MTL - Officer Matsuda Wants To Save Himself-Chapter 81
When Hagihara Kenji refused to associate, everyone present couldn't react.
Matsuda Jinping was still holding the steaming coffee in his hand, and his dark pupils met Hagihara Kenji's drooping purple eyes in confusion. The curly-haired police officer subconsciously shouted in a suspicious tone, "Hagi?"
"Huh? What's wrong, Kojinpei." Hagihara Kenji still had the same smile as usual.
Hagihara Kenji can openly say that he is the one who knows Matsuda Jinhei best, and vice versa, Matsuda Jinhei can of course also.
Even Hagihara Chisou didn't know her younger brother like Matsuda Jinping. The relationship between relatives was indeed the most stable, but it wasn't comparable to the time the pair spent together.
Matsuda Jinpei thought it was over. He always believed in the self-regulation ability of his friends, but now he looks closely - it's not at all, Hagi!
This guy didn't come out at all!
It's just because I don't want him to worry, so I've maintained the same state as usual!
Matsuda Jinping: "..."
Matsuda Jinping: "..."
After realizing this, Matsuda Jinhei realized how correct the Danmaku group was.
As the old saying goes, people can't empathize. Matsuda Jinhei's focus was on the death of his friend, and after so long, he was already used to it. Everything now is a gift to him, so he can accept whatever happens.
But what about Hagihara Kenji? He lives his life happily, his parents are safe, his sister has her own life, and his friends are by his side. Now because of the high welfare of the police, I have saved a lot of money, and I can easily satisfy my expensive hobby (cars), which can be said to be a winner in life.
Maintaining such a happy mood, I was caught off guard by seeing the scene where my friend was relieved to die, and even the other party would become like that, which has a lot to do with me.
And your best friend admits that it's not a nightmare, it's reality, it really happened once!
Who does not break the defense? !
Hagihara Kenji's ability to maintain the status quo has proved how powerful his ability to self-regulate, or disguise - even Matsuda Jinpei, who knows him best, has never doubted it before.
Most importantly, for Matsuda Jinhei, this is long overdue.
But for Hagihara Kenji, this was something that just happened and it was too late to stop it.
Matsuda Jinping silently took a sip of the coffee in his hand, then frowned suddenly, and removed the coffee cup in his hand - he was burnt by the freshly brewed coffee.
In the next second, he was naturally handed a glass of ice water.
"Thank you." Matsuda Jinping gave a vague thank you and took it subconsciously. He took a sip of ice water in his mouth to cool it down. After a few seconds, he silently and silently set his eyes on him and passed it with a smile. Hagihara Kenji, who was drenched in ice water.
For some reason, Matsuda Jinping suddenly felt a little hair on his back. He carefully recalled what happened this week. It seems that things like this have happened a lot recently?
Matsuda Jinpei and Hagihara Kenji are so familiar that they can basically guess each other's thoughts without speaking sometimes. With just one look, tacit understanding comes naturally.
So Matsuda Jinhei didn't find this problem for a while - about the fact that he has been doing everything very well recently.
When he was using his laptop in the apartment, the battery was almost exhausted. Just as Matsuda Jinping was going to get the charging head, Kenji Hagihara handed it to him.
When the office was processing the materials, he was planning to go to the archives to confirm the materials, but when Hagihara Kenji passed by, he handed him just the one he needed.
His eyes were a little uncomfortable after looking at the computer for a long time. Hagihara Kenji could notice it in advance, and then asked his colleague to borrow eye drops for him.
The recent breakfast was also contracted by Hagihara Kenji. When Matsuda Jinhei yawned and opened the door, he could just see his friends sitting on the sofa and playing with their phones.
There are countless small things in life like this, but they all prove one thing. As for recently - Hagihara's attention has been on him.
Because of the exchange of the wish to have a good dream, Hagihara Kenji will not be troubled by nightmares, so he sleeps well, and he is too reliable on weekdays...
Matsuda Jinping recalled little by little. He bit the tip of his scalded tongue, turned his head to the normal-looking Hagihara Kenji and said, "Let's talk at night."
"Huh?" Hagihara Kenji blinked and said with a smile, "Okay~"
At this time, Matsuda Jinping raised his head and saw a few colleagues who had not left: "Are you still there?"
Colleagues: ...so you didn't even notice us just now? ! The current atmosphere is so strange!
One of my colleagues said haha: "Uh, if it's all right, we'll go back, haha... The work hasn't been done yet."
For the reason of work, several colleagues left the scene with strange expressions. Fortunately, Matsuda Jinping didn't care much about this aspect.
Matsuda Jinhei hesitated, but in the end he didn't plan to talk to Hagihara Kenji about this at the police station.
After returning to his post, Matsuda Jinhei returned to his normal state. He was not the kind of character that would affect his work because of foreign objects.
However, after gaining this awareness, Matsuda Jinping raised his eyes and met a pair of purple eyes that were not too far apart.
Hagihara Kenji didn't think there was any problem at all, and even raised his hand to say hello to Matsuda Jinping, then naturally looked away, and continued talking to the junior standing next to him.
Matsuda Jinping: "..."
After finally getting off work, Matsuda Jinhei breathed a sigh of relief—seriously, it was fine when I didn’t realize it, but after realizing it, I always felt a little… um, not used to it?
Hagihara Kenji sorted out the information on the table, and unconsciously approached Matsuda Jinhei. After the other party also stood up, he said with a smile, "It's still early, what do you want to eat at night?"
Matsuda Jinping replied casually: "It's all right."
But after answering this sentence, he paused: "I remember there are still in the refrigerator... go back to eat?"
Hagihara Kenji did not refuse: "Okay."
The cooking skills of the two people are comparable, and they are not comparable to Zhu Fu Jingguang anyway, but they can just do it. Breakfast is not that important to them, bread, omelets, fried rice, etc. can be eaten. There is a cafeteria for lunch, and for dinner, they usually find a random restaurant outside.
If they just eat dinner, they will choose cheap food such as ramen, and occasionally they will go to an izakaya together. Coupled with the popular Japanese culture of friendship, they cook their own meals and eat out, but the latter is more of the latter.
Matsuda Jinhei and Hagihara Kenji also stopped by the supermarket on their way back. When they really went home and finished dinner and washed the dishes, it was already completely dark outside.
Matsuda Jinping sat on the sofa, with Erlang's legs crossed, one hand resting on the soft handle next to the sofa to support his head, the whole person exuded the low pressure of a gangster.
Hagihara Kenji looked at this scene and wanted to laugh, but he really laughed: "Xiaozhenping?"
Matsuda Jinping didn't answer, just raised his eyes slightly, his eyebrows were cold and irritable, as if he was thinking about some complicated trouble.
But the source of the question was still a smiling face.
It was Matsuda Jinhei who clearly said that he wanted to talk, but now it was Hagihara Kenji who took the initiative.
The half-long-haired police officer changed his formal clothes when he came back, wearing ordinary home clothes, and there was hardly a trace of police aura on his body. His eyebrows were smiling: "Didn't you say you want to talk? What are you going to tell me."
"Have you been paying too much attention to me recently?" Matsuda Jinping hit a straight ball.
But Hagihara Kenji's answer also seemed fair and reasonable: "Well, is there any problem?"
Such an attitude caught Matsuda Jinping by surprise, and the curly-haired youth was silent for a few seconds before saying, "Why?"
"Why?" Hagihara Kenji repeated the question, raised his eyebrows, his tone was the same as before: "Don't Xiao Zhenping know the reason?"
Of course Matsuda Jinping knew, and it was because he knew that he didn't know how to speak now.
Hagihara Kenji didn't want to embarrass his friends after all, and when he saw Matsuda Jinhei's distressed expression, he also voluntarily surrendered.
Hagihara Kenji has innocent drooping eyes. From a very young age, he knew how to use his appearance to get what he wanted.
He and Matsuda Jinpei did the same thing. Hagihara Kenji would act coquettishly and cutely to let the elders relax, and Matsuda Jinpei would probably get a scolding. Oftentimes, Hagihara Kenji would be on the side. snicker.
- This is his talent.
And now, he's taking advantage of that too. Or it could not be regarded as an exploit, because everything he said next was the truth.
"This is very unfair, Xiaojinping." Hagihara Kenji restrained the smile on the corner of his mouth, "I thought you should be able to understand my current mood?"
"I know for you, that's in the past - even if you don't care about your choices at the time, you take it for granted."
"Of course, if it were me, maybe I would have made the same choice... Although I can't be sure, I can't be sure that I can make such a noble sacrifice?"
"What can't be determined is another matter, just what we all know now and what has happened."
"I saw it with my own eyes - although it was in the form of a dream, but for me, that was what happened in front of my eyes, I witnessed it with my own eyes... I saw your death, Xiao Jinping."
"Do you want me to have no buffer just after seeing your death, accept this, and then look to the future with a smile on his face?" Hagihara Kenji looked at his friend who seemed silent at the moment, and complained: "Then You are too cruel."
"It's not that I don't have a sense of reality. I know that you are indeed alive now, right in front of my eyes. It's not that I can't tell the difference between reality and the past."
"But it wasn't a dream, it wasn't an illusion, it was something that actually happened."
"I know what you are worried about, I just need a little time." When Hagihara Kenji pretended to be pitiful, almost no one could refuse: "So, give me a little time, okay?"
Hagihara Kenji said so, Matsuda Jinping, who had no chance to speak the whole time, what else could he say?
Matsuda Jinping: "..."
Matsuda Jinping clicked his tongue and looked away: "...Forget it, it's up to you."