MTL - Of All the Transmigrations, Why Am I a Prisoner?-Chapter 46 The night is dark and the moon is bright
Officially, there are occasional passers-by passing by, and seeing a handsome and cold young man riding a horse on the side of the road, bowing his head and thinking about something, the passers-by frequently look at him.
"What a handsome man."
"But it looks cold..."
The voices of other people's discussions reached Yan Shu's ears with the wind.
Cold?
Yan Shu had heard many similar comments.
Lonely, humiliated, unsmiling, etc.
In fact, Yan Shu wasn't like this when he was young. Although he didn't speak much at that time, he didn't like to be alone.
He likes to follow Yan Ziqing and learn various herbal names and medicinal properties from him.
He likes to practice martial arts with Qin Jueming, hold a wooden stick as a sword, and dance a beautiful sword flower.
He liked to eat all kinds of delicious sugar cakes and desserts with the current saint who was still a foolish prince at that time.
Since when did he become more and more reserved and like to be alone?
Yan Shu remembered.
After Yan Ziqing was put on death row.
He was brought back to Qin Mansion by Qin Jueming, but was opposed by the Qin family.
The Qin family was afraid that Yan Shu would implicate them and did not allow Yan Shu to live in the Qin mansion. For this, Qin Jueming was almost broken by Qin's father.
They didn't understand why Qin Jueming was wading in muddy waters.
At Qin Jueming's persistent request, Qin's mother finally compromised, provided that Qin Jueming had to marry the daughter of the Minister of Rites as his wife.
Qin Jueming had only one answer from beginning to end.
"impossible."
In desperation, Qin Jueming had to hide Yan Shu in the dark room of the room.
Since then, the young Yan Shu has only been able to be alone, sitting in a dark room with a few candles and reading a book.
No morning and evening, no sun and moon, no spring, summer, autumn and winter.
Only one side clean room and bean candle fire.
and boundless loneliness.
Qin Jueming often came to visit him in the dark room with a tired and sleepy face, as well as many snacks and interesting gadgets.
Xiao Yanshu has always been very obedient, neither noisy nor noisy, but when Qin Jueming left, he would hold his hand tightly.
But in the end, he will let Qin Jueming go.
It was also at that time that Yan Shu learned how to swallow hardships and live with loneliness.
Later, for a long period of time, Qin Jueming did not come to visit him again. The only one who came to the dark room every day was the mute Uncle Zhao who put down the dishes and left.
Just when Xiaoyanshu thought Qin Jueming didn't want him.
Qin Jueming appeared again.
He hugged Xiaoyanshu and said to Xiaoyanshu, "Don't worry, I'll be out soon, very soon."
Xiaoyanshu couldn't help but ask Qin Jueming, "Is Daddy coming to pick me up?"
Qin Jueming was stunned for a moment, then burst into tears.
Covering his face with his hands, he knelt on the ground in front of Yan Shu's face and cried wantonly, as if he was about to vomit out the blood and tears of a lifetime, which really startled Xiao Yanshu.
That was the first time Yan Shu saw Qin Jueming cry, and the last time.
Qin Jueming did not break his promise, and quickly took Xiaoyanshu out of the dark room.
Because she hadn't seen the sun for too long, Xiao Yanshu's eyes were covered with black cloth, and it took a while before she took it off.
It is the beginning of summer, the yard is sunny, the birds are dancing, and the yard is thriving.
But Xiao Yanshu felt extremely dazzling.
He began to like nocturnal, like to be alone.
However, although he often acted at night, he never thought of looking up at the bright moon above his head.
Until that day...
That day, in the dilapidated firewood house, Li Changtian was lying on a haystack with his hands folded behind his head, and said to him with a smile.
"Look at the moon, you see, it's round."
Yan Shu looked up.
The cool moon crosses the boat, the Milky Way is immersed, and thousands of miles of autumn are like wipes.
It turned out that when the night was dark, there was light.
Yan Shu suddenly understood.
Why did he have to take Li Changtian to Jiangnan.
Because he saw himself as a child, sitting in the corner of the dark room, hugging his knees, and muttering in a low voice, "Is there anyone? I'm a little scared, will I die alone like this?"
On the official road, Yan Shu suddenly turned the horse's head and drove the horse towards Shuofang.
Arriving at the gate of Shuofang, Yan Shu turned over and dismounted, and suddenly his body froze.
Even if he understood why he had to take Li Changtian to Jiangnan, what could he do?
Li Changtian didn't want to leave with him!
How did he start to be self-righteous again?
Yan Shu took a deep breath and let it out slowly, then lowered his eyes and climbed back on the horse.
But it's just standing alone.
He is no longer a child, and he should learn to endure loneliness.
Qin Mansion, West Side Courtyard, in the early morning, Li Changtian woke up from a dream.
Since rebirth and crossing over, Li Changtian has rarely dreamed, and he didn't know what happened last night. He kept dreaming about the days when he was tossing around at relatives' houses.
Li Changtian slowly exhaled the turbid air in his lungs, stretched his waist, got up, and folded the quilt into bean curd blocks as usual.
Just then, there was a knock on the door of his wing.
Li Changtian was stunned for a moment, and stepped forward to open the door.
Uncle Zhao stood at the door with his breakfast.
"Thank you old man." Li Changtian thanked him repeatedly. He brought his breakfast into the room and put it on the table. Suddenly, he thought of Yan Shu.
I remembered that day Yan Shu said to him helplessly, "I'll call you when I'm eating."
Li Changtian sighed.
day! He misses Yanshu! !
But **** it! !
In fact, Li Changtian has always had a special feeling for Yan Shu.
After all, he was reborn and traveled to a strange world. He still had nothing and was down and out. At this time, Yan Shu gave him help and warmth.
Without Yan Shu, he would probably have a psychological problem! Directly live autistic!
Hey, but because of this, Li Changtian was even more reluctant to drag Yan Shu down.
Li Changtian finished drinking the porridge with a long sigh, and at this moment, the door of his wing was knocked again.
Li Changtian estimated that Zhao Bolai packed up the dishes and got up to open the door.
The moment he saw the person outside the door, Li Changtian was dumbfounded.
Yan Shu looked at Li Changtian and said.
"I hope you can go to Jiangnan with me."
Li Changtian suddenly widened his eyes.
Because of Yan Shu's words.
What he said was not 'I want to take you to Jiangnan'.
He said yes.
"I hope you can go to Jiangnan with me."
