MTL - Seal Cultivation for Self-Improvement-Chapter 61 Xiao Chunmian's tangled psychology
Xiao Chunmian gently sticks to the autumn body, followed closely, and occasionally raises his eyes and sneaked into the autumn. His face is a joy of reunion for a long time, but it is also in the autumn when he turns back to hide his sight, the whole pair is afraid to be The abandoned kitten looks like a poor look.
Yu Qiu is helpless: I haven’t seen each other for so long, not because of what kind of roots you re-enter the first thing, but what can’t be closed? Even if you don't even talk about it, how can you see how it is deliberately alienated?
The result is now this attitude, it is like Yu Qi intentionally alienated him.
Just kidding, Blackstone is the site of Master Jin Dan. Is he an ordinary inner disciple who wants to go?
However, seeing the soft appearance of Xiao Chunmian, I felt that my heart was warm in the autumn, and I was not happy with him.
Finally, Yu Qiu led Xiao Chunmian back to his residence.
Xiao Chunmian’s footsteps paused, and the look looked at the Dongfu, which was finally built but still unbearable, and took a long while. Then he said that the sentence that Yu Qiu has heard from countless people has been said. "The two fields are really good."
Yu Qiu Da Le, "Oh, don't be stubborn!"
He introduced Xiaochunmian into the living room in Dongfu, sitting at the stone table in the middle and watching Xiaochun sleep laughing. "I live alone, don't care about this place. It's good to live comfortably."
Xiao Chunmian nodded and tried to stop.
"But if you really can't see it..." Yu Qiu poured two glasses of water on each other. "If you are interested in taking the initiative to help me take care of it, I am also very welcome."
Xiao Chunmian raised a pair of eyes and his eyes were bright.
"Xiaoqiu," Xiao Chunmian asked. "Are you inviting me to come in?"
Yu Qiu is drinking water and suddenly squats. "No, don't misunderstand!"
Xiao Chunmian lowered his eyelids and nodded slightly.
Yu Qiu looked at him tangled. He felt that after this long-awaited reunion, Xiao Chunmian was more sticky, more and more sticky, and it was not so clear before.
When I was in Fangshanji, Xiaochunmian tried to cultivate for two months and then showed three sides. Later, when I met, I didn’t bring it. How do you confirm the relationship now, but he is more and more insecure?
Yu Qiuping set his mind and asked him how he lived in Heishifeng at these times. Whether the new environment is still suitable.
Xiao Chunmian nodded his head and answered it with a clever answer. He has had a good time in these days. Master and several brothers are good to him. He wants to build a foundation and can't build it.
"How are you so anxious to build a foundation?" Yu Qiu asked.
Xiao Chunmian only answered after a moment of silence. "I want to prove that I can build a foundation."
"Of course you can build the foundation!" Yu Qiuguo cut off, "not to mention the fact that your refining peak has only been less than half a year now, and it is far from the time to worry about this problem."
"...not a question of time." Xiao Chunmian sighed.
"What?" The voice was too light, and I didn't hear it in autumn.
Xiao Chunmian shook his head gently.
After asking the two words for export, Yu Qiu yawned again. He is over-excited today and has a serious lack of rest.
Later, Yu Qiu and Xiao Chunmian had a chat with them. He had thought about how to see this face. He must spend more time with each other and let each other have enough in the world of the two. As a result, he was more and more unable to stand up, and he gradually fell on the table. , caught in a shallow sleep.
"Little autumn..."
Yu Qiu heard Xiao Chunmian screaming his name and reached out and patted him on his cheek twice.
However, Yu Qiu could only respond with two scorns and could not climb.
Xiao Chunmian looked at it with a grin, then leaned down. Yu Qiu felt his lips touched gently.
Then Xiao Chunmian put out his hands and lifted him up. He moved into the living room and said that it was a hole in the bedroom. He found the bed in the autumn and gently put it up in the autumn.
He sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the autumn for a while. He suddenly found something under the pillow of Qiuqiu, showing a small white tip.
Xiao Chunmian reached out and pinched the little white tip, gently pulled out the thing under the pillow and put it in his hand.
It is a paper crane.
After being disassembled, it was folded back and folded more beautifully than the original.
Xiao Chunmian’s hand was slightly trembled, and he wanted to disassemble the paper crane again, but he still didn’t move, let it continue to lie quietly in his palm. Even if he doesn't open it anymore, Xiao Chunmian knows that there are three words in it.
The three skewed twists, but they carry the three words that he could not hold back.
Xiao Chunmian re-inserted the paper crane into the autumn pillow, and looked at the autumn again. Looking at it, a heart suddenly became hot.
Yu Qiu really likes him really?
He did not dare to ask questions about this issue. Even if he couldn’t help but hang on his lips for countless times, he never dared to ask Yu Qiu’s answer. Because he knows that he can't bear him in the autumn, even if he used to be in the wrath and almost forced to fall, Yu Qiu still can't bear him. Yu Qiu once said that he does not like men. He once said that there should be other feelings between him and Xiao Chunmian. It can be friendship or other. In short, it is not love.
Xiao Chunmian used to be extremely angry. He once chose to break with Qiu Qiu, but he really did not want to fall in the autumn. Finally, Yu Qiu compromised, Yu Qiu finally told him that if it can only be like this, then it is.
However, Xiao Chunmian is still afraid, fearing that this is the pleading of Yu Qiu.
Even if he has already identified it in his heart, this is the pleading of Yu Qiu. Look at the words that Yu Qiu said when he finally compromised. As long as he can be together, how can he be standard?
If you can maintain other feelings between the two without maintaining love, will you feel better in autumn?
Worse, he couldn't get an answer and couldn't eliminate his doubts. Because no matter how satisfactory the answer is made in the autumn, it may be just a compromise, just to maintain the finally stable relationship between the two. Xiao Chunmian can only carefully observe the details revealed in every word and deed in the autumn through some careful temptations, careful observation.
For example, now, because of the paper crane, Xiao Chunmian believes that Yu Qiu also has love for him.
He couldn't help but kiss the neck of his dream in the autumn, and he would bring out two contempt in the autumn, so his heart was even more numb. Xiao Chunmian climbed onto the bed, and gradually the whole person posted the past, holding the autumn and contempt.
However, Yu Qiu continued to retreat backwards. In the end, he even opened his eyes with disappointment, with a dissatisfaction that was interrupted by sleep, glaring at him, and sternly accused, "Don't make trouble!"
Xiao Chunmian loosened him.
Yu Qiu hugged the quilt and continued to sleep.
... Yu Qiu would rather hold the quilt and not hold him. Xiao Chunmian grievances.
It is not that he wants to make trouble, but whether he is awake or asleep, Yu Qiu never expressed his desire and **, the only difference is whether he will force himself to accept his **.
Xiao Chunmian once again pulled the paper crane out from under the autumn pillow, touched it in the palm of his hand, and re-plugged it back.
Finally, he placed a wooden sign on the autumn table and pressed a letter to tell Yu Qiu to go to Blackrock Peak to find him at any time with his wooden sign.
When Xiao Chunmian went back to Heishifeng, he just saw Xu Hong.
Xu Hongzheng sat opposite Shen Qianlan. At this time, Shen Qianlan came to congratulate Xu Hong on his foundation and specially dressed up.
"Xiaolan," Xu Hong said to her as soon as she spoke. "Our marriage contract is still retired. If you agree, I can tell my father right away."
Shen Qianlan was shocked, and for a long time he could not say a word.
Xu Hong looked at her strangely. "I thought that if you came over this time, you would take the initiative to mention this."
Shen Qianlan shivered slightly. Yes, she heard that Xu Hong’s foundation was immediately installed, not to attract Xu Hong’s attention, not to let Xu Hong forget the rebelliousness of her before, not to try and rehabilitate Xu Hong, even if the value of Xu Hong after the foundation was completely different. in the past. She just wants to use this dress to show her arrogance, and then arrogantly tells Xu Hong, even if Xu Hong builds the foundation, she is still not rare this marriage contract.
She has shown this arrogance many times. She waited for the day when Xu Hong finally couldn't stand the rebound, but never thought that Xu Hong would take the initiative to talk to her about the retreat.
"This time I built a foundation, I thought a lot of things." Xu Hong smiled and looked at her. "At that time... we were all too young, we thought we were playing well, and we will be able to live well in the future. Until now, I also I miss you very much, the Shen Jiaxiaomei who will be with me and the ostrich egg. But Xiaolan, unconsciously, I have twenty or seven, and you are almost the same, we should all understand what it is. It’s not a time to reluctantly. I finally want to understand that you are right, this marriage contract is really harmful. Even if I don’t have another love, my double repair partner shouldn’t be you, after all, I do Don't love you."
Shen Qianlan silently looked at him for a long while, then raised his arm, slammed him a slap, turned and left.
Xu Hongshun looked at Shen Qianlan's back and just saw Xiao Chunmian who had just come from the mountain.
Xu Hong’s coughing: He has slapped three slaps in total this year. How come he was hit by the younger brother again and again, which is too bad for too long...
"Shen Shijie cried again." Xiao Chunmou said.
"I want to come and cry." Xu Hong glared at his cheek. "Who told me to delay her for ten years... She has been retiring many years ago. I have been too passive and will be dragged to the present. ""
"Because I can't bear it?" Xiao Chunmian asked.
Xu Hongwangtian, "To tell the truth, I don't know. I think it is time to quit my marriage. But at that time, I always felt why it was so absolutely. Is there any room for change? I am not with her." I can't go completely."
Xiao Chunmian smiled and sighed again. "But Shen Shijie may not be more happy than before."
Xu Hong paused.
"Shen Shijie may like you."
Xu Hong bowed his head and meditated.
"So you used to be like that, she should be very contradictory." Xiao Chunmian said, "It is said that Ning is not broken, but actually can not help but hold the tile, but not willing to go to the sky Falling on the ground, counting on the fact that it can be a piece of jade inside... I don’t know if I want to see it broken or I want to see it is not broken..."
"Like you and the younger brother?" Xu Hong looked at him.
