MTL - To Four Thousand Years Later-v6 Chapter 43 selfish love
Yastaru was alone on the first floor of the Tower of Mind. There is no one here. There will be none. Not only because this is the top of the Tower of Mind, the most vulnerable place to be attacked. It is because this is equivalent to their home, a holy place that must not be desecrated.
Because this is the place where Forty-two chose to die for human beings.
In the middle of it is an ancient bronze vessel.
And it was placed in the very center of the Ark. It was filled with a golden-red liquid. The liquid was pouring out of the cup continuously, but it didn't overflow from the ark, but the bronze cup floated steadily on it. Yastaru sat on the ground with his arms around his knees, quietly looking at the cup. Everything seemed to appear yesterday. Of course she still remembered this cup. This was the cup used by the prophet Zadok and the demon **** Floros, who was aliased as Nathan, to anoint Solomon. Of course she remembered that it was the moment Solomon was first crowned king.
It was on that day that she awakened from "Blind Abigail" to "Demon God Yastaru". That was the day when she opened her eyes for the first time in her life and saw the light. Strictly speaking, it was also the first day she came into the world.
That was the beginning of Solomon's four thousand years of legendary life, the first crown of the Lord of the Dawn. That anointing was not just a symbolic religious ceremony for mortals. After all, it was presided over by a demon **** himself. In fact, it is a ceremony to purify people's selfish desires and grow from a "person of self" to a "king of self". sacred ritual. But even Yastaru didn't think that just one ceremony could make Solomon so extraordinary. As if he himself was as clear as glass, Floros just wiped off the dust on it.
At that moment, Yastaru understood.
This boy king whose soul does not belong to this world is the one who the ancient gods prophesied will lead mankind to leave the earth and go to the stars. He carried a lofty mission on his body, and she was fascinated by the pure wisdom, compassion and rationality, and for a moment she forgot the mission of guiding him to grow. But soon, she found that the person she admired grew up far faster than she imagined. In just one reincarnation, he was completely integrated into this world. Leave her far behind. At that time, Yastaru began to panic. How long can she stay by his side? How long has she waited for hundreds of years before returning to him? And this world is changing with each passing day. At this rate, how long will she be able to stay with humans until they leave the earth? Counting from even the very first day, it is less than a hundred years, or even less than 30,000 days.
A mere 30,000 days, in front of her endless lifespan, this is such a short time.
He even blocked the cycle of life and death, eradicated disputes and wars, and almost created a new civilization with the power of one person.
Yastaru's mission is over. While on Earth, she can proudly declare that no one can defeat her. No one can hurt what she loves in front of her. But in the interstellar era, will she really have the value of existence? Zheng Fu even gave up his life as an individual long ago, turning the essence of his life into a pool of blood and merging it into everyone's blood. Although Yastaru's destructive power will become stronger with the development of human civilization. But in this day and age, is her existence really so necessary?
Overseer of civilization. Exterminator when necessary. But now that Zheng Fu has integrated into every corner of this civilization, she can't kill anyone. Zheng Fu exists in everyone's blood. She can no longer make any suggestions to Zheng Fu, because this game has been "cleared" for her. Her initial goal has been achieved. It is said that she has been able to abandon the body of the demon like Baimeng and carry out biochemical transformation in a form that can better accompany Zheng Fu. But she was not willing to do this.
It's not that I don't want to part with my physical body, but that I don't want to part with the "fate" that this body has accumulated with Zheng Fu from generation to generation over the years.
If he turns into an artificial intelligence like Baimon, and turns into an angel of dawn like Baal, doesn't it mean that he is no longer the only special one?
She is now the last demon **** who has never changed her body. Whether it is Phoenix or Judas, they have changed their bodies many times, especially after humans left the earth, even if they became the leader and instructor of the Valkyrie, Yastaru has not received the transformation of implanting the Astro Torch, and has not Share your memories and emotions with others. Because there are precious memories of less than 30,000 days accumulated in the long four thousand years she has spent in it. She has obviously won, and has won to the end. Those who had fought with her for Zheng Fu had already left her side. Abandoning this "fate" that is different from others, and moving on with a more convenient posture. Yastaru knew that this came from their kindness and kindness to him.
But still very lonely.
She is the demon **** of "love", and when all the demon gods come to an end, her love does not end. She has nothing and wants nothing but love. Today, the Seventy-two Demon Gods have long since ceased to exist. After humans left the land, the demon gods returned to mortal bodies and reunited with other people's hearts. Even Lilith's mother, Asmodeus, gave up her demon body a year ago and became part of Zheng Fu's "golden human". Even Lilith and Abaddon had already turned into human bodies .
Among the thousands of powers, only "love" is selfish. No one will love someone more fiercely than Yastaru. Therefore, she is unwilling to share this treasured memory with anyone other than Zheng Zheng. anyone other than the complex.
As compensation for this behavior, she also did not want to appear in front of others. The only person who is unwilling to share memories is Zheng Fu's wife. This will undoubtedly discount Zheng Fu's reputation and nobility. Even if the reputation of 50,000 and 40,000 are both honored, they are different. Therefore, she plans not to leave here again. She has made up her mind that unless Zheng Fu needs her help again, she will not appear in the outside world again.
After all, she is a demon god, a materialized spiritual life. She can survive without any material exchange. And having the Blood of Dawn to accompany her is always better than the pain of lovesickness in those hundreds of years of gap.
If she wishes, she only needs to call Zheng Fu to appear by her side.
But she doesn't intend to interfere with Zheng Fu's work. She didn't intend to call his name unless he was really free and bored.
"It's good to have you by my side, you are also him."
She murmured softly. Gently stretch out your fingers, wanting to touch the pure golden pool of blood. With forty-two bones in bones and blood in blood, she gently raised a small tentacles to touch her fingertips. Just then, she heard a familiar and gentle voice calling to herself. She shook suddenly, and her emerald green pupils lit up instantly.
"My lord, did you summon me for something?"
Yastaru immediately responded with a soft voice. "Did you find those bugs?"
"No. But I found a relic, and Floros told me that there were traces of an ancient god's activities in it. Specifically, it was Lord Yahweh's reaction."