MTL - Peach and Plum Do Not Speak (The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms)-~ The first stanza, and then repeated the next stanza in Russian.
He turned his head to look at Grandma Yan with affection in his eyes, and sang the following words in Chinese:
"My sweetheart sat beside me, watching me silently,
I want to tell you, but I'm embarrassed..."
Yan Yinan roared, and the big fat little fat laughed: "Ah, grandpa is so nauseous..."
"How many words to keep in mind..."
An Zhi secretly glanced at Miao Yanxi and saw her smiling at her grandparents, a faint light flickering in her eyes. An Zhi stared at her, Yan Xi didn't look back at her, and occasionally lowered her eyelashes with a thoughtful look.
What is she thinking?
Did she remember someone?
Has she loved anyone?
Does she still love that person?
An Zhi looked at her for a long time, and when she looked back, she found that Liu Yiyi was looking at her, and An Zhi lowered her head.
As night fell outside the house, the temperature was getting lower and lower, and there were bursts of laughter and laughter in the house.
After eating, Yan Yixi and Liu Yiyi went out first.
Yan Yixi wanted to go to the garage to pick up the car, but Liu Yiyi stood there in silence, Yan Yixi glanced at her and seemed to be waiting for her to speak, but Liu Yiyi did not speak with a sullen face.
The two of them stood stupidly in front of the yard.
After a while, Yan Yixi opened his mouth and said, "I'll take you back." He stepped forward and gently tapped Liu Yiyi's shoulder. With such a small movement, all Liu Yiyi's strength was removed, and she lifted up Face and eyes filled with mist: "Exi, tell me the truth, do you not like me?"
Yan Yixi was silent, his brows furrowed tightly.
"If you don't like me, I'll tell you, as long as you make it clear, I'm Liu Yiyi, I'm Liu Yiyi..." Liu Yiyi's voice was choked, and she said fiercely, "I will never bother you in the future!"
She was loud and trembling. Yan Yinan and Yan Xi came out later, and An Zhi heard them.
The three of them paused for a while, Yan Xi looked worried, and promptly grabbed Yan Yinan who wanted to come forward.
"I don't want to gossip, I just...I want to get the car..."
Yan Xi said: "I have to go back too, but, forget it, wait."
"I'm going back to the hospital on duty!"
"Let's go over there to the garage. Tao Tao is here." After Yan Xi finished speaking, he followed Tao Tao, and Yan Yinan retreated again.
Liu Yiyi still stubbornly stared at Yan Yixi, she tried hard not to let herself cry, he looked at Liu Yiyi crying, the corners of his eyes twitched, he took out a pack of tissues in his pocket, took out one, and moved gently wipe her tears.
Liu Yiyi's expression softened because of his actions, her eyes couldn't be separated from his face, and she didn't seem to want to let go of his every move.
Yan Yixi looked at her face, "Yiyi, I like you very much, and I like being with you very much."
The tears on Liu Yiyi's face were not dry, she raised her lips and smiled when she saw him, but she realized something, she trembled: "But? There are buts, right?"
Yan Yixi was silent for a long time. After a while, he let out a long sigh and said, "The most important thing in my life is my family and science. I never thought that I would start a family and have a lover."
He stared at Liu Yiyi with a smile in his eyes, "But you showed up, I know you like me, I also know that you have a more lively personality, I'm very old-fashioned, I can't imagine how I look like with you."
It was the first time that Liu Yiyi seemed to hear him say so much. She blinked her wet eyelashes and looked at her for a moment, but his next words made her frown again.
"Do you know what the 'uncertainty principle' is? It's the quantum mechanics proposed by the German physicist Heisenberg..."
"Wait, don't tell me this... just say what you want to say."
Yan Yixi smiled: "Okay, I won't talk about this anymore."
Liu Yiyi added: "It's not that I don't want you to say this, you see, in order to be with you, I read a lot of physics books, I don't want you to think I'm too ignorant, I even read the Big Bang Theory, but , but I just don't understand what it says..."
Yan Yixi's smile widened, "It doesn't matter if you don't understand. I won't say that your ignorance is not your problem, but mine."
He paused, "About five years ago, I went for a medical examination... I have oligospermia, and if we are together, I can't give you a child. And Yiyi, you are such a good girl, you deserve it. All girls all over the world can have it. Everything...I can't be so selfish..."
Liu Yiyi opened her mouth wide and looked at him in shock.
After Yan Yixi finished speaking, he lowered his face, looked at her tenderly, raised his hand to touch her face, "I support all your decisions, I'll take you home first."
When he finished, he turned and walked towards the garage. Liu Yiyi looked at his back, her chest was sore. She stood there, dazed, her mind was in chaos, and she was still standing when Yan Yixi drove out of the car. Yan Yixi waited for a while, before she got in the car, he sighed and walked down again, waiting for her at the car door.
Liu Yiyi looked at him, wiped her face suddenly, ran over and hugged him: "You said you supported my decision, didn't you? Then I want to be with you."
Yan Yixi froze, and he held Yiyi's shoulder in a daze, "But..."
"I want to be with you." Liu Yiyi repeated. "There are many ways to build a family, but my ideal family has to have you, it has to have you, and that's what I want most."
Liu Yiyi murmured, "I only like you, I only want you." She stood on tiptoe and took the initiative to put a light kiss on his lips.
Yan Yixi's eyes trembled, and his hand slowly clung to her. He leaned his head close to her, leaning against her, "...you decided?"
"Um."
"But me, but you...but we..." Yan Yixi was sure that this was the first time he stammered.
"That doesn't matter."
Yan Yixi closed her eyes, raised her face, and kissed her.
Snowflakes drifted slowly in the night sky, little by little, falling from the sky, and slowly drifting into their hair.
This is the first belated snow this year.
