MTL - The Haunted-Chapter 138 Wannian
Everything in eternity will not change.
Lateness has gradually adapted to such a life, and even for a long time will not pay attention to the number on the timer. It's hard to define whether this kind of life is good or not. Here he can get everything he wants, except for that - just close at hand, but not wanting.
Not giving, but not.
The lateness still maintains the habit of being an ordinary person, defining the night and night for his own area according to the timer, and even dividing the transformation of the whole year.
One day he passed the timer and suddenly found that the number below the unit representing the "year" has become a five-digit number.
He is here, at the side of Ye Yingzhi, who has been waiting for tens of thousands of years. If you are in the world, you should have passed the cycle of the world.
"Ye Yingzhi." He screamed the name and called him. "Where are you?"
"You should know." The voice returned to him, still calm and waveless. "In my field, I am everywhere."
"I want to see you."
"You are seeing me now."
"Not like this..." Chi Hao reached out and touched the air in front of her eyes. There was a trace of sadness in her tone. "I want to touch you." I want to hug you, want to kiss you, want to... and integrate with you. .
There is no air in the field of Ye Yingzhi, there is nothing there. These kinds of human things are only found in the late areas.
His black eyes were full of things that Ye Yingzhi could not understand. But he inexplicably wants to erase those things. He doesn't want to see him like this. He wants him to be happy.
But he doesn't know what to do.
Eventually he said: "You come out and come outside."
I don’t know what he meant, but he obediently came to the darkness outside.
The moment the party entered the darkness, there was a light force that lifted him up. I only feel that I am flying like a fly, and I am pushed up all the way, breaking through the layers of darkness and finally reaching a height that I have never reached before.
From here, he leaned over the front and the bottom, and in front of him was a majestic "Xinghe".
The meandering star river slowly "flows" forward, and you can see that it is actually that the countless bright stars on the strip-shaped area move forward in the same direction, because there are too many stars to form a light band. It even gives the illusion that this is a light river.
And these "stars" are not really flashing, just look like twinkling stars. Once they are extinguished, they will never light up again. But when the old star goes out, there are always new stars that illuminate in the light strip.
The old stars are extinguished every moment, and new stars are lit every moment. From his point of view, it is like a symphony of the magnificent and majestic light.
I have never seen such a magnificent scene late, and I have been in the same place for a while.
Until Ye Yingzhi’s voice rang at his side: “This is the world river. Those who are lit are the world of existence, and the world will die after it dies.”
Every "star" is a world.
The old world is destroyed every moment, and a new world is born every moment.
They are so light and windy here that they have witnessed the birth and destruction of countless worlds.
The delay is completely frozen. The incomparable strong sorrow and hopelessness that has never been seen in a thousand years has suddenly hit his heart.
Sitting beside him, standing in his perspective, he first saw everything in his eyes.
Not alive, the billions of worlds, in his eyes, are not as good as they are, and they are dying.
Everything is like a smog, only he is an eternal being.
At this moment, he suddenly felt that he was disheartened and exhausted.
He has always firmly believed that man is the most tough and persistent creature of all existence, Hai Keping, and the mountains can be moved. As long as there is enough time, there is nothing that can't be done. And the one that he is most lacking is time. As long as he stays with him, as long as he keeps waiting, one day he will wait until one day he will go back. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, whether it is a decade, a millennium, or a million years, he is willing. Stay with him here, wait for him, and guard him. It’s as sweet as it is.
But he is wrong.
From the beginning, he fell in love with a existence that never responds and does not love.
An eternal being.
"Do you not like it?" He heard Ye Yingzhi ask him, in a consistently plain tone.
"Like." Chi Hao whispered, slowly bowed his head and lowered his eyes.
Although he said that he liked it, Ye Yingzhi could feel the humanity in front of him even lower - his black eyes looked very sad. He became more and more overwhelmed and didn't know what to say and what he said. He was afraid that he would be self-defeating like this one. So he didn't say anything.
Beside the flashing world river, he heard a whisper and said, "I like you."
"What?" he asked.
"Ye Yingzhi... I love you."
"……what is love?"
"I just want to stay with you forever." I just want to get you.
The human smiled and lowered his head and did not speak again.
The eternal evil sees that there is a bright light in the eyes of the late, and the brighter things are flashing past the bright world, and they are smashed in a blink of an eye.
He has witnessed the demise of countless worlds, but he has never been sorry for them, nor will he have compassion. But he looked at the eyes that were late, but involuntarily wanted them to light up again - looking at him as brightly, focusedly, and hopefully as before.
However, after that, it seems that I have been unhappy. His eyes always seemed to be covered with a faint mist, so that Ye Yingzhi could not see what he was thinking. He can't understand human emotions. He doesn't even understand why he wants to understand human emotions.
He can only say: "Of course you can stay with me forever. Just like now."
He smiled and shook his head.
*****
One day later, he suddenly asked him to take himself to the riverside of the world.
Reflecting the shimmering shimmer in the world's river, he turned his head and said softly: "Ye Yingzhi, can you send me back to the world reincarnation?"
He can't see the owner of this field, but he can feel that the other person is by his side.
Perhaps some of humanity's ideas are really close to the true meaning of the world. Buddhism says that people have three reincarnations, the present, the past, and the future. Everything that has been experienced now is the present, and all the past is the past, and the future that has not yet been experienced in the future is the future.
The situation known to be late is similar. The endless creatures have a soul, and the spirits are immortal. They have been reciprocating in the world of hundreds of millions of people until one day they are wiped out and completely disappeared.
He was originally the most common living creature in the world of hundreds of millions. He was born as a human being. He lived for only a hundred years, and his reincarnation was only tenth. The soul of the gods existed for thousands of years in the world river, and eventually disappeared like all living beings. As a sly, it is dying.
He is so lucky that he can enter this absolute eternity before he can meet Ye Yingzhi.
Once I had a question, if Jack knew the final ending in Titanic, would he still choose to win the ticket and whether he would board the ship.
I don't know if I am late. He only knows that he never regrets falling in love with Ye Yingzhi, even now he can't help but love Ye Yingzhi.
It’s just this love, it’s too hopeless.
Forever and ever, in eternal life, waiting for the lover that you most want to get but never get.
He was originally a human being in the reincarnation, so let him come from where to go and where to go.
"Yes." Ye Yingzhi answered without hesitation, hesitated for a moment, "... Why are you leaving?"
"It's too lonely here." Chi Min raised a shallow curvature. "Ye Yingzhi, I am too lonely." Waiting for you, too lonely.
"Can you send me away?" he asked again.
"Good." Ye Yingzhi replied, still no hesitation. He said that he is lonely, but he does not know what is lonely. He looks at human beings in a little bit of depression in their own fields, but they can't do anything about it. All he can do is to reach every wish of mankind.
Hearing the calm and stern answer, the late scorpion darkened, and then a bitter smile. What else does he expect? Will you hope to retain yourself?
He smiled and looked up: "Ye Yingzhi, can I hold you again before I leave?"
"why?"
"……Because I love you."
Late, I saw a translucent human figure in front of my eyes, the same as I saw in the past. He smiled again, went up to grab the other's neck and buried himself deep in the other's arms.
The last time.
I love you.
Even if I am dying one day, I will love you to the end of eternity.
I love you forever.
After the release of Ye Ye, I will take a step back in the direction of the world river.
The contour of the human figure in front of him raised his hand: "I will protect my spirit by attaching my breath to your soul. But every breath that turns me back and your soul will be consumed. In the end, your soul will change. It’s very weak until it disappears... before that, you have to remember to come back.”
"it is good."
The human figure lay on his back and slowly descended to the world river. Late, you can feel the bright and bright light spots behind you getting closer and closer to yourself, and the endless darkness is getting farther and farther away from yourself. He slowly fell to the gleaming starry river, and couldn't help but reach out and reach out to the darkness - even at the end he was still looking forward to it, expecting the existence of eternity to reach out and He pulled back.
Looking at the lateness of the river to the world, Ye Yingzhi could not help but extend his invisible hand - when he did not even understand why he had to reach out. But before the human beings will touch humans, they will take their hands back. He whispered in the direction of the disappearance of the lateness:
"You can enjoy the warmth of family, you can pursue the success of your career, you can appreciate the value of friendship... You can get everything you deserve. But you can never fall in love with anyone, your heart can only open for me. ""
Because you said that you loved me.
You said that love is to stay with me forever.
What he officially said will become the rule in the cycle.
What a hegemonic, selfish and unreasonable rule; a rule that is only set for one person. When he doesn't even understand what love is.
He does not know how to love, but he knows possession.
However, the fact is often because of love, will want to have.