MTL - Waiting For You Online-Chapter 136 Your mother is sick
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136. Your mother is sick.
He Jin stood so, and did not explain anything. He was so anxious to break away Hou Dongyan’s swearing and once again pointed to He Jindao: “How did we educate you from childhood to age, how can you become like this? You Say that you left home for the last time because of that person? It seems that your mother is in charge of your management. I am negligent, He Jin, He Jin, you are too disappointed!"
Hearing a few words, He Jin, who was still strong, was so mad, he opened his mouth and said: "Dad, I thought you would understand me a little more than my mother..."
He father screamed loudly: "You go out to live with a man! You let me know how you understand!"
He Jin clenched his fists, like a trapped beast that was forced to a dead end. If there is no eruption, there will be only one dead road: "Dad, have you understood me? From small to big..." He choked. "Do you have any mother or mother?" I have asked what I have thoughts, what I want to do, what I don't want to do, what I hate, what I like, I am a living person, a person with thoughts, emotions, and self-willingness! Not yours! Not a Items without souls!"
He did not seem to think that He Jinhui suddenly broke out and squatted in the same place.
Once you open your mouth, the accumulation of grievances in your heart is like a mountain torrent, and you can't stop it anymore. "When I was young, I wanted to play games. You didn't let me play. I want to learn the violin. You don't let me learn. I have good grades." As a matter of course, the decline in academic performance must be that I want to fall in love and want to learn bad. Some girls like me to write love letters to me. Mom calls to insult others. As long as I do something a little less than her intention, she criticizes me for education. I insulted me, do you know how much I hate her! I thought that when I grow up, I can choose what I want, and as long as I am admitted to the university where you ask me to test, I will be free one day. But you have been forcing me to live according to your ideas..."
He Father: "We are doing this for you..."
He Jinqiang’s tears rushed out and rushed out: “But I don’t feel good! I don’t want to become a person I hate in the future!”
"So you have to be with a man?" He shook his head and shook his head. "He Jin, this is not right. If you don't understand your mother's practices, you can't take yourself with us!"
He Jin copied his hand and cried. "Dad! Why don't you understand it! I am not angry with him! I like it, I am willing! I just want to be with him!"
Anger swept his mind, and the body's rebellious factor reached the highest activity at this moment. He Jin did not calm down and did not want to calm down.
He was so angry that he couldn't speak, and raised his hand twitchingly. It seemed that he wanted to beat him again. He was once again dragged by Hou Dongyan, and he even called a few "uncles."
He father’s face was blue and white, and he took a step back. He sat down on He Jin’s bed and muttered to himself: “No, how can this be, why is it the same...”
Hou Dongyan stood on the side and heard that now, he couldn’t plug in. He thought that the father who was in the middle of the whisper was confused. He quickly persuaded: "Uncle, you are suffocating first, and He Jin is also impulsive to attack you. He is very good at school and his grades are very good. He was also mentioned in the last semester. On that, what the counselor said, I think it is actually good. Now the society is also open a lot. Everyone accepts it. It’s quite high... not to mention the young people, who haven’t talked about love a few times, and He Jinda’s time is still with a very beautiful girl in the student union. You have to think that he can’t do this now. Ah..." Hou Dongyan said that while he was squinting with He Jin, he said that he would comfort his father.
Unexpectedly, half of the words, He Jin’s father suddenly patted Hou Dongyan’s hands and said: “Xiao Hou, trouble you to go out, I will say a few words with He Jin.”
Hou Dongyan was shocked... Calling himself to go out, is it hard to make him a daddy?
He worried about He Jin, and he pleaded with He Jin’s opinion in the same place. He Jinxi first said nothing, Hou Dongyan just went out. As soon as he opened the door, he saw the big head next door and the seventh brother screaming at the door. Presumably they also heard the movement. Hou Dongyan shook his claws and drove them away.
The big head screamed: "I am going, is it true that Jin Ge and Qin Lan are together?"
Seven brothers: "Yes, I thought it was a rumor!"
Hou Dongyan sighed and said: "But I think it should be fun, Jin Ge is so measured, it should not be a joke about his life."
The seven brothers looked at the big head: "I didn't think Jinjia's tutor was so strict. He didn't hear it. What the **** is that? When the girl confessed, she ran to insult others, and she was sick!"
Big head: "In fact, my mother is almost the same, I have to take care of it. The difference is... When I was young, there was never a girl who confessed to me."
Everyone: "..."
In the dormitory, the father and the son are still stalemate, like a silent wrestling, He Jin is not afraid, he still clenches his fist, do not know how many impulses and rebellious opportunities in his life, do not know if he has the next time Such courage pours out the will of deep burying in the heart, not for the Qin dynasty, but for himself, even if it is impossible to be with Qin dynasty in the future, this is also a necessary step for him to fight for freedom.
Finally, He Father compromised, but his compromise was accompanied by conditions: "He Jin, I will go back with me this weekend, apologize to your mother, and solve the problem, then cut off the boy, Dad will be This incident has not happened, nor tells your mother, this thing your mother still doesn't know, she wants to know, definitely come up in person... Afterwards, if you have any idea, you can tell Dad, your mother, I don't Make sure she understands you, but Dad will try to think about your opinion."
After listening to this passage, He Jin did not calm down. Instead, he was like a hedgehog that only blew his hair. He said sharply: "Why should I apologize to her? She is narrow and dictatorial. If she doesn't agree, she will throw things up and swear." In a blink of an eye, I threatened to cut off my living expenses. You said that I didn’t make a phone call for the past six months. Then, have you ever asked me about my life and death? I am not asking for money from you. Without her money, I can rely on myself now. Ability to survive..."
He Jinyue said that the more he felt on himself, his father wanted him to sever with Qin, and He Jin only felt ridiculous now. Why? Without them, they can live well now, so why should he move their ideas?
Speaking of arrogance, He Father suddenly raised his head and looked at He Jin. The eyes full of red blood had no despair and accusation, but changed the mood of He Jin’s incomprehensible, complicated and deep. Your mother is ill..." The man seemed to have endured for a long time, and said hard and slow, "It is severe depression and suicidal tendency."
He Jindun lives...Heavily depressed, what is it? Mental illness?
He Father was silent for a moment, as if he had made up his mind, and said again: "Do you still remember, you have a brother?"
He Jin: "Well..."
He Father: "When I was young, we told you that your brother died of illness. Do you still have an impression?"
He Jin is a little confused, why did Dad suddenly mention his brother who died?
"Your brother, He Lin," He father snorted and raised his hand and rubbed his eyes. "He didn't die, he committed suicide."
He Jin’s face is white: “Why?”
He Father: "He is very playful. He is much naughty than you. He was not convinced when he was a child. I used to be with your mother. When he was in high school, he often sneaked into the Internet cafe. He met some friends on the Internet. It’s better with one of the boys.”
He Jin dare not believe: "My brother... is also gay?"
He father lowered his eyes and did not answer this question. He continued: "We are jealous of him. He does not listen. I simply don't go home for three days. At that time, you were only four and a half years old. When you want to take care of you, I will talk to you. Mom had to go to work during the day, and she didn't have time to take care of him... After half a year, he suddenly started not running out, but the person quickly slimmed down, didn't eat or sleep, and soon he left a suicide note and left. , sleeping pills, a whole bottle."
He Jin was awkward, his eyes widened, and he could not understand: "Why do you commit suicide?"
He Father: "He said in the suicide note that he had a relationship with the boy. After that, he knew that the boy had AIDS. He suspected that he had the disease. He did not dare to tell us that he had been stunned for a month. It’s awful, I can’t keep going...”
After listening to this past event, He Jin was completely confused.
He Father: "Since then, your mother has changed. She strictly disciplines you. I don't want you to go online. I especially don't like what friends you know online. I also oppose you falling in love during your studies... He Jin, you are I don't really understand why I have been following your mother? Because I know how much pain it is for her encounter with the eldest son. She doesn't want to lose you because of the same thing, so it is against you, but I didn't expect you to be so Hate her."
He Jin is physically weak, like a **** that has only lost, a deflated ball, and everything seems pale and powerless.
He Father: "I never knew that this was a disease, and I didn't pay attention to it. Until you left home, she was getting worse. She was crazy at home every day, and she always wanted to die. I took her to see a doctor some time ago. It was diagnosed, saying that this is called depression, including her licking you, licking things, sometimes showing nervousness, all because of depression."
The rebellious factor in the body was completely condensed. He Jin felt like he was hanging a big iron plate on his neck. Every word of his father was like a really powerful crime, engraved on that brand, pressed He couldn't breathe and he couldn't lift his head.
He is anxious to ask: "How is she doing now?"
At this moment, I was shocked. In the face of life and death and disease, under the heavy responsibility of the Son of Man, all personal emotions will become insignificant. The woman is his mother, she is too much, and then she is unreasonable. She is ill now. Her son has to forgive her.
He Father: "The hospital can not be hospitalized. The doctor prescribed some medicine. She is at home now. I am pleased to accompany you. I am coming to the city to find you. She still doesn't know."
He Jin loosened his fist and said:
