MTL - Psychological Control-Chapter 73
"Dexter. Or, Dextermos. That's your real name."
In fact, before today, before everything was said by the other party, Dexter was already suspicious of Brian's intentions. But he never expected that Carl Black, who made him feel concerned but fell in love, turned out to be his brother.
"How much do you remember before?" This sentence wasn't actually the first time Dexter was asked. The first person who asked Dexter this question was his late adoptive father, Harry Morgan.
Dexter also clearly remembers that when he was asked this sentence by Harry, the scene was very similar to when he was asked by Carl Black, or Brian Moss. It's all on that yacht, because that's the only place where Harry and him can talk about each other.
Dexter knew from an early age that he was actually adopted by Harry Morgan. The first time I discovered it was because I abused myself. I killed a neighbor ’s family, and quarreled with the adoptive mother until she was resting. Dexter inadvertently heard what the adoptive mother asked Harry about his true life.
It was also since then that he knew that his ignorant but cruel method was actually abnormal. It was only after Harry discovered it that he carefully covered his traces afterwards. Only he and Harry knew that, in fact, more than the body of the evil dog was buried under the big tree in the yard.
He has been having a nightmare since he remembered, and there was blood in his blurred vision. He was still very small in the dream, and a woman who could not see her face was reaching out to him, crying. But there were three terrible, strong men pressing on her, and then there was splashing blood, and his vision was dark in the dream, leaving only a blurry and noisy voice.
This dream full of blood and violence became his enlightenment. Intrigued by the scarlet color, he first solved an old cat who was sick and died on the street. The blood flowing out of the old cat's body seemed to bring him closer to that plausible dream.
Because of this subconscious pursuit, he gradually gave birth to an even more uncontrollable killing valley. When the blood came out under his hands, it seemed that he was no longer the weak and deceitful child in the dream, and he controlled the life and death of others. This thought calmed his tense mood.
Maybe Harry knew it, so he didn't punish Dexter severely. Because he knew that no matter what he did, it was useless. He couldn't change Dexter's mind, just as he couldn't eliminate Dexter's hopes for the valley of blood.
Concealing the talks and teachings of the adoptive mother and sister Debra while fishing, it became a secret between Dexter and Harry Morgan.
After Harry's death, Dexter met Carl Black, who was holding his eyes. Out of an unknown impulse, he invited the other party to reopen the leisure habit with his adoptive father during his free time. Who knew that this stranger who chose at random gave him a big surprise.
Dexter was a very patient person, although the lingering patience did not know why in the face of Brian, it would disappear somehow in the later period, making him look frizzy Fretful. But Dexter was very patient before, and waited to give Bryan a step closer to him.
When Carl Black and the two went fishing together, they carelessly broke his inner fear and valley despair. After that, he didn't care, and revealed what he wanted to move out of the Lord by himself, and invited him to see the house together. Dexter waited patiently, but did not expect a subversive "surprise".
In the old house at 103 Bogle Street, he finally remembered the memories that had been deposited in the deepest memory since he was a child because of the various designs of Brian. It turns out that this is his life experience. He has an older brother?
But knowing it all made Dexter even more confused. If he had a brother named Brian Moss, and he was even a brother who was so similar to him. So why have so many years passed, and I know that the other party just came over now?
Maybe it was Dexter's inner doubt at that time. Although he was close to Dexter's purpose, it was already clear at this time. But Brian didn't immediately press Dexter, answering what he asked on the ship. Instead, he rescheduled a meeting time and left.
The original words were this: "Although you already know that I am approaching your destination, I think you must have had more doubts. Then I will leave you time and you can check what happened that year. Things. How much did your adoptive father, Harry Morgan conceal you, but only after a date, everything will be clear ... "
"July 23, 1994. I will give you another week. See you next time in the closed port on the west side that you told me before. Maybe then, you will know why I chose to be there. Met. "
After that, Brian Moss turned and left.
The day after Dexter left, the first thing he did was not to check the cause of the nightmare that had troubled him for more than a decade based on the time given by the other party. It was through the convenient door left by Harry that he sneaked into the police station system and began to inquire about Brian Moss.
However, nothing was found. The files recorded in the police station generally only record the information of the person who committed the crime. But looking up Brian Moss's records was complete and nothing was found. Only then did Dexter inquire about the case that had been handled in the police station on July 23, 1994.
Because even after growing up, the nightmare is no longer the same as when he was a child, often tormenting his nerves in the dream. But according to the only thing he remembered, the dangling vision and blood in his eyes. At least it would be a terrible homicide.
However, again nothing was found. Dexter searched through the cases of this month and month, even the year also looked up and down, still nothing. No woman named Moss was killed, and no child was found at the scene of the murder. Everything seems to have been wiped out deliberately.
Dexter, whose eyes were full of blood, stayed up all night, and then suddenly remembered the meaningful word in Brian's mouth. How much did Harry Morgan hide from you? More than a decade ago, it was when Harry was a figure in the Miami Police Department's Criminal Investigation headquarters. If Brian didn't give him the wrong time, was the information about that case deliberately deleted by him?
Why do you do that? When Dexter went to school all night without sleep, Brian Moss's name filled his mind. The rising feeling was about to explode, and Dexter was thinking about Brian Moss's name.
"You also like Brian ?!" The girl sitting next to him in a study group with him suddenly said to him in surprise.
"What?" Dexter, sleepy but unable to sleep, stared at the girl with his bloodshot eyes. "Do you know Brian Moss?" The other party was obviously frightened by him, and it took him a while to return to God, quite unhappy.
"I want to know Brian Moss," the girl rolled her eyes in anger and said, "But I know him, he doesn't know me. Honestly, you won't be the kind of ... you know ... that A pervert follower fanatic? "
"So who is Brian Moss?" Another boy came in and interjected. Then the sentence he asked was despised by that girl.
"Sorry for the retiring of the American Supermodel Contest, the Brian Moss who has been shining on the survivors who are playing now! You can find a lot of his news by Google, even if the encyclopedia is out? . Check it yourself. "The girl's face was incredible, you didn't even know his expression.
"Speaking of which Dexter is as red-haired as Brian ... Unfortunately you are not tall and handsome! Hahaha!" After checking the encyclopedia, the boy could n’t help but say that Laxter went into the water, Because I don't want to be ridiculed by a group.
Dexter had also suppressed his excitement, and wanted to immediately check Brian Moss in this population. But when the guy said that the other party was red-haired, he paused again. Because the Brian Moss he knew should be black.
After class, Dexter walked out of the classroom with his book buried in his head. While walking, he suddenly ran.
Because he finally knew what was wrong when he saw Brian Moss! If you think about it seriously, in those memories that are clear and three-dimensional, your brother Brian Moss is actually red-haired!
Perhaps in order to maintain the false identity of Carl Black, the other party did that look? Maybe it was so as not to attract the attention of others and interrupt his previous plan. And the more likely reason is because Harry concealed the truth of the incident. Brian didn't want to be driven away by his former colleague before he could remember him ...
No wonder, after Harry's death, the aunt who was a police archivist would suddenly care so much about herself. Is it to prevent him from approaching himself? Dexter couldn't help thinking about conspiracy theories.
He rushed to the school's library computer room and googled Brian Moss directly. If the man in the picture covers his eyes and only looks at his nose and jaw lips, isn't it Brian Moss, who is also known as Carl Black. My own brother, is this a lover-like man?
Knowing who Brian Moss was, that night, Dexter finally fell asleep while watching the video clip of Brian in the National Supermodel Contest while maintaining painful awake for two days.
The video was edited by a male fan named Tom, with only a collection of shots where Brian appeared. At the beginning of this collection, Brian spoke about his life. He was held in a mental health home for more than ten years. Is this why he hasn't been able to find himself for so long?
Brian wanted to find his brother, and now he found it. So what exactly separates them from the truth of that nightmare? Holding the final question, Dexter fell asleep. 2k novel reading network
