MTL - Seventy Couple’s Daily Routine-Chapter 101 newborn
"In that dream, the world we live in is a book, but we are not the protagonists, even, I didn't make an official appearance, my identity is just your wife who died young."
Zong Shao heard every word of what Lin Wei said, and he knew what it meant, but when they were combined into one sentence, he didn't understand what it meant.
"I was very scared when I woke up, but I also comforted myself that it was just a dream, not real. But after I went to the island, I learned about Luo Shuzhi and her niece, Luo Yun."
"What does it have to do with them?" Zong Shao asked.
"Of course it does. The protagonist of the story is called Luo Yun. She also has an aunt called Luo Shuzhi. Her husband is a soldier. She is stationed on Yazhou Island with the army. ."
In her later years, Luo Shuzhi did not have a good time. After her husband retired, all the relatives and friends posted in the past disappeared. The most important thing is that her son is not up to the standard. In the 1980s, the people who went to the sea around him became households of 10,000 yuan one after another. They also quit their jobs in government agencies and went to sea to do business. Not only did they lose their money, they also owed money. A **** of debt, never recovered.
For the sake of her son, Luo Shuzhi called Luo Yun and asked her to arrange a job in the company that the male protagonist and Zong Shao partnered with. Luo Yun agreed and arranged the person into the company.
After Luo Yun's cousin entered the company, he accidentally learned that Zong Shao had served as a soldier on Yazhou Island and wanted to have a relationship with him, but he hit a wall and turned around and was fired.
Cousin Luo Yun was displeased, and when she got in front of her, she couldn't help but quarrel with the male protagonist, and the male protagonist said angrily: "Okay, just the immoral things your aunt did, and no one would want her son to be in front of her. on."
Luo Yun was not reconciled, so he said, "That's how many years ago."
The male protagonist said: "I can't get through it for many years, not only he can't get through it, but I can't get through it in my heart!"
Because the original language was unclear, Lin Wei didn't know much about the plot when she first arrived on the island, let alone why Zong Shao targeted Luo Shuzhi. But after experiencing her hospital work being ruined and her school work almost being ruined, she understood.
But these have nothing to do with the topic between them, Lin Wei didn't say much, just continued: "Before having that dream, you never told me about Luo Shuzhi and Luo Yun, and I don't know them either, but through that dream's book , I not only know each other, but also know a lot of their situation, and these situations are similar to what I learned after I went to the island."
Zong Shao asked: "So you think the dream is real, we live in a book."
"You don't believe me?" Lin Wei raised her eyes and asked.
"no…"
But before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lin Wei: "What I said is true. After confirming that the dream is true, I also wrote down what might happen to us on the island mentioned in the book..."
Lin Wei got off the bed as she spoke, pulled her slippers to the closet, flipped out the notebook that was pressed against the bottom, and turned to the page where she was thinking.
But when she saw the words on it, she was stunned.
When she was thinking about it at that time, she wrote all the details of her time in the original book. It looked like a lot of content, but in fact most of them were things before joining the army, and what happened after joining the army was only Six or seven pieces.
And some of these six or seven things have already happened. For example, when they first arrived on the island, they went to the movies together as a family. Another example is that she opened a mask for her two children and took classes for more than a year.
Some have changed. For example, she took over her parents for the Chinese New Year last year, and six people spent the New Year together. The original book clearly mentioned last year's Chinese New Year, and it was revealed that the family of four spent it together, and It was the only New Year they spent together. It was these words that made Lin Wei sure that she died in the second year of Shangdao.
There are also a few things that could have been dropped by the butterfly and simply didn't happen.
What does not happen means that it has not been fulfilled, and it cannot prove that the dream is true.
What happened but changed from the original book is more proof that the dream is false.
As for those things that had already happened, how could she prove that the contents of the notebook were written before they happened? After all, this notebook is hidden deep in the closet, and it has not been exposed to wind, sun and rain. It is impossible to tell whether the words were written a year ago or half a year ago.
Even if it was certain that she would have written the words when she first arrived on the island, how could she prove that it was because she had foreseen the future in advance, not her plans?
This notebook cannot be regarded as evidence that she knows the future at all.
When Lin Wei was stunned, Zong Shao took the notebook from her hand, and looking at the words on it, he, who had always been calm, actually began to tremble.
Lin Wei felt that the notebook could not be used as evidence, but in Zong Shao's view, this was the most powerful evidence, because he knew that this notebook contained her biggest secret.
And her secret started last summer.
Zong Shao watched ten lines at a glance. When he saw the last line of words, he clenched his hands tightly, and the soft leather notebook was completely deformed by him.
The last line is-
8.2 Typhoon day?
If Zong Shao had seen this notebook a few days earlier, Zong Shao might have been confused, but now, he understands the meaning of this line of words-August 2nd, typhoon day, what happened?
Zong Shao reached out and hugged Lin Wei, bowed his head and kissed her forehead: "It's alright, it's over."
But in fact, he didn't know whether he was using these words to comfort Lin Wei, or to himself.
"You believe me?" Lin Wei looked up and asked.
"I believe."
…
Ten minutes later, the two returned to bed, and Zong Shao listened to Lin Wei's story of the year: "There is no mention in the novel that Mingming Ruirui has a younger brother or sister. I always thought that this year I did not There will be a child, so that day, Sister Zhao reminded me that I might be pregnant, and I was…”
She always thought that this summer in the novel, only "she" died. It was not until she was reminded by Zhao Li that day that she realized that it might be one corpse and two lives.
At that moment, she was completely stunned, she couldn't control her chills, and she couldn't control her tears.
so cruel.
To this day, Lin Wei couldn't help but reddened her eyes when she remembered the mood at that time.
Zong Shao hugged Lin Wei and asked in a low voice, "Why didn't you tell me?"
If he had known these things long ago, he could hug Lin Wei without wanting comfort, but he didn't know where to start. With him by his side, Lin Wei might feel better.
Lin Wei didn't answer, but just asked: "If it were you, would you tell me about it if you knew that you might die soon?"
Zong Shao fell silent.
But Lin Wei answered for him: "You won't, you will endure it all by yourself, just like me."
Their personalities are not exactly the same, but in a way they are the same people. I don't mind telling the other party about the little things that I have encountered, and let the other party give me an idea, but when I really encounter a big thing that I can't solve, I want to carry it myself, so as not to make the other party worry about myself.
This point, Zong Shao is also very clear, it is just too hard, this year, she has worked too hard.
Lin Wei put her head on Zong Shao's chest, closed her eyes and said, "At that time I thought, if I can survive, I will tell you everything, and if I die, I hope you don't know anything."
Sometimes, not knowing is happiness.
Although Lin Wei didn't know whether Zong Shao lived his whole life like in the original book, whether it was good or bad, she couldn't think about it so much, she could only make choices based on her own feelings.
And Zong Shao felt that he would rather know everything and live his life soberly and painfully than living his life in a daze.
But at the same time, he also understood Lin Wei's choice. As she said, if it was him, he would choose to hide it.
They are just, wishing each other a good life.
And the matter has passed, they don't need to argue about it, Zong Shao bowed his head and kissed Lin Wei's hair and said, "Fortunately, you survived."
Lin Wei sighed: "Yeah, luckily I survived."
It's good to be alive.
…
Although she was awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night, Lin Wei fell asleep for the first time since July. Rarely, she slept late the next day, and she woke up only when the sun shone through the window beside the bed.
After opening her eyes, Lin Wei stretched and looked to the side. She didn't see Zong Shao's figure, so she lifted the sheet covering her and got out of bed, and walked out wearing slippers.
Just as soon as she walked out of the door and saw the familiar corridor, Lin Wei stopped.
After having the dream last night, it was difficult for her not to cast shadows on the corridor in front of her. Even if the doors to the second bedroom and the balcony were open, the corridor was different from that night.
Lin Wei was hesitating, when she suddenly heard a rustling sound from above her head, she took a step back in fright.
But the next second, she saw that a tile was lifted above the stairs, revealing a hole the size of a palm. Across the hole, Lin Wei saw Zong Shao's white military uniform and asked, "Zong Shao, is that you?"
Hearing the sound, the figure above moved, and then the face that came closer appeared in the hole and asked, "Are you awake? Are you hungry? I bought breakfast and came back."
"Not hungry," Lin Wei shook her head and asked, "What are you doing up there?"
"I want to take advantage of my free time today to check if there are any problems with the tiles, and replace them as soon as possible." After Zong Shao finished speaking, seeing Lin Wei not moving, thinking of her dream yesterday, he put down the tiles in his hand and said, " You wait for me for a while."
"What?" Lin Wei asked.
Zong Shao didn't answer, got up and left the hole, followed by the sound of stomping, Lin Wei guessed that he might have come down from the upstairs.
She guessed right, and soon, Zong Shao entered the house, took two or three stairs and made one step up to the second floor, walked up to her and asked, "Are you going downstairs now?"
"You came to pick me up specifically?" Lin Wei asked.
Zong Shao nodded: "I think you might be afraid."
Lin Wei felt warm in her heart, but she said, "I can overcome it."
"I believe it, but I hope to be by your side during the process of your fear." Zong Shao took her hand and asked, "Go down?"
Lin Wei clenched her hands tightly, looked at the stairs not far away, and nodded, "Yeah."
Zong Shao didn't lift his foot immediately, but picked up Lin Wei's hand, opened her clenched fist with his fingers, and intertwined with her: "Let's go."
Lin Wei lifted her feet and walked forward, and when she reached the entrance of the stairs, she stopped and looked at the stairs below, which were not too high, and felt a little dizzy.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Zong Shao said.
Lin Wei raised her head, met his encouraging eyes, took a deep breath, and walked down.
She walked down the upper flight of stairs smoothly, but turned around, and stopped again when she saw the lower flight of stairs.
The surroundings seemed to be dark, and she saw the "her" in her dream again, walked down step by step, and then slipped to the ground, bleeding all over the place.
She couldn't help biting her lip and clenched her hands again, only this time, one of her hands was clenched into a fist, and the other hand was clenched tightly, and she raised her head to look at him again.
But the moment they looked at each other, Zong Shao was defeated: "I'll carry you down."
Lin Wei was stunned: "What?"
Zong Shao said, "Forget it if you're afraid, I'll carry you down."
Listening to his words, Lin Wei was not so scared in an instant. She smiled and said, "How can you hug me? Even if you hug me today, what about tomorrow? What about the day after tomorrow?"
Zong Shao was dumb: "I will find a way to find someone to change the house."
But the golden den and the silver den are not as good as your own dog kennel. How can it be so easy to change the house? What's more, if it was an old house, she would still have to go up and down the stairs.
It's impossible for her not to go up and down the stairs all her life, what's more, since she had that dream until now, she has walked ninety-nine steps ahead. How could she be willing to fall on this last step?
She always has to take this step.
Lin Wei took a deep breath, discarded the images in her mind, and walked down with her feet raised.
step.
two steps.
Three steps.
…
She walked over the place where she slipped in the dream, walked over the stairs where she had been sitting for a long time in the dream, crossed the ground where the blood and rain gathered in the dream, came to the living room, turned around and smiled at Zong Shao: "Look, I can do it. ."
She was finally reborn.
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