotaging all of them. At that moment, I saw my father’s inner collapse, his despair, never having imagined I would be such a disappointment."
