MTL - The White-Haired Imperial Concubine-Chapter 245 Soul Return (1)
245 Soul Return (1)
He picked up the chess pieces and remembered every step they took at the beginning, as if repeating their previous path. It turned out that she had left traces in his heart since then, but at that time he didn't know.
He often wondered if they could turn back, could they take less detours and spend more time together? If he can turn around, he is willing to leave everything behind, to spend at least the last two years with her, to prevent her from wandering in her thoughts and to the end of her life in loneliness. However, there is no if in life.
"Aman, this is where our relationship begins. You said that this is the dream of your past life, don't you want to ... open your eyes and take a look? In the future, it will be invisible."
He spoke to her tenderly, and looked around, and then looked at the peace on the table in front of him, his eyes were full of tiredness. A bit of sorrow slowly fainted and filled the whole atrium. He looked up at the woman's serene face, and his voice seemed to be desolate through time. "Aman, I have waited for five years. You say there will be miracles, but why can't I see hope at all?"
For two thousand days and nights, he was talking to her like this, knowing that there would never be a response, and he kept saying, dare not stop. In fact, he knew very well that miracle was nothing but a hope she had given him to live. Is there a miracle in this world? Even if it did, it would not happen to his unsophisticated government.
His life was doomed from the beginning. The encounter with her was just a flash of fireworks. After the splendor, there was a silent black hole.
He was really tired and wanted to end this endless waiting.
"Aman, I don't want to wait any longer, I'm really tired!"
"I thought ... as long as I hug you, I have the courage to go on like this. However, I don't know if I can't get your response ... I will also be tired and there will be times when I can't go on ... Man, you ... do you know? "His affectionate eyes filled with exhaustion and sadness, across a table, across a game of chess, across two cups of tea, but the distance between them was Far out of reach. He wanted to give up, give up waiting, sleep with her, and didn't want to wake up again.
"I know." Someone behind him said these three words softly, and each word seemed to have exhausted the feelings of a lifetime.
Zongzheng's hands trembled, and the tea cup in front of him was knocked over. The cold tea flowed along his sleeve on his temperatureless arm, and a drop of it fell apart.
Slowly, slowly, he looked back.
Pure white clothes, light Ufa, clear facial features ... It was a face he had never seen before, a twenty-year-old look, but with vicissitudes. There was a deep affection at the bottom of his eyes, and deep thoughts and sorrows between his eyebrows. She stood by the willow beside the canal, shed two tears with a smile, looked at his sad eyes, trembled her lips, and spoke hard: "No worries, I'm here to fulfill my promise! This life ... I I only love you. "
Zong Zheng's body was trembling with trembling eyes, his eyes were trembling, and those severe pains that had been suppressed in his heart for five years struck his heart, taking his breath away. After enduring five full years of tears, he couldn't stop falling.
Time seems to stop at this moment, everything seems to be gone. There are no cherry trees, no weeping willows, no glazed palace lights, no West Lake Longjing ... only two pairs of tear-eyed eyes that have been isolated for thousands of years, staring stupidly ...
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"When my body can no longer carry my life, and when my soul is out of the body, at that moment, I suddenly have a strong resentment against fate.
I am not willing to leave the world like this! Unwilling to succumb to this cruel destiny to play with us mercilessly!
My husband, my child, my parents and sister in this life, and brother Qi, who paid for everything and even life ...
I love them! "
-Man
In the previous life, she was used to death, and in this life she was born again. What she hated most and could not tolerate was deception and exploitation. But in this life, she has never escaped the palm of her destiny, and is still one of the hands of others. Chess pieces.
For seven years, the Qin family has made her cool personality in the previous life feel unprecedented warmth, awakening her deep desire for love buried deep in her heart. She cherishes this hard-earned affection, so the Qin family was cut off by men. The blow to her was so strong. So she chose a path that was very difficult for her.
She walked into Qiyun Kingdom and became a princess who grew up in the cold palace-Rongle. Her purpose is to wait one day as Princess Rongle and marry to the royal family of Lintianguo, find the murderer who beset her parents, and take revenge on her parents.
The cold palace of Qiyun Kingdom has no flowers in spring, no warm in summer, yellow leaves in autumn, and ice and snow in winter.
She lived here alone, facing a group of lunatics, wearing dirty clothes taken from the dead, making herself like a lunatic.
Hidden in the corner of a broken house during the day, hugged his little body at night, fell asleep on the hard floor, and watched the weird whitebirds fluttering in the wind ...
No one ever asked her if she was hungry? Is it cold? Those who care about her and have given her warmth have left her forever!
She was guarding an old piano, constantly strumming the strings against the sheet music, and the cool white moonlight was shining on her through the broken window. She occasionally looked back at the shadow on the ground, hoping that it would understand her hiding. I can't say the grief in my heart.
The tender skin on the fingers was frayed, and the red blood stained the body of a strange monster. She looked at it and still refused to stop.
She took the sword score given to her by the man in black, and practiced the same action repeatedly on the dead leaves of the garden in the middle of the night. When she fell down from the tall sycamore tree suddenly, she suddenly didn't want to get up and just leaned back. Lying on the ground, looking at the dark sky like a black hole under the abyss, devouring the light of the world, feeling the yellow leaves falling on me, my face, covering her small body.
She couldn't help thinking, if she kept lying like this, would it be a relief?
She finally got up! In this icy cold palace, she spent ten long and lonely spring and autumn alone.
One night in the spring of fifteen years old, she couldn't help but want to go out and see the world outside the cold palace. So for the first time, he went out of the high courtyard wall of Leng Palace, found a suit of the maid of the palace, and went to a quiet and haunted garden.
It was supposed to be an exquisite place, abandoned because of haunted rumors, but to her, who has been in the ruined place of Leng Palace for eight years, it is like a fairyland.
In the garden, the clear lake and clear water, the trees are shaded by trees, and the octagonal pavilion is surrounded by trees, and the whole pavilion is not clear.
Seeing no one around, she was extremely quiet, so she sat on the grass across the pavilion, hugging her knees, leaning back against the tree, and looking at the crescent moon reflected in the lake. She thinks the moon is lonely, right? Just like her, there is only a lone shadow every night and day.
She fell in love with this place, and would come here every night late at night, and when she was about to leave at dawn, it was like a lonely soul wandering in the dark, seeing no sunshine.
Suddenly one day, she was on a whim and flew across the lake to practice light exercises. As I approached the other side, I heard a slight coughing sound not far away, and I was shocked. When did anyone come here? She didn't know it!
When the cohesive internal force dissipated, she fell into the lake.
Although she knew water in the past, she had n’t been swimming for more than ten years, she was rusty, and the water was very cold this season, it took a lot of effort for her to surface. Touching his face, he looked up and saw the young man in the pavilion covered with moonlight.
He looked down at her like a chicken, and smiled lowly. His smile was gentle and brought a sense of elegance, but she forgot the worry, and her heart became angry.
He raised his eyebrows at him, she remained motionless in the water.
He came out of the pavilion, stepped down the stone steps, and walked towards her. Every step, every action, not panic, extremely elegant, obviously has good cultivation and quality. He stood on the shore not far from her, so she could see his face clearly, his eyebrows were like distant mountains, his eyes were like a star, his face was clear and gentle, his temperament was elegant, his figure was long and slightly thin.
She hasn't seen such a man for a long time. No, it should be said that she hasn't seen a decent person for a long time, let alone a handsome and elegant man like him who is unguardable.
"Aren't you up yet? Isn't the water cold? Be careful to freeze your body." He smiled slightly and reached out her hand. He has long fingers and pale hands.
His slightly caring voice made her somber mood suddenly disappear. She looked at his outstretched hand and frowned. Eight years, the first time someone saw her as a person, the first time someone cared about her body, although it might just be a casual sentence, or just his habitual care for others, no matter who the object was . But she couldn't stop feeling sad.
She knew that the identity of the boy was not simple, and that the distance between her and him was ten thousand and eighty thousand miles away, so she turned her head slightly, avoided his hands, and climbed ashore on her own, then, surprised at him With his eyes fixed, he just left, without saying a word. 2k novel reading network
