MTL - Peach and Plum Do Not Speak (The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms)-Chapter 65
Yan Xi didn't sleep well all night, and woke up a little late the next day. When she woke up, An Zhi had already gone to school. There was breakfast she kept in the kitchen, and the millet porridge was still warm.
Yan Xi finished eating the porridge in the kitchen alone, and was stunned for a while before driving to work.
Of course, Yan Xi is not homophobic. In fact, since high school, girls have expressed a good impression of her, and when she got to college, it became even more so. Yan Xi is very sure that she doesn't like girls, and she never thought that she could be with girls. .
Yan Xi was born and raised in a family with many boys since she was a child. She and her brothers received this kind of education since she was a child: to respect and love girls. Especially the same-sex she should be more empathetic and considerate to the same-sex.
This is what her grandmother told her: Although women and men are now advertised as equal rights, women are almost a **** road from birth, school, work and family establishment, from childhood to adulthood. The shackles of the same-sex society from the opposite **** will continue to press on women, and they must overcome all obstacles to the end.
So women need to help women, this is the education she received from childhood.
Although same-sex love was not on her mind, it was not her turn to speak out against it. All along, if she can receive admiration from the same sex, she always expresses her gratitude, and then politely refuses. She handled this matter very freely and without hindrance.
But, but now it is An Zhi, the child who has been growing up by her side, and has a tendency to be gay.
No, not a tendency. An Zhi's tone was very positive. She said, "I don't like boys at all..." Basically, another possibility was ruled out, leaving only the only one.
Not being homophobic and someone close to him being **** are two different things. Yan Xi was very upset that she thought so.
I vaguely remember that many years ago there was an experiment on Weibo. A group of children called their parents to come out without warning. The parents were shocked, angry, and said some unpleasant words under the shock. The children were also hurt and couldn’t go back to the previous one Parent-child relationship.
At that time, many people were in the position of children, especially young people. Believing that orientation is uncontrollable and that love is not at fault.
However, when Yan Xi heard the elders who were parents in Taili, they expressed chills. They worked hard to raise their children for 20 years, and hoped for a happy life for their children and a happy family. I didn't expect an accidental phone call. You told me that you like the same sex, so be prepared. If they don't give it to them, their parents will violate the ethics and morality under the public order and good customs they recognize.
The senior said: "The saddest thing is that children easily deny their parents' love for them. If they don't support them, it means they don't love them. In turn, do you have no love for your parents? You are a coward. , dare not tell your parents about your love in an upright and open manner, you choose to be opportunistic, give your parents no time to buffer, and let your parents understand and accept you unconditionally. Why?
Originally, the road of same-sex is destined to be bumpy and stronger than other roads. If you don't even have this courage, how can you face the future life?
Yan Xi didn't want to judge who was right and who was wrong, but at least she was shocked by An Zhi's confession to her, and she felt a little proud after the shock. What a brave girl who chose to face her inner voice.
Yan Xi was curious, what kind of image was she in An Zhi's heart? Is it like a foster mother or like a friend? In any case, An Zhi's expectations of her must be very high, at least she made her feel safe, so she would be so bold and frank to say these words to her.
Then there is only one question left: Can An Zhi be so sure that she is still so young? Will it be just one stage?
Yan Xi immediately shook her head, it was impossible, she couldn't deny her judgment of herself because she was young. It is a very serious thing to think that you like the same sex, and An Zhi has been very clear about what he likes since he was a child.
and many more!
Yan Xi bit his pen and walked all morning in the office corridor.
Without the opportunity, An Zhi should not realize that he likes girls...
Shouldn't it be...
Yan Xi frowned, it wasn't what she thought, right? Could it be that Xu Jiaer?
Yan Xi almost bit the pen to pieces, frowning.
After the first two classes were finished, when the bell rang for the end of get out of class, An Zhi lay down on the desk, his cheeks against the desk, his face was bitter.
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An Zhi paused, and tapped his head lightly on the table. So stupid, so impulsive, she just said it so directly last night, what should I do now, she didn't dare to wait for Yan Xi to get up in the morning, she was afraid.
She covered her face with her hands, her heart a mess.
Xu Jiaer in the back seat watched her silently for a while and poked her in the back.
"Don't pay attention to me." An Zhi muttered.
"The teacher is coming, do you want to lie down like this for a class?" Xu Jiaer continued to poke her.
"You're annoying."
Xu Jiaer chuckled, "Little squad leader, I'm not the one who needs to stand up."
"You're annoying." An Zhi repeated and sat up.
The last class was a chemistry class, An Zhi couldn't keep his spirits up, and the teacher was commenting on the exam papers they had passed. Xu Jiaer was also distracted. She occasionally looked at An Zhi. She held her head, obviously distracted.
The teacher is reading the title, "What is wrong in the following statement is that A uses sodium metal to distinguish between ethanol and ether, right?"
Some students answered: Yes, sodium and ethanol react with bubbles, but sodium and ether do not react.
The teacher continued: "B. The acidic solution of potassium permanganate can be used to distinguish hexane and 3--hexene, monitor, monitor, can you answer?"
No one responded to her.
Xu Jiaer came back to his senses and opened his mouth to answer for Anzhi: "3-hexene can discolor the acidic potassium permanganate solution, but hexane cannot, so it is right."
The chemistry teacher glanced at her and nodded: "The answer is correct, C can distinguish between benzene and bromobenzene with water, monitor?"
Xu Jiaer waited for Hoi An Zhi to speak. In fact, the chemistry teacher and the whole class were waiting for An Zhi's answer. This subject was An Zhi's home field, and no one was more powerful than him. Is this question too easy for her to answer?
"Mmmm, the density of benzene is lower than that of water, while the density of bromobenzene is higher than that of water, so water can distinguish it, so C is also correct." Xu Jiaer had to answer again.
The chemistry teacher adjusted his glasses, "Since the first three options are all correct, then option D must be wrong. What's wrong? Monitor? Tao Anzhi monitor?"
Xu Jiaer was about to answer for her again, but An Zhi finally let go, "Methyl formate also contains aldehyde groups in its molecular structure, so the newly prepared silver ammonia solution cannot distinguish between methyl formate and acetaldehyde, so option D is wrong. ."
The chemistry teacher stared at her for two seconds before continuing on.
An Zhi sighed sadly.
After school, she carried her schoolbag and prepared to go home. Xu Jiaer carried her schoolbag and followed her for a while.
"Are you worried?" Xu Jiaer lowered his head to look at her. An Zhi lowered his head and slowly counted his steps.
"Hey..." Xu Jiaer took a few steps back beside her, still looking at her. An Zhi ignored her like a dejected rabbit.
Xu Jiaer turned around and walked with her, leaned closer to her, tilted his head and looked at her: "Talk to me! Aren't we friends?"
An Zhi finally looked up at her, "We are friends, but I don't want to talk to you right now."
Xu Jiaer pursed his lips and smiled. She felt that when An Zhi was in a bad mood, her cheeks would bulge out like a small bun, but because she lost a lot of baby fat, she looked like a half full bun.
How can she be so cute.
"Then I'll wait for you to feel better before you talk to me?" Xu Jiaer said in a good voice.
An Zhi took two steps in a muffled voice, looked up at her again, "I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood, I'll go back first."
Xu Jiaer raised his lips as he watched An Zhi walk out of the school gate.
An Zhi took the bus home, but Yan Xi hadn't returned yet. There was a meal prepared by Grandma Liu in the kitchen, and she took it out to heat it up.
He hesitated whether to call Yan Xi and ask her when she would come back and wait for her to come back for dinner.
But she dared not.
Yan Xi didn't call her either. An Zhi felt scared.
She sobbed softly, almost crying. She waited for a while, but Yan Xi hadn't come back. She finished dinner alone, washed the dishes, went to the second floor, showered, and did her homework.
An Zhi pulls out an English paper to do it. She needs to concentrate a lot of English reading. She did the whole paper and even wrote the composition. When she answered the answer, she sighed and made three mistakes. This was the worst she had ever done.
She put down the papers, walked out of the room, and suddenly found Yan Xi sitting in the living room. She didn't know how long it had been since she came back.
Yan Xi was reading a book, with a casual look, when she saw her come out, she straightened up slightly, looked at her, and seemed to want to speak.
Don't tell her when you come back.
An Zhi suddenly felt aggrieved.
She turned her head, ignored her, and ran downstairs.
Before Yan Xi could speak, An Zhi went downstairs with a puffed face, as if angry. Yan Xi blinked, what happened?
Yan Xi waited for a while, she was organizing words all night, she seemed to think that she should talk to An Zhi, and she seemed to think that nothing happened.
Hesitating and hesitating, the pages of her book have never been turned.
She listened carefully, An Zhi should go down to drink water and find some snacks, and she was about to come up. When it was over, she hadn't decided whether to talk or not.
An Zhi walked up, she stopped in the living room again, she stepped forward and took a few steps, stopped, bowed her head, her hair was scattered beside her cheeks, and she looked at her feet.
"Um... Tao Tao?" Yan Xi called her softly.
An Zhi raised his eyes to look at her, and pouted childishly, "...I read it wrong three times."
Yan Xi raised his eyebrows in astonishment: "...Ah?"
An Zhi choked, gave her an angry look, and turned back to her room angrily.
Yan Xi tilted his head in confusion.
How is this going
Wrong three reading questions...very, much?