MTL - The Cp with the Female Partner Exploded In the Entertainment Circle-Chapter 117
Seeing the person you like describe the mood of liking another person in this way, unless Luo Xi has no heart, will he not be sad?
She looked at Cheng Qing faintly, which was a silent accusation.
Cheng Qing silently covered the diary and said, "...let's not read it!"
Luoxi refused to accept it and opened the diary: "Look, didn't you say it anyway? You lost your memory and you are no longer the same person before."
Cheng Qing chuckled: "Although I said so, you also said that you listened. But I know that it is difficult to separate the current me from the previous me."
Luoxi can only say: "Let's look at it again! Don't you have amnesia? I heard that tomorrow's daily task is for everyone to work together. If you don't watch it, then what is Mingyue talking about? We can't handle it!"
Cheng Qing said: "Then say I lost my memory! This is a fact, and there are records in the hospital. There is no need to hide this kind of memory loss."
Luoxi frowned, as if unwilling, and said coquettishly, "I have to hide it."
Cheng Qing said with a stunned smile, "Just hide it!" No more words, she opened the diary and looked.
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For the original body, Ming Yue is a light that illuminates the darkness in her life.
Humans like to chase the light and look forward to hope.
Ming Yue is such an existence, so the degeneration of the original body seems so reasonable.
The original body officially fell in love with Ming Yue from this moment. But at first, she would suppress her feelings and just silently like Ming Yue.
She likes to observe Ming Yue's every move, and she is moved by her smile and heartbroken by her sadness.
In her diary, she will no longer record the things she was bullied by. Every day, she is full of Ming Yue. So that the vacation time became more difficult for the original body, and it was so difficult that the diary of that day was filled with the word "Ming Yue".
Looking at the diary, full of Ming Yue from beginning to end, Luo Xi's heart was sour.
He looked up at Cheng Qing again, Cheng Qing looked down at her at the same time, smiled at her, and asked, "Are you still watching?"
Luoxi choked, finally gritted her teeth and said, "Look."
So, Cheng Qing turned the page...
The original body's feelings have not been suppressed for too long, Ming Yue is the school's school flower, and she is upright in high school.
The heartbeat of the students in their youth is full of simplicity and bravery. There is no notion of the right match, no flattery greasy.
I like the way people express, they are so simple and sincere.
As the school flower, Ming Yue has a cheerful personality, and naturally many people like her.
Many men and women have come to Ming Yue to express their love, so it is natural to see this situation.
She didn't want to regret missing this opportunity, so one day she suddenly turned around and confessed to Ming Yue.
Cheng Qing knew the world, she knew that before the passing of the same-sex marriage law, the country and society already had a high tolerance for homosexuality.
Yuan Shen's confession to Ming Yue caused the whole class to attack, and most people thought Yuan Shen was not worthy.
What makes Cheng Qing speechless is that not only the students in the class think so, but even the original body thinks that he is not worthy of Ming Yue.
Therefore, the word "Ming Yue" is often seen in the diary.
Looking at the word Ming Yue, the shock in Luo Xi's heart is indescribable.
She stared blankly for a while, then snorted and asked weakly, "Have you really lost your memory?"
Even Luo Xi now has to suspect that Cheng Qing no longer likes Ming Yue because of amnesia. Only with amnesia can such a strong relationship suddenly vanish.
Feeling her uneasiness, Cheng Qing stretched out her arms to embrace Luo Xi, she leaned against the head of the bed, her chin resting on Luo Xi's right shoulder.
She asked, "What do you think about Rosie?"
Luoxi lowered her eyes: "...I don't know." She likes Cheng Qing, very, very much, so she also understands the feelings in the diary very well.
Cheng Qing turned her head slightly and put her cheek against Luo Xi's face, she smiled and said, "I won't make fun of feelings."
Luoxi turned to look at Cheng Qing and said, "Me too."
Cheng Qing raised her eyebrows: "Is this a confession now? Is it acceptance of me?"
Luoxi was stunned for a moment, then remembered that he and Cheng Qing were arguing, even if the two were intimate now, but in fact they haven't revealed their relationship.
He turned to the beginning and said, "I mean like, like..." Although it was just a metaphor, Losey was very happy just thinking about it. With shyness overflowing in my heart, I said softly, "For example, I recognize you, and I will only recognize you in this lifetime."
Although Luo Xi said for example, but he looked serious and shy when he said this, obviously still a bit serious.
She, who has always been active, sat there quietly at this time, so pleasing to the eyes.
Cheng Qing felt warm, but a little heavy.
"It doesn't have to be..." Cheng Qing was only halfway through when he saw Luo Xiu looking up at her. Cheng Qing explained with a smile: "I mean, if I die, you can still find someone better to be with."
What is this?
Luoxi Chengqing speaks out of anger, so she scolded her: "Better than you? Are you ashamed? Who said you are good?"
Cheng Qing smiled and hugged her hard, then took Luo Xi to look down at the diary again.
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Ya's confession caused an uproar in the school, and even the teacher found the original's parents in order to prevent the original's pursuit from affecting the students' reading.
Of course, she loves so bravely that she will not back down because of this obstacle.
For the original body, the biggest obstacle is that Ming Yue doesn't love her. Even disgusting her pursuit, but the original body still tried her best to pursue her, and even to please every friend around her.
How did the original self describe himself in the diary?
She said: "Have you heard of the clown? During the two years with Mingyue, I was like a clown. Although I knew it, I was still reluctant to give up. People who have seen the light, how can they be willing to do it again? Fall into darkness?
In two years of high school, Ming Yue rejected me three times. I know that I am not a person worthy of trust, but she did not refuse my approach, which is the greatest encouragement for me to come.
I will continue to like her and love her until she doesn't need me. "
Seeing this, Luo Xi's heart was sour, and he couldn't help but sneer: "It's really selfless dedication."
Cheng Qing: "..." After reading 6 diaries, they finally graduated from high school.
Luoxi also saw in the diary that Cheng Qing was called to the reservoir and was deceived into the water.
"That day, the weather was hot. Ming Yue, who never took the initiative to find me, suddenly called me and she asked me to go to the reservoir. I am very happy, this is her first If you come to me again, even if you go up the mountain and go down to the sea of fire, I will not miss the appointment.
I went there, not only Ming Yue, but also many of her friends. They said they wanted Ming Yue to compete with others on the reservoir, but I said it was not safe. They asked me to replace Ming Yue, and I agreed. The boat was deflated, and by the time it reached the center of the reservoir, it sank.
For the first time, I experienced the edge of life and death, but I was more saddened by the laughter from the shore than the imminent death. "
What she said is in line with the information disclosed by Cheng Xi.
But seeing this, Luo Xi couldn't help but snorted: "Deserved."
Cheng Qing immediately replied: "Yes."
Luoxi: "..." It's your own business, don't say it like it's someone else's business!
Luoxi held it back for a long time...and almost laughed.
Continue to read the diary, Cheng Qing's diary records every day's life, the most important is the life related to Ming Yue, which is very detailed.
How he was rescued by his elder brother at the back, and how the Cheng family was furious after he was discharged from the hospital, he described very clearly.
Several little kids don't know the seriousness of the matter, but the child's parents do.
Finally, Ming Yue was sent for peace talks, but the Cheng family did not agree.
Therefore, Mingyue finally found the original body, she told the original body, she had always admired her, and told the original body of the school she applied for, she said...
—“That day, the sky was clear, Ming Yue told me: She was looking forward to going to college with me.”
I asked my parents to give up on the matter of falling into the water, and turned around and applied for the same university as Ming Yue.
The price is that from now on, I have no contact with my family. The fight was earth-shattering, I let my parents down, and I knew I wasn't a good daughter. But feelings are in my heart, invisible and intangible, but they controlled me to make this choice.
Even so, the monthly expenses after college have never been interrupted at home. I know and understand that my family loves me.
But I want to try again, sincerity is the golden stone, if I am that sincerity, can Ming Yue be that golden stone?
With the passing of the same-sex marriage law, do we have the opportunity to step into the temple together?
For this reason, I still want to move forward.
Even along the way, she never made me happy.
When she saw this, Luo Xi's heart suddenly lost the taste, and her eyes were a little dry. Even sad for such a humble feeling, Luo Xi was very sad when he secretly glanced at the silent Cheng Qing.
Begging but not giving up. Qingqing was only a child at that time, how sad should she be? Why do you want to like such a bad woman as Ming Yue?
If only... I would have known her sooner.
Cheng Qing felt her unease, and gently followed Luo Xi's back with her hand, and comforted her: "It's all in the past."
Luoxi didn't respond, it was already 3 am when I saw this. Under Cheng Qing's regular comfort, Luo Xi slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Cheng Qing kept her arms around her, picked up a book again and continued to read.
After entering university and society, the habit of writing a diary remains unchanged. For a few years in college, she continued to pursue Ming Yue as in high school.
Of course, Ming Yue did not give her any response.
On the eve of graduation, in order to let the original body give up her entanglement, Ming Yue told the original body that she did not like women.
But after graduation, Ming Yue moved in with a female manager of a company.
Cheng Qing: "..." I was willing to fight and suffer, but I vomited blood when I saw it.
Fortunately, after graduating from college, the original body finally got out of this relationship. But he didn't have the face to go back, so he rented a house in an urban village in the city center by himself.
This was the most intense time in Yuan Shi's life.
The author has something to say:
It's over. _(:з」∠)_