MTL - The White-Haired Imperial Concubine-Chapter 104 Give me another chance (4)
104 Give me another chance (4)
Struggling between love and fate, she was so powerless. He had tried to fight against fate, but the ending was so miserable, it was the lesson he gave her that made her understand that people can't survive. At that time, she was frustrated and had no choice but to make a chess piece. Instead of struggling, she would live with peace and indifference.
She had tears in her eyes and slipped uncontrollably, pouring out all the suffering she had accumulated in her heart for a long time.
Zongzheng Wuwu felt something wrong and immediately stood up and pulled over her body. The pair of full-hearted and painful eyes suddenly hurt his heart. He looked at her in shock, unable to return to God for a while. She never shed tears in front of others, even if he broke her heart at the beginning, he had never seen her tears, she was so proud, so strong, so stubborn, so forbearing, and now she was crying in front of him It's up!
why? Suddenly he was at a loss, holding his face with a trembling hand, but didn't know what to do. He has never comforted anyone, and has never tried to comfort anyone.
"Aman?" He tentatively called her name.
Diffuse through the misty tears to see the pain and nervousness in his eyes. The tears in her eyes were still falling and the bitterness in her heart spread. She looked at him and did not respond.
Zongzheng was anxious about being anxious, and he felt a few pains, but he frowned, "What are you crying for? I can't die for the time being, even if I die, I will take you out and die again."
"Who's crying for you ?!" Manyi patted his hand, which was a touching word, told him to say it, but he was so angry that he wanted to vomit blood. She didn't look away, and her voice unknowingly added a bit of bleak resentment, "You die, why do you do me? I don't need you to take me out, so it's better to die than live." At this moment, she really felt so Life is too tired and painful, you ca n’t see hope, and you ca n’t find the meaning of living. She was completely at a loss.
Zong Zheng was shocked. She was so strong that she would say such a thing? He ignored her refusal, took her into his arms, and the pain of hitting the wound was directly ignored by him. Being able to hug her is not much of a pain. "Are you unhappy? Don't you have feelings for Fu Cai? Why is it better to die than to live?"
Manyu tried to push him away, but couldn't push it. She gave up and stayed quietly in his arms, chuckling and smiling: "I'm lucky, don't you know?"
The warm yellow flame reflected her beautiful face, showing no trace of warmth, only endless sadness.
Zong Zheng's heart trembled without worry, as if he understood the meaning of this sentence, but he was not sure. A heart seemed to be thrown into the floating cloud, without a fixed support, hanging up and down uneasily.
He tightened his arms and hugged her, "Why didn't you go back and give me a chance? You must torture me and torture yourself."
"Why should I turn back?" Manchan raised his head in his arms, and the tearful smile was bitter and sad. She looked at his eyes and said quietly: "It was you who refused to marry first, the military officer above the hall. In front of me, I humiliated me, stripped me of my wedding dress with a sword, hurt me with all my fingers, and stained the hall. You deceived and used me to treat my feelings as your trophy and use my body as a disarm The blocked tool, when I learned the truth, you said so indifferently that you were willing, you never knew how hurtful your attitude was, and when did you really understand the pain and sorrow I have endured? "
Zong Zheng had no pain in his heart, and his chest trembled. He looked at her sharp and painful eyes and opened his mouth, not knowing what to say. She was right, these were indeed his faults, and he had dreamed back at midnight, hating his mistakes countless times.
The crystal tears slid down the corners of her eyes, splashed on his chest, wet the skin on his chest, and soaked his heart extremely soft and sour. There was regret and pain in his eyes, and he whispered, "So you still care?"
Man-chan asked, "Can I not care? I used to put all my hopes on you. I thought meeting you was my happiness, but I never thought you would cruelly put me into hell."
It turned out that his injury was so serious to her! He thought that he really paid for his feelings, and it wasn't really hurt. Who knows, those hurts had been made into today's mistakes before the truth is known. He held her and sighed, "Why don't you hit me into **** in a decisive way?"
They laughed, yeah, they were all in hell, and Fu Ze.
It was very cold on a fall night, and she was still wearing wet clothes soaked with rain, and even though he was tightly held in his arms, she still felt cold. The air-conditioning seemed to come out from the bottom of the heart, and it could not be driven away by the fire.
The night breeze made a few bends through the entrance of the cave, shaking the flames, and the nine princes squatting at the bend looked at the scene inside, raised his lips and smiled, and finally said it! Don't blame him on the cold wind here.
There was a long silence in the rock cave, and the tears on the corners of his eyes were still dry, and suddenly he felt a lot easier. Maybe it's been suppressed for too long, so long that she can't handle it, now the vent of her brain is so happy.
She leaned quietly against his chest and whispered, "Do you remember, you asked me how I died in that world?"
Zong Zheng had no worries and did not understand why she suddenly turned to this topic. She gave her a doubtful look, and said softly, "Well, I asked, you refuse to say."
With a bitter smile, he said, "I was killed by my fiance in the name of love. For the war in the mall, for my family's industry, his deception and use made me a stepping stone to his superiority. In his purpose, When I get there, I die. "
Zongzheng was shocked and let go of her. He lifted her face with both hands and looked at her eyes. There were strong ironies in those clear eyes, which was a mockery of her own destiny. His heart sank fiercely, which was also the expression on the day of the hot spring pool when she discovered the truth he had used.
Man Man again said: "So, I hate using, but I have been living in using it, and I can't get rid of it. I thought you were sincere to me, but in the end I discovered that it was also a scheme. You are worse than him Yes, he just killed me, but you let me ... even my heart is dead! I can accept anyone's use and betrayal in any way, but I can't accept the harm in the name of love. You make me feel , My own feelings are so ridiculous, they even told me that my previous life was dead for nothing! "
Zongzheng was trembling without worry, and at this moment all the things that were impenetrable throughout the year found the answer. It turned out not to not love, nor to love deeply enough, but to be hurt too hard, so it was decided.
His deep eyes were full of guilt, and his heart full of regret could not be expressed. The autumn wind was icy, cold and sweet, blowing away their half-wet hair, but could not blow the same deep sadness in their eyes. He dumbly said to her, "Sorry, Aman ... I was wrong! It was me make a mistake!"
He was so arrogant that he couldn't see his heart earlier.
Manyu raised his hand and wiped a tear. His blood on his hand left a few red marks on the corners of her eyes, which looked like crying blood.
She looked down slightly and calmed down slowly. The fire on the ground was gradually weakening, and there seemed to be a sign of extinguishment. She took a deep breath, calmed her breath, pushed his hand away, and took a few firewood to add it.
Sitting on the steps he had just sat on, she said softly, "It's all over." The tone had faded with a sigh.
The sigh was like the wind, and it seemed that everything in the past would be wiped out by such a sigh.
Zong Zheng's heart was so worried that he couldn't speak with suffocation. He sat next to her, pulled her, and gently wiped the blood on the corner of her eye, with a hint of implied implied meaning, serious and serious. Solemnly said: "Aman, give me another chance!"
Manxuan opened his hand and asked gently, "Can I still give you a chance? Since I chose to marry Fu Tzu, we have missed each other. In your current identity and the situation in front of me ... ... "
"Those are not important! Identity is never an obstacle in my eyes. As for the situation, winning or losing will soon be clear. Aman, I don't want to miss it! As long as you give me another chance, even if I am an emperor in the future, Don't want a harem of three thousand, just wish that you are alone ... This life is enough! "His eyes were fierce, and the fire shining in his eyes ignited the glory of hope.
Suffering was a painful heart, and to this day, he made such a promise, not to have three thousand harems, as long as she was alone. But did he know that the love of an emperor can really be free to do what he wants? She couldn't tell Zongzheng that she had no worries. She told Fu Zhao that if Fu Zhao was defeated, she would live and die with him, and he would do the same to him!
Destiny has reached the point where it is today. There is no one who is right or wrong. Even if there is no right or wrong, it has no meaning. She looked up and looked at the dark gray cave-top rock, her voice was bleak, and she sighed, "Everything will wait until the chaos is settled. Now, it's not the time. I'll help you bandage the wound first."
