MTL - Pat Me Please-Chapter 21

Xiang Wan looked at Yu Zhou and smiled, and then stopped, with a full smile, the breeze was bright and the moon was bright, like a precious white magnolia.

It should not grow on the concrete floor of the city.

So Yu Zhou asked her: "Are you tired of staying here?" It's not as good as expected, is it? light pollution, sound pollution.

"It's grotesque, vast, and insightful. It's a worthwhile trip."

"Four words, four words, right?" Yu Zhou was depressed, and it seemed that her being a writer was like a joke.

"Then you don't want your parents?" According to the script, she should be crying.

Unexpectedly, Xiang Wan said: "I want to, but I don't really want to."

"Ah?" Ruthless to this point.

Then she raised Xiangwan, and when she went back, she probably wouldn't think of the word Yu Zhou.

Thinking of this, she was a little lost. After all, a lot of money has been invested.

"In our place, all emotions have a time limit." Xiang Wan looked at the dim street lamps, at the light strips on the canopy of trees, and at the darkness and light extending at the end of the road.

"Emotions, like regular silver, daily love, and regular dishes and fabrics, have their own definite number."

"Not favoritism, know how to measure, that's how my father and mother raised me."

No wonder, even the crayfish is spicy and garlic. If it wasn't for the limited number of dishes in modern times, wouldn't it be necessary to sandwich each dish no more than five times? This is what the emperor looks like on TV.

"There is a time limit for daily greetings, greetings, filial piety, and marriage. When I get older, I will get married, enter my husband's house, and serve my parents-in-law. It will be difficult to meet my parents again."

"When I got married, I said goodbye to my parents and adults. My mother would cry for marriage, but she would not be heartbroken, heart-piercing, and unsustainable."

At last she said, "I say so, do you understand?"

It's not bad, family affection is family affection under prescribed conditions. Although the folk customs are open, they are not free.

It’s not that you don’t feel free if you don’t leave the door, but you don’t dare to love heartily, you don’t hate heartily, you have 100% affection, you are only allowed to pass the line, you are not free.

"So you're not very homesick, are you?"

Xiang Wan didn't answer.

"No, then when you came to my house suddenly, I said that your parents are probably dead, and you are about to cry with your chest in your hands." Yu Zhou doubted.

Xiang Wan's expression remained unchanged: "Filial piety comes first, parents are the greatest, and this is also my upbringing."

"You mean to say..."

Xiang Wan thought of a fashionable word: "Let's act."

Damn...absolutely.

"After talking about me, let's talk about you." Xiang Wan said.

"I?"

"From the entrance to this intersection, you passed two small... supermarkets, and you didn't even take a look at them. It can be seen that walking late at night is not for that moon cloth, but for...Miss Su."

Xiang Wan looked at her meaningfully.

"Are you a roundworm?" You're only eighteen, who would believe that this girl is only eighteen.

After Yu Zhou teased, he took a deep breath, looked at the never-ending traffic, and looked back at his neighborhood, the lights in his house were not on. Sometimes when she came home from overtime work, she took a taxi to the door and went in from the garden. Occasionally, she looked up at her floor to see if the lights were on.

Obviously Su Chang had sent her a WeChat message in advance, saying that the recording was finished, should he pick her up?

She said no. Su Chang said, then I will go home first.

But she still wanted to take a look, because Su Chang was at her house, and the lighted lamp was enough to visualize the matter of "waiting for her to go home".

"That's right," Yu Zhou looked up and admitted readily, "Because Miss Su."

"Since the remaining love is over, why insist on breaking up?"

Yu Zhou smiled, turned around, and kicked away a stone that came out of nowhere: "Let me tell you, in fact, in their circle, um no, in fact, in many circles, the living conditions of women are different from those of men. It's pretty bad in comparison."

"There are not many opportunities for female CVs, and there are not many roles that can be shown. In the environment where many listeners are more willing to chase after men, the market for female CVs is not that big. In other words, it is not that popular. Uh , Huo, do you understand, is to be famous, to be famous, to be appreciated by everyone."

"But Su Chang is the one who can rival the top male CV."

"Her popularity, or traffic, is very, very high. Do you know why?"

Xiang Wan shook his head.

"Because she is born to be looked up to."

When Xiang Wan thinks about work, Su Chang's charm of gestures seems to be a little different.

But Yu Zhou shook his head: "It's not just because she is good-looking, nor because of her good figure, but because of some people, she is born with a sense of distance and mystery, and is naturally suitable for viewing from a distance."

It's the same with the top superstars in the old idols, she can even be closed, appear occasionally, or not appear at all. Her charm value can also be complemented by fans' imagination, and even live more radiantly in the imagination.

She speaks little, and she is habitually reserved in her speech and behavior. After the appearance of tenderness, there are empty emotions and six desires, leaving people with endless reverie, and greatly stimulating the desire to pry in the human nature.

Spy on her, guess her, chase her, adore her.

You can beat any flesh and blood person, but it is difficult for you to beat the golden body shaped by love and desire by boys and girls with dreams.

That's why she's so unattainable.

"But such a person is a star in the sky, and it's good to hang in the sky. If you want to put her in your pocket, how can you hold her?"

"Uh, I didn't mean that she should die." Yu Zhou thought it was a little funny and amused himself.

She remembered a time when she and Su Chang went out for dinner, Su Chang got out of the car first, replied to WeChat and walked forward.

She paused on purpose, wanting to see when she found out that she hadn't followed. This move was very hypocritical, but she just wanted to watch at that time.

Su Chang walked for a long time, and after finishing five or six sentences on WeChat, he stopped, looked at Yu Zhou, continued to look at WeChat with a frown, and then stretched out the hand in his pocket to grab her vaguely. .

Then he supported that hand, and the other hand was still replying to WeChat.

Out of the corner of the eye, she saw Yu Zhou taking steps, Su Chang didn't wait for her, and walked forward again.

At that time, Yu Zhou thought that Su Chang was really good-looking, and the wechat that he stood there was a sight. For the first time, he felt that if Su Chang didn't have her, it would be nice to stand there by himself.

"I'm very tired when I'm with her. It's not that she treats me badly. It's not bad. It's not a unilateral problem. The most important thing is that I have a psychological problem."

"You said that if you want a beautiful woman to post on WeChat now, would I think so much? I won't, it's none of my business. But I have something wrong with Su Chang's psychology."

"I always worry about her gains and losses, guessing, thinking a lot, and thinking about it, I can't sleep. I think the root cause is..." I still feel that I am not good enough for her. But she didn't say that.

She is very entangled, feeling inferior and proud. I also feel that I am not good enough, but my self-esteem is stronger than anyone else.

But her self-esteem is Schrödinger's, only for those she loves.

She felt that this was quite tormenting Su Chang, not to mention the time difference between the two of them when they communicated later.

Sometimes when Su Chang fell asleep, she couldn't sleep. She swiped Su Chang's account with her Weibo account, and saw the sincere and touching comments below, and she felt unreal. Is it her? Is it the person sleeping next to him?

However, Su Chang had such a tacit understanding with her body language, she raised her shoulders a little, and Su Chang in his sleep instinctively reached out, put his arm under her neck, and hugged her tenderly.

"I like her, I like her very much." Yu Zhou choked up a little, because the memory killing was too foul.

"But sometimes I'm quite smart and know the current affairs. I just know how to stop losses in time."

"I've seen too many people around me break up. At the beginning, they loved each other to death. Anyone who objected was the Queen Mother who used a hairpin to draw the Milky Way. But in the end, I tore all the chicken feathers and scolded. You owe me How much, how much I have paid, how can you be sorry for me, wishing to poke your previous self blind."

"I don't want you to blame me and I to blame you in the end, arguing like enemies."

Although she knew that there was a high probability that Su Chang would not quarrel with her, her upbringing should also know how to get together and leave.

But she didn't want to consume the two of them until they looked at each other and hated each other. In the end, Su Chang recalled her, it was - that shrew.

I especially don't want Su Chang to feel that it's not worth it.

I'm also especially afraid that I feel that it's not worth it.

"It's pretty good now, let's just say the two of us fade away slowly, and she won't think I'm so bad when she thinks about it in the future. When I'm in my 40s and 50s and reach the process of middle-aged people bragging about the past, I can still be cheeky Say you know that Su sings no, I was with her before."

Oh, it's so comfortable to say it, especially Xiang Wan is like a cat, very obedient.

It doesn't look so dodgy anymore.

Xiang Wan didn't say anything, and finally asked: "Blagging is..."

"Just bragging, showing off to others that Su Chang is my ex-girlfriend."

Xiang Wan smiled: "You don't have to wait until forty or fifty, you are already doing this when you are twenty-five."