MTL - Return of the Dead [Holo]-Chapter 204
Silence continued to pervade among the three of them.
Fortunately, this desert is big enough, and the wind on this desert is loud enough, so that the silence between the three people has become less noticeable. The three of them just walked side by side in this piece of land and couldn't see the end at all. For an unknown amount of time in the desert, Ming Yuechen suddenly stopped.
Mo Ran also stopped, and she looked around, but didn't find anything special, as if the surroundings were no different from what they had just arrived here.
So, she cast her eyes on Ming Yuechen, a little puzzled: "Is this the end?"
Ming Yuechen raised his hand and pointed to the distance. Mo Ran and Sang followed his hand and found three very similar sand dunes in front of them. If Ming Yuechen hadn't pointed it out If they come, it is estimated that neither Mo Ran nor Sang will realize that such a difference has appeared in front of them.
However, before Mo Ran and Sang asked, Ming Yuechen suddenly asked, "Do you believe in the existence of God?"
This question was first answered by Sang. Regardless of the fact that this guy grew up in such an environment with an extremely strong religious atmosphere, and the orcs pay attention to the fact that everything is arranged by God, even if they have to sacrifice to the sky before going out to fight, But this one is completely an atheist.
Mo Ran was actually quite incomprehensible as to why Sang had grown into this state.
Sang smiled and said, "No." He narrowed his eyes and said, "Although I can't prove it with strong evidence, I don't believe it. What? Are you trying to convince me?"
Ming Yuechen just shook his head, but instead looked at Mo Ran. Mo Ran pondered for a moment, and didn't answer Ming Yuechen's question directly. Instead, he talked about the God Realm that he and Gu Luen had been to.
In the process of speaking, both Ming Yuechen and Sang listened very carefully. Sang even planned Mo Ran's words several times and asked a lot of details. Then he fell into silence, not knowing what he was thinking, while Ming Yuechen But he frowned, and asked after Mo Ran finished speaking: "The Realm of the Gods? Gods?"
"Yeah." Mo Ran nodded, and she also said some things she was thinking: "But in my opinion, this is more like a dungeon, after all, I got a good piece of equipment from it."
Mo Ran did not say in detail what equipment he got, but as a gift
"So, you are right, is it the one I saw?" Mo Ran raised her eyes and looked at Ming Yuechen.
Ming Yuechen shook his head: "I don't know."
Sang also raised his head to look at Ming Yuechen, who said slowly, "Our world has changed, and I don't know whether this change is good or bad for other people, and I don't know this change Have you been used to it, but, for me, I don't like this kind of change, even if I can't stop this kind of change, can you ask me before changing?"
Sang seemed to have heard some of the funniest jokes in the world, and he laughed strangely: "You have said it all, this is God, and we are just ants in the eyes of God, and God needs to ask you, an ant, to make a decision. Thoughts?"
"What about ants?" Mo Ran said slowly, she turned to look at Sang, "Is the fate of ants to be trampled on?"
"..." Sang didn't speak, she looked seriously at Mo Ran's face, at her pair of red eyes, at those red eyes that were calm but seemed to hide an invisible abyss, what was hidden in her heart Something in the deepest part slowly became restless, his pursed lips slowly curved, and became more and more curved, finally, those two sharp canine teeth were exposed.
"Yeah, is the fate of ants to be trampled on?" Sang had a smile on his face, a smile that had never been shown in front of anyone, not the superficial heartlessness of the past. , not to mention the innocence of calculating people's hearts, it is a kind of coldness that hides power, and bloodthirsty madness is hidden in those black pupils.
"Everyone has their own destiny, because each of us has obsessions in our hearts." Ming Yuechen took a deep breath: "So, each of us sees a different god."
Sang narrowed her eyes: "Then we are going to separate?"
Ming Yuechen nodded, "One more thing..." He lowered his eyes and took a deep breath, then suddenly raised his eyes to look at the two of them, but in the end, his eyes still fell on Mo Ran's Body: "We may not leave safely."
The wind rolled the rolling yellow sand between the three of them, as if to cover up the past here.
Silence continued to flow among the three people, as if it was going to swallow the three of them completely. Suddenly, Mo Ran let out a soft laugh: "Who wants to go back safely after coming here?"
Yes.
There is only one way to go back safely after coming here, and that is to get the favor of that god. How to get the favor of that god? That is to please God, but, will things that please God necessarily please them?
Not necessarily, if so, would they stand here?
Sang also laughed, crossing his hands behind his head, as if leaning on a pillow, he narrowed his eyes: "That's right, who can come here, who wants to go back safely! What you said is really good, I really deserve it." It's the woman I like! Haha!"
Saying that, Sang has already walked towards the sand dunes on the left side quickly, raised his hand and waved without looking back while walking, and said to Mo Ran and Ming Yuechen behind him: "Then, I will go first, I hope I can wait for you at the final point."
Mo Ran originally wanted to laugh at Sang Na's shameless words, but in the end she didn't say anything, she just stared at Sang's back quietly, and then she felt that Ming Yuechen was also standing beside her, and also talked with her Looking at Sang's back together.
Mo Ran thought that they would be so silent and awkward all the time, and then each chose a hill to climb, but suddenly heard Ming Yuechen's words: "He has a good personality, do you like it?"
Um?
Uh-huh? ?
Mo Ran turned her head to look at Ming Yuechen, and asked back with an inexplicable expression.
Ming Yuechen smiled, as if he had slipped his tongue, and then covered up: "I mean you are allies, in fact, if you are married..."
Mo Ran finally knew where she was feeling inexplicably, she stared at Ming Yuechen, seeing that Ming Yuechen hadn't finished those words, she bared her teeth and sneered: "Compared to marriage, I prefer a full harem. "
As she said that, Mo Ran had turned her head to look at the other two hills. She seemed to have completely skipped this boring topic, and pointed to the remaining two hills and asked, "Which side do you choose?"
And the moment Mo Ran turned around, Ming Yuechen's body seemed to relax completely.
Ever since he was reborn, Ming Yuechen has always told himself that sometimes love is not possession but letting go, but watching her make her own choices, watching her do what she likes.
With the painful lessons from the previous life, Ming Yuechen didn't want to keep Mo Ran by his side anymore, no matter it was the so-called protection, no matter it was to escape from Xu Nancheng's eyes, he would not break Mo Ran's wings , People like her should be born to fly in the sky, not locked in a cage.
Therefore, after Ming Yuechen was reborn, she gave Mo Ran all the choices, the choice of escaping, the choice of accepting or not accepting, the choice of who to help, and even the choice of whether to see God or not.
Every time he experiences, he can be happy for Mo Ran's growth again, and he is also fascinated by her strength again, and at the same time, he feels unprecedented suffering because of her experience.
The stronger she is, the more radiant she is, just like the sun must attract all the attention in the world, she is so irresistible and admired by others.
Whenever this time comes, Ming Yuechen only feels that there is a fire burning in his heart, burning all his intentions to ashes.
He told himself that he wanted to do a good job again this time, to repair the relationship with Mo Ran, and he wanted to respect her choice. This idea has never changed, but these ideas still have conditions, that is There can't be men without eyes wandering among them, such as that Gruen, such as this Sang, and many people among their dead.
However, in this way, it seems that his taste of rebirth has changed again.
Ming Yuechen felt a little distressed, he thought, in the end he might still be a despicable person.
It's like just now that he was acting calm and calm, but he was still testing whether Mo Ran really liked this hairy guy? If Mo Ran really liked it, would he really respect her choice as he originally thought? Ming Yuechen seriously considered this issue, and finally he felt that he really couldn't do it.
Mo Ran will probably never know her nervousness under her smile just now and the tyranny that was tightly hidden in her whole life, and she doesn't need to know either.
Ming Yuechen put his thumb and index finger together and twirled slightly, both his body and the smile on his face became extremely relaxed. He said, "You choose first?"
Mo Ran looked at the almost identical hills on both sides, then turned around to look at Ming Yuechen and asked, "Is there any difference?"
Mo Ran listened carefully to Ming Yuechen's words, but couldn't help thinking of another thing: "So, what did you experience in your last life?"
Ming Yuechen was taken aback for a moment, and then he also smiled. Ming Yuechen was not surprised that Mo Ran would ask about this matter. He drooped his eyelashes for a long time before saying: "I am not a brave person, so my last choice It pleases God."
This answer made Mo Ran feel very surprised, and this kind of surprise even made her face show a kind of surprise that she didn't want to hide at all.
To be honest, the entanglement between Ming Yuechen and Mo Ran is so complicated that even Mo Ran doesn't bother to sort it out. They have known each other since the last life, although they didn't spend much time together, but , probably can also be called acquaintance in the soul, so she is quite clear about Ming Yuechen's character.
Whether it is the Buddhist Ming Yuechen who is not very keen on power, or the Ming Yuechen who changed after his death in the last life, even the somewhat cunning Ming Yuechen in this life, he has always firmly occupied the strong. On that stage, in his life, in his life, and in his consciousness, he probably didn't have the concept of bowing his head, let alone flattering him.
Mo Ran couldn't even imagine how such a naturally arrogant Ming Yuechen lowered his hard neck to the so-called god.
Ming Yuechen was not surprised by Mo Ran's surprise when he heard this. He even showed a very casual smile when he saw Mo Ran's surprised expression: "Why are you so surprised?"
He only felt a buzzing sound passing through his ears, Mo Ran just looked at Ming Yuechen's smile, and after a while he finally found his own voice from the shock.
She actually wanted to say something, but when she opened her mouth, she felt that it was so pale to say anything at this moment. In the end, she just pursed her lips and didn't ask anything.
Turning her head, she looked towards the two sand dunes and said quietly: "If you do it again, will you still choose the same way as in the previous life?"
Ming Yuechen tilted his head and thought
"Is it because everything has to be experienced?"
Ming Yuechen still shook his head. He looked at Mo Ran with a deep and quiet gaze. There seemed to be a knife in his eyes, and he wanted to engrave Mo Ran's appearance in his mind, blood, and life little by little. .
Finally he said: "No, it's because I have already obtained what I most wished for in my life. I have nothing to ask for. Naturally, I don't have any expectations for that God. It is not unreasonable to have no desires."
"What do you want most?" Mo Ran looked at Ming Yuechen, as if she understood something. She really wanted to ask, but she didn't dare to ask. It seemed that all her emotions became full but fragile at this moment. She subconsciously opened her mouth. mouth, but quickly covered up his words, not only turned his head, but also turned around, as if what she just said was not the same as what she said.
It's not that Ming Yuechen didn't hear Mo Ran's words, but he also saw Mo Ran's extremely obvious cover-up, and the corners of his lips curled up more and more. He didn't say anything more, but stood beside Mo Ran and looked towards The two dunes said: "You should choose first."
Mo Ran's eyes quietly fell on the top of the two sand dunes. The two sand dunes, which looked exactly the same, seemed to lead to completely different unknowns. She narrowed her eyes, raised her hand, and looked towards the one on the left. Sha Dun pointed: "This one."
After clicking, Mo Ran didn't look back, but walked directly towards the sand dune. She didn't stop, but she could feel that Ming Yuechen's extremely presence gaze was always behind her. Motionless and burning.
After walking more than ten steps, Mo Ran suddenly stopped, and she turned around to look at Ming Yuechen.
There was a wind blowing under the bright sunshine, and her long white hair was blown up by the wind, and it was torn apart in the air like satin. She stood there, her red eyes flickering slightly, she watched quietly. Looking at Ming Yuechen, his heart was at peace.
No matter from the previous life or this life, this is the first time Mo Ran faced Ming Yuechen so calmly. She looked at the man standing under the sand dune. His face was still young, but his eyes had already With the vicissitudes of the years, hidden in the pale and desperate gap.
When she was looking at him, Ming Yuechen was also looking at her, his eyes kept falling on Mo Ran,
Maybe he had too much consideration in the last life, and he had too much to do, so he let himself wrap all his hot emotions in various cold and cruel realities, and he could only watch quietly when no one found out. she.
However, this time was different. After going through all kinds of despair and death, he finally knew that apart from the inner persistence, there is nothing important in life. Therefore, his eyes, no matter at any time , under any circumstances, he would fall on her, would chase her, would follow her, even if he was rejected by her, he couldn't let go.
"Ming Yuechen." After quietly looking at each other for a long time, Mo Ran finally broke the sticky silence between the two of them. She called the other party's name softly, just like in the previous life, this name was changed from her countless times. The tip of her tongue rolled over, just like the name of this life had slid off the tip of her knife countless times. When she called it out again, when she called it out again with such a calm language and mood, she suddenly realized that they really We have known each other for a long time.
"I'm here." Ming Yuechen raised the corners of his mouth, and the corners of his eyes had thin lines because of his smile, which made those poppy-like eyes a little more tender and less enchanting.
"Ming Yuechen, will you definitely come before God from here?" When Mo Ran was speaking, a faint smile suddenly appeared on his calm face, looking at Ming Yuechen so innocently and quietly, which made him feel Until my whole body becomes soft.
"Not necessarily." Ming Yuechen couldn't help but become addicted to it: "But, I..."
Mo Ran seemed to know what Ming Yuechen wanted to say, but before he could say it, she shook her head resolutely, preventing him from continuing. When Ming Yuechen saw Mo Ran shaking his head, he stopped what he was about to say.
In this world, he is the person who understands Mo Ran best. He knows what Mo Ran thinks, and he also knows that his proposal will definitely be rejected by the other party. The person at the front is the one who faces alone with open arms.
She was never the woman who hid behind others and waited for safety to come. She was the woman who held all her destiny in her own hands and never gave up.
Therefore, Ming Yuechen closed his mouth, and he looked at Mo Ran quietly, waiting for what she would say next.
This may make Ming Yuechen feel very uncomfortable, but he has to admit that it is the case. He sighed softly, nodded towards Mo Ran, and frowned in annoyance: "In theory It sure looks like this."
"We have known each other for so long that I have forgotten what it was like when we first met. Maybe it was too plain at that time, or it was because when I died in the previous life, it was too intense, such hatred Made me forget what it was like when we met." Mo Ran blinked her eyes lightly, at this moment she looked very soft, there was no murderous intent in her body, she seemed gentle A girl next door.
"In the last life, we experienced many things. These things may not be my will or yours, but they still happened. At the moment of my rebirth, my heart was full of hatred. How much I hate you, As much as I once loved you."
Mo Ran is not a person who can honestly face her feelings, especially after going through so many things, she feels that there are some things that don't need to be investigated, but at this moment, she suddenly doesn't want to be so confused and perfunctory.
How difficult it is for people to live, no one knows what will happen in the next moment, and no one knows what will be lost in the next moment.
Be it love or hate, when time stops, everything will disappear.
Mo Ran didn't know if she could go through this period smoothly, but she didn't want to go in such a hasty and intense way like in her previous life, without even having the chance to say goodbye to this world.
Ming Yuechen's eyes flickered lightly. He wanted to say something, but Mo Ran waved his hand, motioning him to listen to what he said. He could only suppress his emotions and continue to listen to Mo Ran's voice following the wind. Little by little, it diffused over, completely enveloping him, like a silkworm in a cocoon.
"Ming Yuechen, I used to think so naively that if I love you, you can love me so much, and then we can be together forever. I have such naivety, so I will be so unwilling when I die. But, this I start over again in my life, I don't hate you gradually, maybe it's because I don't love you anymore, and I don't hate you anymore
"In this world, there are too many things that are more important than love. We have been lucky for a while. In this life, I live a very good and contented life. I finally know your choice back then, your righteousness, and your love." Race, and your inability to choose, so I don't hate you anymore."
Mo Ran raised her head, the sun shone on her face, and she couldn't open her eyelids. She felt something wet in her eye sockets, she opened them suddenly, and looked at Ming Yuechen, revealing an incomparably brilliant smile. With a smile: "Ming Yuechen, we separated too hastily in the last life. In this life, let us bid farewell."
"Ming Yuechen, goodbye."
The author has something to say: After rearranging the final outline, I think the emotional line should have an ending...
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