MTL - Mr. Rong’s Lovelorn Diary-Chapter 60
The later development of this story is not much different from what Yu Yi guessed.
After all, Yi Yi has had many similar experiences. He took it for granted with some friends who are also omega, and his heart is open. However, it is inevitable that some people will use his appearance as Alpha because of his appearance, so he has a different feeling in the day and night.
In contrast, Chen Kezhen is more sinful than Yi Yi. After all, he is really an Alpha, and is a tall and handsome Alpha. Yi Yi took herself into the unlucky school brother and felt that the seemingly pitiful guy in front of him was rumored.
As with Yi Yi’s experience, the school girl naturally confessed, and Chen Ke’s natural rejection.
After listening to Chen Kezhen’s reasons, the unwilling schoolmate said that you have not tried it. How do you know that you really can’t be with omega?
"So he wants to prove to me that I don't feel like the pheromone of omega as I said."
"And then he failed?"
"No," Chen Kezhen said. "He succeeded."
"..."
"I was really overwhelmed at the time. I once thought that even if I split into Alpha, I can get rid of this instinct. It turned out to be fake. My body really does react to the pheromone of omega, even if I There is no idea for the owner of the smell. I actually have the urge to have a relationship with someone who doesn't love at all. It feels like the spirit and the body are completely torn."
"Then you will..."
"No," Chen Kezhen shook his head. "Almost. I was too desperate. It was all the words that my sister said in front of me when she was a child. Her resentment, pain, and her ruined life have to It has been reproduced in me. It is obviously a road that I must make up when I was very young. But it is useless, I can hardly control the impulse. I can’t accept myself, I feel special. nausea."
"No," Yi Yi quickly leaned forward and reached out and grabbed him. He leaned his forehead against his shoulder. "You said it is wrong. Because your heart is very clean, so there will be So strong guilt. And in the end you still resist, right?"
When he finished, the head resting on his shoulder trembled twice and made a sly laugh.
"I'm mad at it," Chen Kezhen whispered. "Scared him."
"Uh……"
"In fact, he was frightened before, because I didn't expect that my reaction would be so big," Chen Kezhen sighed shallowly. "At that time everyone was young, he should have regretted it soon."
"After that, you smell the smell of omega and spit it out?"
Chen Keqi looked up and watched him carefully: "That... you said don't be angry."
Yi Yi frowned: "What happened?"
"The doctor said that in fact, such a stress reaction at the time said that it is not easy to reappear after leaving the environment. I am doing this now, probably because I have been giving myself psychological hints."
"What do you mean?"
"That is... this kind of stress reaction will make me feel very safe," Chen said. "I thought I could never like an omega. So, my subconscious has been repeatedly suggesting myself, letting myself be in a hurry. There can be a safety valve in case."
"..."
"I never thought that one day this kind of problem would cause me so much trouble," Chen Kezhen looked at him. "Yi Yi, you are an accident in my life."
Yi Yi can't speak.
He wants to kiss him again, but he is afraid that he will still feel uncomfortable.
"But it's really much better now," Chen Kezhen grabbed his hand. "I used to think about the stomach and I can spit it out. But you see, last night I was in your sweet and greasy taste." Soaked for so long, still strong enough."
As a result of his mention, a large amount of shameful memories quickly recovered in the brain.
"You were last night... After I fell asleep..." It was too difficult to say, and he said that half of the voice was dumb.
"I didn't mean to come in," Chen Kezhen was also a little embarrassed. "But I will die if I don't deal with it."
"..."
"I didn't look at it..."
Yan Yi sighed.
"Then, do you want to get rid of this kind of psychological suggestion that there is something I can help?" he asked.
There is still a half sentence, he did not say anything. I can't even peek at it, it's too bad, so when can I have a chance to feel the big breast muscles?
Chen Kezhen suddenly smiled after listening.
"Actually, my doctor has mentioned before, if you can bring the object together when you consult, it is the best."
Yi Yi immediately nodded: "Well, when is the next time?"
Chen Kezhen still laughs, but there is no answer at all, just watching him all the time.
Yi Yi is a bit stunned: "What?"
"My, object," Chen Kezhen said with a smile, then pointed his finger at Yi Yi, "You."
Yan Yi's face is red: "What's wrong, isn't it me? We are not... what is it. I understand it wrong?"
"No," Chen Kezhen reached out and hugged him. "I am so happy."
"..."
"The ups and downs of life," he said, "I was so anxious that I could barely pull my hair when I couldn't buy a ticket the night before. It took a long time to see someone retiring, and the landing time was still after the meeting. When I got off the plane, I found that you didn’t return to the hotel, and even the mobile phone was turned off. I felt that my life was almost finished.”
"..."
Yi Yi said nothing, and reached out and silently shook his head's hair.
"Why don't you ask me why I have a door card for your room?" Chen Kezhen suddenly asked.
"The rooms are all set by you. It is not easy for you to move your hands and feet."
"not angry?"
In general, this kind of behavior is really a bit dangerous. But Yi Yi only hates this person too safely. She is afraid that she will get rid of the bed and it will not happen to any children.
It is Chen Kezhen, maybe he will spit out to the hospital.
Thinking of this, Yi Yi suddenly asked: "Yes, then you and your schoolmate..."
"I didn't contact you very much later." Chen Kezhen answered.
"Is it because the incident has alarmed both parents, and as a result, you collapsed, and the parents on both sides are right?"
"..."
"is not it?"
"It's over," Chen Kezhen said. "How did I find such a clever object, and I was afraid that I would be cured to obey the post."
The man's mouth suddenly became sweet, but Yi Yi still caught his intention to transfer the topic.
"I was not so stingy," said Yi Yi. "Your cheap brother has found true love to marry, very good."
“Well,” Chen Kezhen said. “I think I am also faster.”
"..." Yi Yi felt incredible. "How do you become so talking?"
“Is there?” Chen Kezhen said. “I also feel a bit strange. How do you get so tempered?”
This is an outlet that is still familiar and unpleasant. In the heart of his heart, he couldn’t help but want to breathe a sigh of relief.
Then he suddenly thought of a problem that seemed very ridiculous now.
"Since you know that Mo Zhenfei is the kind of person, why should you send me the ticket he gave you?"
"...you didn't overhear it," Chen Kezhen said in a bad tone. "You are ruining yourself."
Yu Yi opened a little distance with him and frowned and stared at him.
Chen Kezhen silently removed his gaze: "...there is still a reason, because it is stupid."
Yan Yi frowned: "You are saying that I am still talking about yourself?"
Chen Kezhen’s words and expressions were subtle. After a while, he whispered a little: "In the end, I will like him and you are not smart enough to go there."
This bastard, two minutes ago, still said that he "find a smart object."
Chen Kezhen gradually softened his attitude in the sharp sight of Yi Yi, and eventually he licked his mouth and said: "Tell me. I am not stupid enough to do such a stupid thing?"
"Is it to compensate me?" asked Yi Yi.
Chen Kezhen put the ticket into the perimeter of the pile should be the second day of the high fever. At that time, Yi Yi was sick because he was forced to live in his room and was affected by pheromones.
Therefore, this is about a ten-minute apology.
"Almost..." Chen Ke's expression still looks a bit annoyed. "At that time, I didn't think much. I thought... this thing might make you happy."
"..."
"The result is that you are happy," Chen Kezhen said. "I was almost mad."
"I am not very happy either."
Yi Yi said.
After all, the artist who has been infatuated for so long, suddenly collapsed, and always feels complicated.
Idol is a very magical existence. When you like him, of course you can enjoy the romantic plots that happen between him and him. But those are not achievable. If the other party really crossed the scale, it is no longer the perfect person in your heart.
However, Yi Yi now no longer needs a person who brings him fantasy.
Now that he has someone around him, he can bring him real and bring him the future.
"Well, no one is happy except the neuropathy," Chen Kezhen was very depressed. "With silly × can't describe my brains wrong."
Yi Yi couldn't help but laugh.
In fact, when he got the ticket, he was really very happy.
But not as good as it is now. When Chen Kezhen said that he just wanted to make him happy, he really became very happy. Well-being is probably a catalyst that can make the most simple joy and happiness expand infinitely, making people become swaying.
The only fly in the ointment is that at such a moment, he has to forcibly resist the desire to kiss him. Chen Kezhen knew how many times he had spit from last night to the present day, so that he would not be able to stand it.
When he was worried about Chen Kezhen, Chen Kezhen was also a bit worried about him.
"You really aren't hungry," he said, pointing his finger at the box of snacks on the coffee table. "It's all cool."
Yi Yi turned his head and glanced at it, and suddenly he came up with a thought.
"Do you want to eat shrimp," he grabbed Chen Kejun's hand and shook it. "I will take you now!"