MTL - Officer Matsuda Wants To Save Himself-Chapter 79

【Um? I seem to have heard some subtle noise just now? 】

【It's hagi's voice! ! Cry so hard! 】

【Small formation level! What are you doing in the daytime! (Angry) Come on, let me be healthy together! 】

[Shhasha, so is this live broadcast really just for live broadcast (cough cough)! 】

【Please let me take a sip of You Tamedan! 】

At this moment, various wonderful speeches poured into the barrage, but in the next moment, after listening to the dialogue, the direction of the barrage changed immediately.

[Xiao Zhenping's voice is so good]

[One is calm and the other is crying, so I have been standing in the wrong place? 】

【……】

【Fuck! ! 】

[…I sometimes wish I couldn’t understand Japanese. 】

【…Bah! 】

【Why are you talking about the Ferris wheel at this time! ? My Ferris wheel ptsd is not good yet! ! 】

[The Ferris wheel of someone else's house, sweet dating everyday, kiss at the highest point.

The Ferris wheel on Matsuda's side, the ptsd, the explosion, the last text message and the unfinished revenge pact. 】

[Stop the knife, stop the knife, the child can't stand it anymore]

【What happened woohoo, hagi—small array flat—]

[...this dialogue, help... help! 】

["That kind of agreement, you clearly know I'm joking, don't you?"

"Ah, of course I know."]

[…Save, so hagi knows this? ? 】

Matsuda Jinpei didn't have time to pay attention to the speech on the barrage, his eyes seemed extraordinarily calm at this moment, without the kind of aura that strangers should not enter, the facial features that Hagihara Kenji had always admired were revealed without any cover.

The naturally curly hair is messed up everywhere because of the lack of care, and the loose short sleeves are also messy and wrinkled because of the relationship between Hagihara Kenji, but foreign objects will not affect the pool that perfectly fits the aesthetics of normal people. face.

Therefore, compared with Hagihara Kenji at this moment, it seems that Hagihara Kenji is even more embarrassed. It was obviously Matsuda Jinping who had been envious of straight hair for so many years, but now it was messed up by the owner himself.

Matsuda Jinping also rubbed a hand, messing up the straight hair even more. After feeling that he had come back with revenge, he asked, "Calm down? Can you let me go?"

Hagihara Kenji's hand was obviously retracted a little, but before Matsuda Jin could breathe a sigh of relief, Hagihara Kenji shook his head decisively, exerted force on his arms again, and said firmly in his hoarse voice with trembling: "I won't let go. ."

"...Huh?" Matsuda Jinping was rather stunned.

"I always feel that when you let go, you will disappear." Hagihara Kenji stared at those clear and clean eyes almost paranoid. No one is more familiar with Matsuda Jinping than Hagihara Kenji, even Matsuda Jinping's father is more than not on. They have known each other since childhood, and have been together all year round. They have common preferences, and they have the same or influenced each other's habits.

Hagihara Kenji can speak uprightly and as a matter of course - he definitely knows Kojinhei better than Kojinhei's family - this kind of thing.

However, at this time, Hagihara Kenji looked at those calm and familiar eyes, but began to feel a little strange. He felt the fear, so the strength of his subordinates unconsciously increased a little more.

Matsuda Jinping lowered his head and met those drooping purple eyes. After a few seconds, he realized the emotion that came from the young taming.

I realized the fear and panic contained in it, as well as the fear that could not be concealed.

The corners of Matsuda Jinping's mouth still maintained the previous arc. If there were other people who knew him here, they would doubt whether the other party was himself.

At any time, Matsuda Jinhei has a sense of distance, which makes people feel the arrogance of the other party. Even if there is a Hagihara Kenji by his side, at most it will be a little restrained.

But at this moment, Matsuda Jinping didn't have the slightest bit of hostility and the kind of temperament that strangers don't enter, but appeared a little unexpectedly gentle.

"Why do you say that?" Matsuda Jinping asked.

Hagihara Kenji's eyes had a sour feeling, but he didn't dare to close his eyes. As soon as he closed his eyes, he seemed to be able to see the explosion of the Ferris wheel in the sky and the death of his friends.

It seems that only hugging and holding each other firmly can confirm the existence of each other - but it is not enough, Hagihara Kenji still feels a kind of flustered emotion.

Why? Hagihara Kenji himself couldn't answer. But after meeting that face and the expression on his friend's face, he got the answer.

...Ah, so that's what it is.

Hagihara Kenji said with difficulty: "Your expression now is exactly the same as then."

Matsuda Jinping was stunned.

Hagihara Ken's eyes were still red, and he repeated it, his voice almost popping out word by word: "It's the same as the expression on the Ferris wheel..."

Hagihara Kenji never realized this before, but now he sees it, so he perceives it.

"You spend every day now as if it were the last day." Hagihara Kenji couldn't control the trembling in his tone again.

Why is it a stolen miracle, because it was stolen, so I have the idea that it will be lost at any time. It seems that only in this way, there will be no regrets at the moment of loss.

Hagihara Kenji and Matsuda Jinhei are different.

Matsuda Jinping's life had an extra four years of accidents. He was used to the departure of his friends. Now all this is a pleasant surprise for him. It can't be worse than the last time, so Matsuda Jinping's mentality is very stable. Except for a specific person, it is difficult to arouse his emotions, and it is particularly reliable and mature.

Hagihara Kenji has never lost anything in his life, and he will not be used to this kind of thing. For him, it was a moment when he saw his friend leave. He has no chance of buffering.

Therefore, it is only now that the existence of Matsuda Jinhei will be firmly grasped.

Matsuda Jinping reacted to the meaning of this sentence, and the aura that had been softened in order to appease the other party tensed up again.

"Let go." Matsuda Jinhei gave such an order in a too cold tone.

Hagihara Kenji's mouth was tightly pursed all the time, and in the end he didn't want to make his friend really angry. There was a sense of grievance and pitifulness between his eyebrows and he slowly let go, which made Matsuda Jinhei feel a little funny.

Matsuda Jinping stretched out his hand and flicked Hagihara Kenji's forehead, and in the subconscious reaction of the other party's pain and slammed his head over his head, he said with a low smile, "Where did you think of going?"

"I have never felt that my current life is false. What do you think I did for those strange actions in the past?" Matsuda Jinping held his hands against the railing at the end of the bed behind him, his whole posture seemed lazy: "Perhaps you said Right."

When Hagihara Kenji wanted to speak, Matsuda Jinping turned his head sideways: "But what does it matter?"

"Four years—" Matsuda Jinpei said this accurate word for the first time in front of Hagihara Kenji. Looking at the stinging expression on his friend's face, the curly-haired man was silent for a while: "I don't know how to explain it."

"Hagi." Matsuda Jinping met his friend's eyes again, his tone still calm. Under Hagihara Kenji's dazed gaze, Matsuda Jinhei smiled and said, "I'm lucky because I have the opportunity to come back."

"I get a reply to my text messages, you drag me to those troublesome socials, and I can always get your response."

Matsuda Jinhei has always been a direct person, he finds the problem, so he will fix it. He doesn't let himself stay in the past, he keeps moving forward.

Hagihara Kenji's departure was too sudden for him, and it was an accident within an accident. It was not that he had not imagined this ending, but it was too early and unexpected.

"I can't deny those four years, but do you want to deny the current seven years?"

The memory of four years is not false, but the seven years now are also true.

"You're still here, and so am I." Matsuda Jinping knew better than anyone how to adjust his mentality. He stretched out a hand and placed it in front of Kenji Hagihara: "Isn't that enough?"

Hagihara Kenji: "..."

Maybe it's not a bad thing now, Matsuda Jinpei thought to himself.

This guy Hagihara will definitely care more about his own life than before. He doesn't like to act like he does now. Don't think he doesn't know, everyone in the office has been attacked by this guy. Except for the dead brains, they will help Hagihara. lie.

If it hadn't been seen by the surveillance monitoring, Matsuda Jinping would have been concealed by now.

Hagihara Kenji is such a person. At the moment when he doesn't really understand, he will keep himself in a relaxed mood-because the explosion-proof suit is too hot and heavy, so he doesn't want to wear it-for such a simple reason.

Matsuda Jinping never cared that his secret was known, or it was not a secret to him. That memory was no longer his alone, which made Matsuda Jinhei even more relaxed.

Sometimes Matsuda Jinhei felt that those four years were just his own false memories, and the reality was too happy, making that lack seem a little unreal.

Just a little sorry Hagi? But when he thought about why this happened, the other party's problems took the majority, and Matsuda Jinhei didn't care even more.

"Okay, go wash your face, and I'll go back and change clothes." Matsuda Jinping tugged at the still wet shoulders and complained, "It's all stained by you."

Hagihara Kenji blinked, watching Matsuda Jinhei about to disappear from his room, panic in those beautiful drooping eyes, subconsciously wanting to catch up, and then with a snap—

Hagihara Kenji fell off the bed!

Matsuda Jinping: "..."

Matsuda Jinping: "Pfft."

But after that, Matsuda Jinhei couldn't laugh anymore. He took out a set of clean clothes with a stiff face, and turned to face Kenji Hagihara, who was lying at the door staring at him: "I want to change clothes."

Hagihara Kenji: "Oh."

Blue veins popped out of Matsuda Jinping's forehead, and the smile on his face was obviously hideous: "You don't understand what I mean?"

"Understood." Hagihara Kenji replied obediently with red eyes, and then said as a matter of course: "So?"

Ah... so you should be beaten, right? Anyway, he told Officer Takahashi to send Hagihara to the hospital, so let's make this a reality. Matsuda Jinhirai thought so with an expression on his face.