MTL - Waiting For You Online-Chapter 95 .forget it
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095. When I didn't say
When He Jin was smashed by the bonfire, his brain was dizzy, and what happened in the hunch was finally coming...
In fact, since the birth of a baby in the game, He Jin clearly feels the change of the relationship between the two, from the network to the reality, from the sweet love on the line to the line down to miss each other, to go home every night after Accompanying, and the care after the difficulties, even the arrogance of the money... Yes, they are too far, but He Jin is also very enjoyable, he likes the bonfire, just because he still dare not develop in reality Feelings, so pretending to see all these changes, only selfishly taking advantage of each other's illusion to capture the warmth of a moment.
He Jin knows that this laissez-faire relationship will sooner or later break the tide and will lose control, but he did not expect it to come so fast.
"I am making you embarrassed?" The bonfire saw He Jin did not respond for a long time, could not help but ask.
He Jin looked at him, and there was no way to be as calm as he was at the beginning: "We, we are not saying it... the game is going to the game..." He said hard, the last five words were almost squeezed out of the throat because of the violation. He also wants to develop a realistic relationship with the bonfire. He wants to know this person and doesn't want to be influenced by another person with the same voice...
"Sorry, if you can't do it in reality, you can't do it." What you can really say is that it is so rational and determined.
"Why?" The bonfire frowned, his face could not be disappointed and disappointed, but his tone was a little excited. "Because you are a straight man? Heterosexual?"
He Jin did not answer the question of the bonfire, but instead asked in a near-pleading tone: "In the game... can't you?"
The bonfire looked gloomy: "If I said that I am not?"
He Jinyi, looked at each other with horror.
Bonfire: "Was Hua Da? Is there a few people in your school called He Jin's boys? I remember that you are one year higher than me, junior? It should be easy to find. If I really want to go it alone, you can take me. How……"
"Don't!" He Jin interrupted him in a panic. "If you do this, I will not ignore you anymore, and I will not play games in the future!"
The bonfire breathed heavily and his face turned white. He didn't expect He Jinhui to threaten himself with "no game". He smiled in his heart - then you have to know that I am Qin, is it also intended to always be Leave me alone?
He Jin seems to realize that his words are a little hurtful. Finally, he explained: "Feng Huo, listen to me. Actually, from the beginning, you said that you like me. I am very confused. What do you like about me? You said that I have waited for eight. Years, I feel flattered and made me feel guilty, so I want to compensate you in the game and play with you... But even eight years ago, we didn’t have much contact, I sometimes thought In fact, you don't understand me so much. I don't know you very well. In reality, I am just a very ordinary person. Maybe you are also, but the network makes us good at adding fantasy to the virtual characters. So, I think your preference for me may be just a stubborn insistence..."
The bonfire listened to He Jin’s hard explanation and asked: “So you think that the ‘Ajin’ I like is not you, but what I imagined?”
He Jin nodded lightly. This is one of the reasons why he refused to bonfire. It was also one of the most important reasons. The bonfire’s feelings for him were too unreal, and it was not true that He Jin was afraid to be honest.
Qin Xiao smiled, if He Jin’s words before he had not seen him, he might be unable to argue again. He admitted that the waiting for the past eight years has made his feelings for this person a kind of obsession. After seeing He Jin and also having a good impression on him in the real world, Qin Hao is really no matter what virtual reality is.
Bonfire: "If you think I don't know enough about you, we can get to know each other more deeply."
He Jin shook his head and raised his courage: "No, bonfire, this kind of fantasy is very good. I have this illusion for you now, I don't want to break it."
Bonfire: "..."
After all, He Jin still can't ignore the inferiority that stems from the depths of his heart. Although he has already realized his own sexual orientation, in the past two decades, He Jin’s concept of love still stays between men and women. As a man, Being looked at by another man as a "lover", even if he is good and good, he will be timid... He fears that he will disappoint the bonfire in the real world, and he is afraid that the bonfire will disappoint himself.
He Jin refused very simply. Qin Hao felt like he was stuck in a wall, unable to go forward, and could not retreat, and his heart was blocked.
The last time I used the reason of "not homosexuality" to push myself away, this time I changed another. He Jin always has his reasons, but Qin Hao is not reconciled: "You still remember that we chatted years ago, you said that I don't Dislike your gender, you will not dislike what I look like... Is this sentence from the heart?"
He Jin stunned and hung his eyes and said: "Yes, but if it is just a game, as long as you can play it, no one cares whether the playmate at the computer is a dog, but if it is reality, it doesn't matter if it is false."
As far as the game is concerned, He Jin thinks selfishly, rather than being disappointed with each other, it is better to let this beautiful feeling stay in the virtual game world, at least in the game, they are not responsible for anyone.
......
There was nothing to say about the bonfire, nodded coldly: "Well, I will not force you, before that, when I did not say."
He Jin saw the appearance of the gray-faced face, and there was no pain in his heart.
After a stalemate for a long time, he said: "The bonfire... You see, we have connections in reality, it is already a friend..."
The bonfire did not respond. He Jin lowered his head and said: "We will often say good night to each other now. I never thought we would do this before..."
There is still no sound on the opposite side, He Jin dare not look up: "You suddenly said the reality, a little scared me."
He blushes, holds his fist, and trembles: "Can we... come slowly?" Is this a hope for the bonfire?
It’s really hard to develop reality now. I don’t have anything at the moment. I have a break with my family. I have to study and work. The future is uncertain. If he is given a pressure on homosexuality, He Jin feels that he will collapse. of……
Surrounded by silence, He Jinqi looked up, but he saw that the opposite figure was already in the “standby offline state”.
He Jin: "..."
In the air, the bonfire suddenly went offline, and others estimated that they had no intention of playing again. The fence sent a message to ask where He Jin was, but also pk, He Jin refused, and said that he would change again.
The waters and other people are estimated to have seen the offline status of the "bonfire". After He Jin sent a message to confirm, they went offline and went to sleep.
He Jinshou’s body disappeared and he stood in the resurrection for a long time. He did not see the other’s name and then lit up. The dumplings did not know when he appeared next to him, flying quietly behind him. Maybe he was there when he talked to the bonfire, but he was like a well-behaved system pet, and he kept on bothering.
He Jin beckoned to let the soup fly close, holding him, the soup circle issued a soft "beep" sound, waving two wings.
"Little fool..." He Jin touched its wings, the fluffy touch, "Dad is not a coward?"
The dumplings were smashed, and they screamed, saying, "Yes."
He Jin smiled, but his smile was more ugly than crying...
The time passed by zero, the game flashed an announcement reminding everyone that today is February 14, the Western Valentine's Day.
He Jin flew to the game mall with Tang Yuan and picked 9 roses.
999, he can not afford, but 9 and 999, both represent "long-term", chat.
He Jin chose the florist express service, and the gift object was “Bonfire”, which was sent when the player came online next time.
Sorry, I am sorry.
After the line was down, He Jin eagerly went to check the bracelet, and there was no unread news on the top. Nothing was given to him by the bonfire, and even "good night" was not.
He hesitated to say "Happy Valentine's Day" to the campfire, but felt that such injury hurts the other person's self, and is not qualified to say such a thing... The bonfire is not happy.
