MTL - The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide-Chapter 162 real world
Lu Xiuwen looked at Ye Hao’s reaction and finally had no way to deceive himself. Before that, he still held the illusion of Wei Mi, eager to get it from Ye Wei. A different answer, but no.
There are no other answers.
Ye Hao’s fear, Ye Hao’s surprise, Ye Hao’s panic, and Ye Hao’s every subtle expression movement... proved his conjecture, and he had to face the cruel truth he was most unwilling to accept.
Your own life - for Ye Hao may be just an insignificant game.
He lost love and love in that world. He regretted and painfully tortured his heart day after day. He even thought of suicide in countless times. He thought that if he died like this, would there be another chance to be born again? There is still a chance to recover, is it a nightmare that will never wake up... I can wake up.
Now that he is finally dead, this dream is also awake, but it is not liberation and rebirth that greets him, but another ridiculous result.
When he painted a place for a person, the person lived his own life with ease and even remembered him.
The boy who used all his love to deceive his heart with a harmless appearance. He thought that the love between them was unique in the world, but in fact, Ye Hao also 'love' a lot of people, these people are called Yang. Qian, Ming Chong, Qin Yi, Jiang Ci, Li Zezhen... They loved him deeply without exception, and gave birth to him for death. They did not know that their world might be just a game for others.
There is no difference between yourself and those people, just one of them.
If he had not had the memories of these people, he still knew nothing about it.
But now he finally understands that just because Ye Hao is their ‘lover’, so Ye Hao is very familiar with them...just because Ye Hao is Guran, he will be afraid when he asks the sentence.
He is afraid that he will find it all.
Lu Xiuwen stood there. It seems that there is a blunt instrument that cuts his body a little bit. Even if it is broken, it is also a calm face. This moment is almost broken under extreme pain, but he still resists and does not want to be like a Like a fool who lost his armor, he showed a sad side.
The more feared Ye Hao’s performance, the more intense the pain in Lu Xiu’s heart. This proves that Ye Hao is only fooling him and fooling him. He can’t even lie to himself... Ye Hao has any difficulties.
Sometimes living too awake is not a good thing.
Sometimes I know too much, not a lucky one.
Because I am just an insignificant game for you, so you can leave it so ruthlessly. From beginning to end, you didn't even tell me the truth.
All the love and dependence is just a well-planned performance.
Lu Xiuwen thought of this and even laughed. He thought that he lived so clearly and clearly that he could control everything, but in fact he was the most stupid person, even if one person could not really see it. .
Ridiculous.
"Xiao Ran..." Lu Xiuwen swept through Ye Xie's room. It seemed to be a little emotional, whispered. "You are in this world, it's quite good."
If this cruel truth is quite right, what else is fortunate, probably... the person he loves is still alive.
Not only alive, but also happy and happy.
As he dreamed of in his dreams...
Ye Xie's look at Lu Xiuwen, although Lu Xiuwen's expression is very calm, even with a smile, as if a long-awaited friend is in a gossip home, but his heart is a cool feeling, so Lu Xiuwen makes him feel terrible And elusive.
If Lu Xiuwen has already guessed his identity and has the memory of the first few people, he should know that he has deceived more than one person like him. With Lu Xiuwen’s personality, how could it be as it is now?
Empathy, if a person who loves one's heart is dead, suffering for many years, and found that he is just a game of others, has been fooled and deceived, the other party has never really loved himself, and there are many lovers... Without exception, they swindled and turned around, and they were murderous!
Ye Xie is more and more afraid, and he is more powerful. He even wonders if he is going to call for help, but he has no way to go, and he doesn’t want things to develop to that point. He finally turns his eyes into his mind. There is a way.
Ye Hao’s eyes suddenly covered with a layer of water mist, as if he had just returned from the shock and stunned, looking at Lu Xiuwen with incredible complex eyes, and trembled: "Does that... that dream is true..."
"You, are you Uncle Lu..." Ye Hao looked at Lu Xiuwen excitedly. "But, isn't that a dream? How come you..."
That's right! Never admit that you are a liar! I just dreamed of dreaming of you, just experienced the life of Guran in my dreams, and happened to fall in love with you. This is an unexplained supernatural event... Although the ending is the same, but active conscious crime, and unconscious There are still differences in accidental injuries. This is an attitude problem!
"Uncle, is it really you?" Ye Hao looked at him with a sigh of relief, it seems very unbelievable.
The performance of Ye Hao, who has been through a hundred battles, is certainly not the same as before. The expression of this moving and realistic performance, even Lu Xiuwen, can hardly see any flaws... so that he could not help but recall the past. all.
The more this is the case, Lu Xiuwen's heart is getting colder and colder, his hand is gripping hard.
In fact, he did not intend to compare with Ye Hao, there is nothing to worry about, but his life is not good, just like a character in the game, there is no reason to reason with the player, there is no reason to blame the player for his dishonesty, His existence is so sad.
It’s strange to blame him for not coming to the real world.
However, being fooled by a beloved person as a fool, and now trying to deceive him, this is an insult to him! It is not enough for this person to trample his love on the ground, and he will continue to lie to him now!
Lu Xiuwen’s eyes suddenly became fierce and full of suffocation. The whole person exuded the scent of chill. He jerked forward and bent down to pinch the chin of Ye Hao. The lips screamed and said: “It’s me, Very unexpected?"
Ye Xie saw that Lu Xiuwen, who was still calm and indifferent, immediately showed such a fierce expression, like a calm sea with no signs of turbulent waves! It is really scary! It seems to be counterproductive!
Although he was very scared when he was exposed, Lu Xiuwen did not feel angry and hurt him. After all, Ye Hao was still a little bit guilty, and his reason was clear again. He still thought that Lu Xiuwen would not hurt him, but he was lucky... ... At this moment, when Lu Xiuwen was so angry, he was very embarrassed. Ye Hao thought a lot, and thought it was the most important thing! When Zhangkou was about to call for help, Lu Xiuwen reacted faster and grabbed his mouth with one hand.
Ye Hao's eyes were wide, and before he could resist, his hands were caught by Lu Xiuwen and pressed **** his head.
Lu Xiuwen kneels on his side, and the tall and oppressive body is shrouded. The cold and well-defined face is just chilling at the moment, and the dark eyes are the terrible emotions he can't understand. Rainstorms are coming, tearing everything down!
Help! Ah!
If 888 is still around, he is expected to hear a system prompt like this: Hey, the target Lu Xiuwen blackening value +10000, the current blackening value 10000...8 Ye, I think you are. ! ! !
I am dead, it is estimated that my mom and dad will wake up tomorrow, knocking on the door and found no one to answer. When I push the door, I will find that my son is in a tragic home. The murderer and his acquaintance are exhausted. The scene is very **** and cruel. After the police investigation, the murderer’s motive for killing was discovered. It is love killing!
Then this matter went to the news, the vast number of netizens came out of the truth and then blacked him a wave: a third-rate little star was actually a giant, but because of the chaotic private life, more than a boat, the last thing was killed by his boyfriend at home, Before the death, the red fruit is suspected of suffering from blablabla... and so on! He thought about where to go!
No, no, no, I must save myself now. Since that method didn’t work, it was even more exciting for Lu Xiuwen’s words. It’s only the last move. With sincere repentance, I will touch the people in front of me, and I will not play tricks!
Ye Hao thought of this, his eyes showed a pleading gaze, and he looked at Lu Xiuwen sobbly, and it looked pitiful and pitiful.
Lu Xiuwen is determined to look at him, his expression is still cold, not the slightest wave, as if he is not moving at all.
But in fact, his heart is not so calm, his palm touched the lips of Ye Hao, his hand is holding his hand, his lover is still alive, and now he is in control, can not resist, can not escape .
That year, one night, he could only live alone in an empty home, and recalled the existence of this person in an empty room.
Never touched him anymore...
He thought that he had lost him forever, but in fact his loved one did not die. He was not only alive, but also had a good life. He lived a happy life with his parents. This is his true destination... Lu Xiuwen feels the most Sadly, even if this person has been cheating on him, he does not care about him at all, but he is still fortunate for everything in front of him, I hope this person is still good.
But Lu Xiuwen will not show it, just because he does not want this person to know that he still loves him.
"Do you know how painful I am when you die?" Lu Xiuwen's voice did not seem to have any emotions.
Ye Hao is a stiff body, he can't answer, and he can't answer.
Lu Xiuwen's lips twitched, his sharp eyes fell on his face, revealing a self-deprecating arc. "The death is not an accident, you have already designed it, right?"
Ye Hao suddenly shook his head! Although he knows that he is going to die within ten days, but that is not what he designed, it is the random death gift package given by the main system, he should not choose such a low death method! This time is definitely not a lie!
Lu Xiuwen made a sneer chuckle. "Isn't it? It's also a bad way to design, but... even if there isn't that, you will leave right? It's the same as leaving me for the first time." ”
"Since it's just a game that is destined to end, then you must have a purpose, let me guess, what do you want from me?" Lu Xiuwen's voice was faint, he paused and said: "You want me to love you, are you?"
Ye Weikong contracted a bit. He was really a little scared this time. It is only from such limited information that Lu Xiuwen can infer so many things. If he gives him more time, he will understand that all the truth is not. impossible……
"It seems that I guessed it right, you want my love..." Lu Xiuwen lowered his eyes, and the bottomless black gaze gaze at the face of Ye Hao, the expression of the waves, and Ye Hao Frightened and beat.
Lu Xiuwen slowly leaned over and looked at Ye Hao at the extreme distance, so that he could clearly see the fear in Ye Jingkong.
Ye Hao felt that his hands were pressing harder, and he almost hurt his bones, and the man's ruthless face was slowly approaching, and finally realized that even if Lu Xiuwen really killed him, it seems that it is not impossible...
This time no one can save him. This time is his real world, not a game that can be returned.
The unprecedented fear made Ye Hao close his eyes, as if the prisoner on the execution ground was waiting for the final verdict. The unknown danger made his body shudder, just when he thought that Lu Xiuwen might make any excessive moves. I suddenly heard a sigh of sorrow if there was a sigh.
"You won, I love you."
Lu Xiuwen slowly loosened his hand to protect Ye Hao. In fact, he did not want to let go, and he was not willing to leave, but he still did.
Even if this person deceives him like this, after experiencing the painful desperation, after he has lost this person... How could he still hurt this person?
The first time you left, although you are not with me, I know that you are still living in a corner of the world... I can’t control my unwillingness, I try to recover at all costs, I don’t want to be betrayed again. Even if you want to get control in the way of control, I vow to change everything.
At that time, there was hate in my heart.
But the second time you left, when I realized that you will disappear from my world forever, and never come back, I finally understand a truth.
That's it - there's nothing more, it's more important to live better than you.
No matter what the truth is, no matter how cruel the reality is, it will not be more painful than life. If you are destined to face such pain, I would rather live in a place I don't know.
Compared to being the one who was left alone, eternal life will remain in the endless reincarnation that can't be reached... Revenge seems to be meaningless, but it is better to leave.
Just let yourself become a dream for you.
What's more, Lu Xiuwen has a hunch that he won't stay for a long time. The fate makes him come here, probably not letting him and Ye Hao die together, but... give him an answer.
Now that he has this answer, there is nothing to be attached to.
"Don't be afraid, I will leave." Lu Xiuwen's face once again showed a faint smile, just like the terrible man just a illusion, he looked at Ye Hao deeply, and slowly turned around.
Ye Hao held his hands on the ground, raised his upper body, and looked at Lu Xiuwen.
What is going on here... He just let him go?
Just said a few words, and finally did nothing, so I left...?
why?
Ye Hao looked at Lu Xiuwen's back. The tall and heavy back seems to have cast a layer of tragic color, so he slowly moved further and further away from him, so he would leave from his world.
He has no way to deceive himself and say that he does not know the reason why Lu Xiuwen left.
In fact, he knows better than anyone else in his heart, isn’t it?
Even if you know the truth, you still choose to forgive me... This time there is no such thing as whitewashing, and the naked truth is presented to you, so that you still want to forgive me...
But what about people like me, what is worthy of forgiveness?
I am very scared and afraid. I am afraid because I know that I am doing something wrong. I know that the truth is very ugly. I know that I promised to do the task at the beginning. I just trampled on the love of others to get what I want. I know this. I am not worthy of forgiveness.
So I lied to you, and left in such a ruthless way, letting you hate me... I just want you to know, don't fall in love with a liar who will never come back.
Why can't you do what I want?
Ye Hao’s eyes were sore and he didn’t know where the strength came. He climbed up from the ground and rushed over to hug Lu’s arm, his voice choked: “Where are you going?”
Lu Xiuwen's footsteps stopped, his body was as straight as a stone statue, for a long time, faintly said: "You are not afraid of me?"
afraid? No, I don't know. I don't know if I am afraid or not afraid now. I only know that I don't want you to leave like this.
Ye Hao tightened his arm and held Lu Xiuwen. It seems that only this way has a sense of security. He clenches his lips and can't speak, and he doesn't know what to say.
Finally, Lu Xiuwen sighed, and there was a hint of helplessness in the eyes.
Thank you for letting me know that you don’t care a little about me. Of course, maybe you care about the original owner of my body, but that doesn’t matter... for a person who might be illusory, ruthless One point is actually not a bad thing, you are sober and clear.
People are selfish, I don't blame you.
Lu Xiuwen raised his hand. Like many years in the past, he touched Ye Xie’s head and looked gentle. “Small, since you made a decision, don’t be indecisive.”
"I, I don't understand what you mean..." Ye Haoqiang showed a smile.
Lu Xiuwen did not give him the opportunity to escape. He slowly said: "I have decided to let go, so I don't want to make a disappointment, let me think that you like me, don't... let me look down on you."
When Ye Hao heard this, the blood on his face completely faded, his lips trembled, and his throat seemed to be stuck by something.
All the sophistry, all the retention, all the lies at this moment are extremely pale and ridiculous.
He is the least qualified person to retain him.
Lu Xiuwen slowly took his hand out of Ye Hao’s arms. He looked at Ye Hao with a bit of reluctance, but he turned and walked away firmly. If he can, he doesn't want to say so much, he doesn't leave the way, but...
He can't stay.
It is a silent premonition, as if he is just a passing passenger of this body, maybe he will disappear when he closes his eyes next time, and his last gentleness to Ye Hao is probably just that he does not want him to see himself. It disappeared.
I don't want to let this child feel even more sad.
Lu Xiuwen thought about it this way, but it was as difficult as walking in a short distance. It was not at the door, and the tidal fatigue was overwhelming. It instantly drowned his consciousness...
Ye Hao was like that, staring at Lu Xiuwen and falling down in front of him.
The man who was still so strong, but fell for a moment, closed his eyes, silent.
Ye Hao rushed over without thinking, and picked up Lu Xiuwen's body, his voice trembled. "What's wrong with you, don't scare me!"
I have never had such a thing before, and each one is naturally replaced after falling asleep. Why is Lu Xiuwen suddenly coma? Ye Hao couldn't help but think of the situation in which Yang Qiang didn't wake up long, and he was holding his man with no choice. His eyes were uneasy and uneasy.
He didn't know why it was, and he didn't know what would happen in the end.
Who wants you...
Who wants you to come, why come to my world without warning, and leave without warning... Have you ever consulted me? !
Too much, too much.
Ye squinted at the eyes, and the hot tears dripped on the back of the hand.
Why do you want me to be sad, I originally wanted to forget...
I want to forget it...
This game is actually not fun at all. If there is a chance, I have to vomit it with you, what junk game, what experience value is a deceptive thing! It took so much effort to get through the customs. Is this the result?
In fact, I couldn't keep anything, and I didn't get anything, because everyone who loves me left me.
I am too useless, no one can save it, and whose fate can't be changed, so it's like a tempering child who messes up everything, smashes things that can't be kept, gets things in his hands and throws them I thought that this would be right against the world and against the highest rules, but it was actually ridiculous... In the end, nothing changed, just hurting the person who loves me...
I finally had to be aware of this, chose to compromise, and left you again in a more ruthless way...
Because I have to save the only person I can save, but I am not waiting for me to come back.
If you come here, what if you come, it’s not that you just leave, and there’s no difference from the beginning...
Ye Hao holds Lu Xiuwen and sits motionless on the ground.
I don't know how long it took, and his legs were a little numb, and the man in his arms suddenly moved, then slowly opened his eyes.
Cossen opened his eyes, and the light slowly filled his field of vision. Under the backlight, it was a strange young face that seemed to be opposite.
Corson didn't know why he woke up, and he didn't know where he was at the moment, but the person in front of him made him feel inexplicable, so he involuntarily reached out and gently wiped his tears and asked: "You Why are you crying?"
