MTL - My Family’s Omega Has Just Grown Up-Chapter 51
Within a few days, Lin Yuehua went to hospital. After the banquet, Zhuo Xiangming picked him up and went directly to the hospital from the school. She did n’t have a needle in her hand, and she was wearing light makeup. Looks like a lost soul.
Tong Yan knows that not many people can sustain such a long period of cancer at an advanced stage, and this step will always come slowly.
But intellectual knowledge does not affect emotions. They came out of the hospital and Zhuo Xiangming's hand was always held by Zhuo Xiangming. The two returned home in silence. Zhuo Xiangming was okay. He was an adult and looked like an adult. The main reason was that the child's banquet was not high. He was down. .
Zhuo Xiangming touched his bowl edge with chopsticks: "Don't eat?"
Tong Yan said: "I don't want to eat anymore."
"Then I'll be hungry before eating." Zhuo Xiangming didn't force him, "How much homework?"
Tong Yan said: "OK."
Zhuo Xiangming made a noise and stopped eating, holding him upstairs.
Zhuo Xiangming was doing his homework while doing the homework. He sent several emails and made two more phone calls. Tong Yan listened, and he was contacting the doctor.
After a while, Tong Yan put down his pen and said, "Can the mother cure this disease?"
Sitting at the office desk, Zhuo Xiangming raised his eyes and looked at him with a pitying look. After a while, he said softly, "We are trying to find a way."
Tong Yan quickly lowered his head, Zhuo Xiangming hung up the waiting call in his hand, walked to him, held his chin in his hands, and found his eyes red.
Tong Yan always knew that Lin Yuehua was sick, but she didn't go to the hospital, he could tell himself that there was nothing serious, and suddenly she saw that she was wearing a sick clothes, and he couldn't stand it.
Zhuo Xiangming let go of his chin, and immediately turned his face to the side.
It was dark at more than eight o'clock, and night fell, and the glass windows behind it were dark.
Zhuo Xiangming squatted in front of the child's banquet, holding his hand in one hand and covering his side with the other.
Tong Yan felt that Zhuo Xiangming was definitely 100 times and 10,000 times more uncomfortable than him. At this time, he should comfort Zhuo Xiangming, but the situation was reversed. He felt himself useless, and then felt sorry for Zhuo Xiangming.
"Tong Tong." Zhuo Xiangming whispered, "Let's talk?"
The banquet took a breath, sipping Zhuo Xiangming's palm, and said to him, "It's all right, you're busy, I'll do my homework."
He was never someone who said nothing was wrong, Zhuo Xiangming looked at him and confirmed: "Is it all right?"
Tong Yan smiled at him: "Really."
Zhuo Xiangming rubbed his face on the back of his hand and got up and said, "Then you do your homework first."
He called again and this time went to another room without a child feast.
Tong Yan thought that he couldn't help such a thing, so he could only try to avoid chaos and at least deal with himself. He was very confused and sad, but he still seriously finished his homework, received a schoolbag, and set it down to the first floor.
In the evening, Zhuo Xiangming took a shower first, and after the children's banquet was washed out, he was hugged into bed.
Zhuo Xiangming first helped him to blow his hair, circled it in his arms, and kissed his face, and kissed him. The banquet took the hair dryer and put his hand on the bedside table.
"What the **** is wrong?" Zhuo Xiangming rubbed a few times on his back and whispered, "Less a little uncomfortable, I feel bad."
Alpha's pheromone slowly soothes the tense nerves, the bedroom is lit with yellow wall lamps, only the bright corner of the bed is circled, the children's banquet leans against Zhuo Xiangming's arms, and feels his comforting touch. , Whispered, "I remembered my mother just now, but I don't remember her much."
Zhuo Xiangming murmured and hugged him more tightly. Tong Yan said: "My dad and brother used to mention her often, but it has slowly decreased in recent years. They all say that she loves me very much, But I don't remember and can't remember. "
"There are many photos of her at home. She is very beautiful. My dad has shown several home videos. She was still healthy at that time." After a pause, Tong Yan said, "I was not there at that time."
After thinking about it, Zhuo Xiangming said, "What is the content of home video?"
Tong Yan recalled: "Tong Yang was also very small. They spread a piece of cloth on the lawn in front of our house and put a lot of food. My dad held a video recorder and chased Tong Yang to ask him questions."
Zhuo Xiangming said: "What about your mother?"
Tong Yan said: "She ... she was on the side, always laughing, very happy."
Tong Yan's words were quite wordless, but Zhuo Xiangming seemed to understand something.
"It's not your fault not to remember her." Zhuo Xiangming said, "At that time, you were too young to know your saturation and hungry. Many children who were trafficked at that age grew up thinking they were adoptive parents. Naturally, this kid doesn't blame. "
"I believe she is not only happy with Tong Yang. You are a young son and you are also an omega-many people will think that omega babies are more lovely, so we reasonably assume that after giving birth to you, your mother will definitely And very happy. "
The banquet did not speak. After seeing Lin Yuehua, a lot of ideas that have been evaded have emerged, and these things that need to be avoided are too heavy for him, and he cannot adjust his mood.
"After I was born, her health was bad." Tong Yan said slowly.
Zhuo Xiangming leaned back on the bed and held the child's banquet in his arms to find a more comfortable angle. He pulled the quilt over the child's banquet and said, "Baby, that's not your fault."
"Everyone is looking forward to the arrival of a new family member. The decision to make the child is also an adult's decision. The risk of childbearing has always existed. Avoiding one kind of nature will naturally cause another. The trouble is never solved." Zhuo Xiang Ming said, "No one can choose his own birth, only the person who gave birth to him."
"They decided to get pregnant, and that must be based on thinking about being willing to take risks."
Tong Yan turned to look at him, and felt that Zhuo Xiangming was too quibble, and felt that every sentence that Zhuo Xiangming said made sense.
Zhuo Xiangming's face seemed gentle under the dim light in the room, his eyes frowning, his eyes focused and serious when he looked down at him. Tong Yan had a heart attack and his eyes became hot, and he looked away anxiously.
"Baby." Zhuo Xiangming kissed his eyes and sighed, "Baby."
Tong Yan has never lacked material things since he was a child, but he has always envied the existence of his mother. Other people ’s mothers, he envied in a very despicable way: whenever he sees his classmate ’s mother to pick up from school, he is very I want to be that child.
When he grows up and goes to elementary school, the demand for mothers does not seem to be so strong. This idea does not appear so often, but the impact still exists. Most of his good friends are very dependent on the type of mother. "My mom" hung by her mouth.
But he did not realize that in junior high school, he had a relationship with a boy for more than two years, until one time he heard that the boy was chatting with a group of people, talking about it, and being good with the children ’s party was because the child ’s party was rich, which was equivalent to selling It ’s time to eat. Anyway, the boy will take him and Tong Yan for lunch every day. His mother made it.
Later, the relationship between the two people faded away deliberately away from the children's banquet. At that time, the children's banquet realized their problems.
So he fumbled and changed this paranoia again.
Life without a mother is not smooth. It is very tiring. It takes a lot of detours and experiences more upsurges than others. There are many, many non-problem issues that must be figured out by yourself. It is very hard to grow into a good one. Adults.
Tong Yan once thought so.
Until he met Zhuo Xiangming.
His parents were there, but he grew up silently and grew up to be a nice adult.
Tong Yan also realized that the family model in the world is not fixed. Everyone has a way to express love. It does not necessarily exist to represent participation. There are more ways to express love than to ignore it.
At first, I wanted to be close to Lin Yuehua, probably because of the curiosity caused by the lack of female elders. Later, he fell in love with Zhuo Xiangming. Because of the regrets that the person once suffered from regret and heartache, he tried to pull in between Zhuo Xiangming and Lin Yuehua relationship.
Later, Lin Yuehua was very kind to him, and he really liked Lin Yuehua, but had to admit that most of them were due to Zhuo Xiangming. Because of the blood of his lover, he gave some love again.
The importance of the integrity of the family has been felt for more than ten years. He understands better than anyone. After Lin Yuehua's death, Zhuo Xiangming will completely become a poor person. The damage caused by the permanent break of some links cannot be repaired. Yes, he no longer needs to be sympathetic and pitiful. Why should Zhuo Xiangming also suffer in this way?
He would prefer Zhuo Xiangming to return to that house again and again with a grudge against Lin Yuehua and Zhuo Zhengde forever. Although he wasn't happy watching it, at least there was a place to go back.
"I wanted to lose my temper with you today," said Tong Yan for a while, after being silent.
Today, the class teacher issued a letter of intent for the college entrance examination. This was revised and confirmed by them during the first and second years of high school. This is the last time. The person previously confirmed is Tong Yang. This time it became Zhuo Xiangming.
Before he got married, it did n’t matter where he went to study, and it did n’t matter how far he went, but so many things happened in the middle. Today, the candidate for the foreign school Yang Ding that he got, signed the letter of intent to Zhuo Xiangming The name, and the word "agree" was written in the column of the guardian's opinion.
At that time, Tong Yan's hands were shaking with anger, remembering the small abnormalities that he showed from time to time, staring at "agree" and being speechless.
The letter of intent was in your pocket. The first decision was to return to the child's house at the school gate. If Zhuo Xiangming is still not sure of the relationship between the two, then calm down with each other for a while.
Then at the hospital entrance, he was going to directly ask Zhuo Xiangming and explain all his dissatisfaction. What exactly was marriage and token to him? If none of this can give him a sense of security and can't make him fully believe in his love, what can be done?
Tong Yan prepared a lot of sharp words, but in the end he couldn't say anything.
After deciding to return to Tong's house in the classroom, he couldn't help thinking about it. The battery of Rotary Turtle has not been replaced. When will Zhuo Xiangming plan to take it to replace it? I've worked hard, but it won't work, but now Zhuo Zhengde seems willing to take care of his family. Will Zhuo Xiangming gradually have more confidence in his feelings? His free and easy did not persist for three minutes, after He Tan met Zhuo Xiangming face to face.
"... The hateful thing is that as soon as I see you, all I want is to love you. You said that my mother was hospitalized, and I immediately worried whether you would be very sad, how sad, and I would lose my temper in a few seconds. It's forgotten. "
Listening to what he said and telling his feelings from the school gate to going home, Zhuo Xiangming only felt that he was a waste.
He didn't want to be a loser in the relationship, but the fact is that if it wasn't for the child's banquet to stop and wait for him again and again, he wouldn't even be able to start.
At that time, if it wasn't for the Tong Yan first to ask that relationship, when will he confess to the Tong Yan? Maybe wait for him to be ill, maybe wait for him to take a vacation, or wait for him to go abroad after taking the exam, go high and fly, and stand next to another excellent alpha when he returns home, he can only tell himself at night that love is not necessarily obtained, Not to mention the fact that I have never tried to fight, why bother with nothing.
