MTL - The Red Side is Always Blocking My Dog leash-Chapter 114
Amuro Toru is a typical rational, thoughtful, and his long-term undercover career has created his habit of being cautious, and he has basically never done anything impulsive since he used this name. When necessary, he can even shake hands with the hateful FBI and fight the enemy together.
He had already prepared a draft for the upcoming conversation when Qiu Zeyao was in a coma, but the other party first disrupted his beginning by jumping off the building, and then completely disrupted the rhythm when he was about to get to the point.
That sentence, as he said, was very inappropriate to say at such a time, and it was not in his original plan.
In Amuro Toru's mind, there has always been no sense of existence in love. He has been sorting out, integrating and analyzing known information before, trying to dig out the clues of the forces behind Mr. A from the minutiae, and the rest of the energy is also thinking about a week. The ending of Mr. A, the future of the other party this week, and the love affairs have never been thought about.
But when Qiu Ze Yao mentioned the previous kiss with a blushing face, like sparks touching the lead, it exploded like those fireworks he ignored, and those words blurted out.
After he finished speaking, he knew that the other party would not agree.
Before Mr. A got along well with him, not only did he cover up the behavior of the organization behind his back, but many of the core trends of the organization were inferred by him from the tasks the other party received.
Even when he made it clear that he wanted to bring down the organization, Mr. A directly expressed his support, without asking any further questions.
This kind of favoritism regardless of the reason once made Amuro think that their relationship of trust is quite close.
He was right, but also wrong. Mr. A's feelings for him are somewhat polarized. On the one hand, the other party can help him unconditionally and put his life in his hands. On the other hand, the other party does not think that he will return the same feelings, and has a subtle feeling towards him. Trust - in a negative sense, so now Jun A almost treats him like a beast.
Amuro couldn't really understand.
He tried to spread himself out, said what he thought directly, and vaguely reminded Mr. A that his experience was related to time, so he was about to directly say that he was abnormal. However, Mr. A has been focusing on other aspects and was in a hurry. To cover up something, in the end, except to make the other party more nervous, basically nothing is gained.
In the end, he didn't continue to challenge the other party's bottom line, but turned the topic around, and successfully made A-Jun show an anxious expression and eased the stiff atmosphere.
"I remember you were watching Steins;Gate?"
I don't know why the topic suddenly changed to this side, Qiu Zeyao was stunned for a moment, and hesitantly said: "Yes... it..." Actually, I turned it over by accident, and I was just bored, so I brushed it again.
Are you implying something? The end of the world line, etc., tells him that his destiny cannot be changed.
But he has changed it three times before, and Amuro Toru should not be this kind of middle school setting.
Toru Amuro nodded and said something meaningful: "The current Internet literature is very imaginative. Some people think it is fiction, but in fact there are real things in the world."
He didn't know much about Steins;Gate, but he just glanced at it occasionally and remembered that it was a work of time travel.
This is almost a clear indication. He looked at the other party with a confused expression, and couldn't help sighing, "Idiot."
"Huh?" Qiu Zeyao frowned.
Amuro no longer continued the topic, he suddenly said, "I'm sorry."
Qiuzawa Yao?
"It's ok?"
It's just that he was called an idiot, he didn't really care.
"It's not because of this." Amuro said, "I left you here alone before without considering your feelings. If you apologize now, can you forgive me?"
Qiu Zeyao felt a bit familiar, "Okay... well, I didn't take it to heart."
Amuro revealed a smile: "When will Mr. A come back? I mean the other you. Xiaokui often lies in front of the window and waits for you to come back. She misses you very much."
He lowered his voice and added, "Me too."
Qiu Zeyao said with difficulty: "It would be good to have one, anyway, it's all one person."
Amuro Toru was a little surprised: "Are you going to stay here?"
Qiu Zeyao was more surprised than him: "Can I go?"
The two looked at each other, and Toru Amuro said, "The USB flash drive you hid in Hayabusa Kajiura's villa contains evidence of his crime. If you hand it over to the police, you can restore your innocence and go back to being a police officer, right? ?"
Keep being a cop? He managed to get rid of it all!
Qiu Zeyao raised his heart: "Did you hand over the USB flash drive to the police?"
"No, the USB drive is still in the villa, I didn't move." Amuro raised his eyebrows, "Don't you want to be a policeman?"
"Of course, police jobs are tiring and moneyless, and I don't like it at all!"
Yeah, but it's you who rushes in front of you when you're a police officer. Anshitou didn't dismantle the other party's untruth, and asked along the way, "Then what are you going to do with that USB drive?"
Of course Qiu Zeyao wanted to stay by himself, but he was unconscious for three days. Even if the USB flash drive was still lying in its original place, the contents in it had already been copied away, and he was determined not to touch it again. Jiu's determination, he asked back: "What do you want to do with it?"
Amuro pondered for a moment: "I suggest handing over the information about the organization to the public security. Although you don't plan to continue to be a police officer, it is inconvenient to stay on the wanted list all the time.
So I think the evidence can be handed over to the police, and then resign. Of course, the truth will not be disclosed on the Internet to prevent the organization from targeting you. what do you think? "
"You cooperated with Zhu Fu Jingguang? He is in the police department now? Ah, that's why that guy mentioned the public security."
Qiu Zeyao skillfully looked for supplements for the other party, and then said, "The body of Kajiura Hayabusa should still be there? I disguised him as me, just using the organization's information as a condition, it should be easy to ask the police to help with the death certificate, right? I can help them with some things on the Internet later, if they give me a new identity."
Toru Amuro:…
Why are you so skilled?
Because of the sacrifice that the other party blurted out just now, and his inexplicable questions, he was actually a little suspicious that the other party knew his identity.
But it's not easy to ask this kind of thing directly, so I just knocked on the side. As a result, Qiu Zeyao found a reason for him, and it was very reasonable. For a while, he didn't know whether he was covering for him or the truth. Know nothing.
An Shitou's eyes were indescribable: "..."
Qiu Zeyao: "You said before that I could leave, but now I can't go back."
"No regrets." Amuro took a deep breath, and then said, "Don't you think it's strange? Why should I destroy the organization?"
Qiu Zeyao took a breath: "This has nothing to do with me."
"You are also one of the driving forces that destroyed the organization. Do you like me so much without asking why?" Amuro looked at him without an instant.
Qiu Zeyao's early warning system kept prompting frantically, he swallowed: "I don't like it that much, I don't actually like organizations, so..."
"That's it." Amuro smiled, "I actually—huh?"
Qiu Zeyao supported the table with one hand, stretched out his upper body and covered his mouth with the other hand, with a pleading look in his eyes, "Don't say it, I really don't want to know."
Before, because he felt that the other party would never like him, he unknowingly poured too much affection into it. If the other party has always been Amuro Toru, he is still confident that he can let go and leave at the end. My own drop to zero...
Up to now, there is no way to deceive myself with words like Toru Amuro having other plans.
"Uh..." Amuro nodded.
But Qiu Zeyao's reaction was no different from a direct admission. He also realized this, bit his lower lip hard, and let go of his hand without saying a word.
"I am actually tired of this life of dancing on the edge of a knife every day, so I decided to betray the organization. After Zhu Fu Jingguang promised me to help them destroy the organization, they will arrange new identities for you and me, and let us live the lives of ordinary people. ."
Qiu Zeyao opened his eyes wide and heard Toru Amuro's slightly smiling voice: "You don't think I'm an undercover agent, do you?"
"Eh? Ah, no..." Qiu Zeyao licked the teeth marks on his lips, "What did you want to say just now...is that this?"
Toru Amuro tilted his head: "Otherwise?"
"You haven't given me the answer yet, when will Mr. A be back?"
"I, he...he'll be very busy afterwards, the gentleman gave him a long-term assignment, the kind that lasts for several years."
Amuro observed him carefully: "It doesn't seem like he's lying."
"Of course not!" By hinting him to break into Rum, this is also an order in a sense.
But being looked at by those eyes was still a little guilty, he looked away, "I'll be back when I have time."
"Eh—" The other party dragged his voice, "Don't you miss me, Mr. A?"
Waiting for Qiu Zeyao's reaction, he continued: "I will miss you very much, and Mr. A, who doesn't have many life skills, is outside and has to do dangerous work. It's really hard to be reassuring."
"It's not a dangerous task, life skills, I've lived alone for a long time! If you want, you can call me if you want." Qiu Zeyao insisted on the bottom line.
If it hadn't happened just now, he might have thought about it. But now, it is absolutely impossible. For him, Amuro Toru is the biggest danger, and he must stay away from it.
Compared with not knowing whether he can reach the final love, it is more important for him to go home at this moment, and he is very clear now. But if you really want to get along with each other for three more years, then it will not be sure.
This guy is so good! Just a single word from the other party can make his heart beat a hundred and eighty. If he really fell in love with Amuro for a while, it would only be a lose-lose result in the end.
You can't pull the other party into the fire pit when you know it's a dead end.
Qiu Ze Yao took a deep breath and said, "I will come back often."
Amuro was silent for a moment, and finally sighed: "Okay."
"I'll contact Zhufu Jingguang." He stood up, but the moment he turned around, his eyes suddenly turned cold.
"They are the only ones who can fulfill my wishes, and I am the only one who can accomplish their tasks."
wishes, tasks.
What tasks require a person with total memory loss to complete? I'm afraid it's easier for people without memory to be brainwashed, let a child join a criminal organization, let a child become a policeman with the title of the first police academy, A gentleman who has no memory does not know how much he has suffered to be so good. , they even made him a victim.
The extent to which Mr. A doesn't care about himself is not something that a person with wishes needs to fulfill.
The same is true for Qiu Zeyao's suicide. He could have killed Kajiura Hayabusa and disappeared. It would be unbelievable to say that it was not for their handwriting.
Also... Of course what Amuro wanted to say just now wasn't that. He just temporarily changed his tune because of Qiu Zeyao's reaction. It was hard for him not to care about the other party's terrified look.
Refusing to establish contact with others, this is the case with Mr. A, and so is Qiu Zeyao. In the past development, neither of these two people could be called friends until they died.
them.
The level of trust Mr. A has in them is obvious.