MTL - Psychological Control-Chapter 107
"Here, you want water." Because I was not allowed to leave the studio, or to be more precise, my figure was not allowed to leave the picture in her painting. So Sophia went out and gave me a glass of water to solve my thirst problem. I noticed her noticeably faster pace when she returned, showing her concern.
"Thanks, I'm in trouble." I lifted my head and smiled at it and took the water glass from her. I still kept sitting on the ground. Since she seemed so worried that I would stand up and walk around, it would be better for me to behave more with her, so that she could ease her inner tension.
Sometimes people feel very nervous when they can't control what is happening in their own hands. This is not a case of some people, but a situation that happens to everyone. It's just that different people feel different levels of stress.
"Speaking of it, why didn't Sofia talk to me about your last model? Can it be a boring break?" After noticing that I had passed the water to me, it seemed that I didn't know what to do, but subconsciously Stay in the studio and watch my Sophia. I decided to start a seemingly chatty conversation with a casual tone.
"Why mention this suddenly?" Maybe the entry of the topic still seemed a bit abrupt, so her expression and body movements showed a sense of defense in an instant.
"Because Abid and you were so noisy because of this male model called Adam Sugman." I smiled and spread my hands, making a very frank look. "Don't look at my usual quiet behavior, in fact, I still have gossip."
Watching Sophia's brows gradually soothing, I went on to say, "Although I know that he failed to complete the shooting that Abide wanted because of his new tattoo. But I still wonder when he was working with you. What are the taboos that make you need to find a model again? It also helps me not to make the same mistake again. "
"It's nothing, but when he was with me, he understood the situation as another situation." Sophia showed that she didn't want to mention it, but even if she avoided talking, I still determined that Adam should be in Love Sofia to some extent.
After chatting for a while, just like when I always felt that the class time was very short when I was in school, I just got a little understanding of her through dialogue, and we went back to work again.
It was more than an hour before Sophia told me that she had completed the overall pencil draft, and I could relax for a while before she started to paint. I was finally able to sit up straight and stretch my limbs.
Unlike before, maybe the process of painting deepened her investment. Sophia's personality traits hidden in the side that people can't see are more and more obvious. This situation is as if the patient is really showing his psychological state after the dialogue is deepening gradually.
The most obvious manifestation is that she is no longer nervous because she is worried that my behavior will be out of her control, or because she is nervous because of other reasons I don't know. She became more confident and outgoing, and her desire to control allowed her to subconsciously take the lead in asking questions in our chat.
"So you really don't think about becoming a business model after you finish this job?" Sophia sat on the high stool near her easel, looking down at me from top to bottom, continuing to our previous lounge. Gossip topic.
"Yes, because if I want to develop deeper and better in the field of psychology, I don't have so much free time to distract my mind elsewhere." After discovering her intentions, I subconsciously Let go of the dialogue.
When a person feels comfortable with his position, he will reveal more things he shouldn't have said. This Sophia now looks more like the Sophia I saw in the restaurant when I first met. But it can't help being the same, because the gesture she usually makes is just a subconscious alert and camouflage to outsiders.
But at this time, she has brought a kind of crazy element to her art. "It's a shame, I think if you want to, you can become a high-end fashion model with all the jobs in the fashion circle at your fingertips."
"Should I say thank you for looking at me so much, Sophia." I smiled and shook my head and shook his head. "It's really a manual job to be a model, and the life span of this profession is too short to be over thirty There are very few models. I don't want to spend the rest of my life on the old model. "
As I said, I leaned over to the table behind the furnishings. My body and thighs were numb because of lying on my side. When I got back blood, I felt a tingling and painful feeling of intolerance. Perhaps my uncomfortable expression was on my face, and Sofia suddenly made a proposal that surprised me.
"Is your hands and feet numb? Many oil painting models will have this situation after holding an action position for too long. Let me give you a massage, after all, I still let you pose in such a sideways position , On the floor with a layer of cloth that is not soft. "
Talking about her ignoring my vocal rejection, she almost walked over to me. Now that I know why the missing model, Adam Sugman will understand things in a different direction as she said. Because this is exactly what Sophia intended!
As soon as she walked down and crouched in front of me, the expression on her face changed to a **** expression that was easy to make people feel different. When she pressed her hand on my thigh muscles, the light and heavy massage was more like *. The expressions on my face were inevitably stiff.
I don't know how Adam Sugman behaved in the face of this move by Sofia. Anyway, how he showed relative interest, the results are unlikely to be a good ending. And my natural sexuality also determines that I cannot show a feeling of being attracted to a woman.
But as a matter of course, I can't show dislike, otherwise I'm afraid it will be counterproductive. So I can only relax my body as much as possible, while enjoying the massage service she gave, while continuing the conversation while answering the questions she asked, and try not to make the atmosphere embarrassing.
At first Sophia found that I was not so easy to be teased by her, and the expression on her face was very satisfied. Obviously, my "sit and conceal" was exactly what she wanted me to achieve. But as things went on, I suddenly noticed that her eyebrows had some anger that was easy to ignore.
Did I do something that made her think I was doing something wrong? But I even glanced away and looked in the other direction, so as to avoid converging with her sight as much as possible. The doubt continued for a few minutes before I understood the sentence she said before she stopped. It's not that I did something wrong, but I did it too well!
"Although I knew you were homosexual before, I didn't expect that you really didn't have any interest in women." Her expression seemed obscure, which made me wonder what her thoughts were. "Is that in your eyes, would Abide's workaholic-like serious workaholic at work be more attractive than I am now?"
I was in a loop for a while, and only shook my head subconsciously and said, "No, Sophia. Of course you are a very attractive woman! But my sexual orientation is born, and I don't think you want your model Think of going somewhere else. "
Although I don't know what is wrong with Sophia, sometimes many straight girls will do the same thing. Make a puzzling move at **** bar to seduce those comrades who have come out publicly. Sexual orientation is a confusing thing, and sometimes bisexuality is also there. Maybe that's what makes them more addicted to this game.
She tried so hard that she didn't make me show any interest in her, so did she feel insulted? Like I said before, her psychology is so contradictory that it has reached a point where I can't figure out what kind of result she wants to get.
It seems that the sentence of a woman's heart under the sea is very applicable to my current situation. Is it because I am not well-educated or Sophia's idea is really too difficult to understand? In any case, I am afraid that it will be difficult to try further.
Seems to be alone for a long time, but in fact, it can only be a break, during this less than an hour, a little temptation to chat with a chat. Other times I can only pose in the same position, and I can't move at all. I sighed inwardly and started planning to wait for today's work to be completed. After I went back, how would I persuade Dillon to start with Abid.
He looked unknowingly, only because he didn't care about the clues he found. After all, if he lived with Sofia, she would have noticed something strange and different from what she had done in the past.
After the second break, the third period of work began in a silent and awkward atmosphere.
Maybe because of what happened before, Sophia is like trying to ease the atmosphere. While adjusting the color of the pigment, he started to talk about small things. Although it is not very relevant to the clues I want to get about Adam's disappearance, it is not completely unrelated.
For example, Adam Sugman is bisexual. In order to please many designers in the fashion industry, he has always claimed to be gay. For another example, the reason why she recruited newcomer Adam Sugman was because in her imagination, the fallen angel Anil should have long red hair like **** flames.
But the most important thing is that I know the answer to a question that has always puzzled me from her piecemeal gossip! It turned out that the long red hair piece that Abid had given me now is attached to my hair, which was given to him by Sophia!
Because Abid was so angry that Sophia painted on Adam and made the model tattoo it, and decided not to use a model that was defective for him to take hard photos. This made him alive in a studio, and the work plan of each staff member had to be rescheduled, so it was a gift of apology.
Because Sophia knows that what Abide likes most about this model is her long, well-maintained red hair. Honestly, in addition to this ‘couple’, who else will give each other a box of other people ’s hair as a gift? Of course, in the end she didn't say anything about the whereabouts of Adam Sugman after the cooperation with her.
The third working time is over, and today's work has come to an end. Sophia walked out of the studio to drink water because she spoke a lot of words intermittently. I was anxious for almost an hour, and I got up from the set without thinking about it, changed my clothes and went to the toilet.
I noticed that in Sophia's work, she has already painted the base color almost. Basically, every large color block of the entire painting has been filled, but the details have not been detailed. For example, the shadow between the expression on my face and the eyebrows, and the shadow on the muscle texture. It's like the vase pattern in the background, because I started to write before I came, so the completion is very high.
When I finished going to the toilet and went to the living room to find her goodbye, Sophia came out of the studio with the glass of wine goblet, which was obviously in the setting. It is not a glass wine glass, it is more like an antique of some years. She smiled and said to me: "Dry this cup before leaving, forget the embarrassment before."
Seeing that I didn't respond for a while, Sophia, who thought I was going to refuse, went on to explain: "The red wine in this glass was actually taken from my wine collection at home. Red wine produced in the 18th century Wine and beauty are worth it. "
It is really worthwhile to be able to taste the wine of that era. I didn't think of anything else. I laughed and stepped forward to take the wine glass from her. I drank it and drank it. 2k novel reading network
