MTL - Miss Gu and Miss Qu-Chapter 31
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All the previous efforts fell short at this moment, although some couldn't believe it, but the doorbell was still ringing, Qu Xizhi had no choice but to stop everything and put the quilt on Gu Xizhi, "I'll go out and have a look. "
Gu Xizhi didn't seem to hear her words at all. When he lowered his head, his cheeks were covered by the light, so he couldn't see her expression clearly in the shadows.
Time waits for no one, although Qu Xizhi has a lot to say to her, but this is not the time to talk after all, so he had to tidy up his clothes slightly, walked to the door and looked outside through the door mirror.
Standing outside the door, Ling Xian was wearing a short black skirt. With her capable and mature appearance, Qu Xizhi had no doubt that she was just here to chat with him at this time. Sure enough, as soon as Qu Xizhi opened the door, Ling Xian said seriously, "Your phone and Ms. Gu's phone can't get through. Director Zhao just called and asked me to ask you if Ms. Gu is here."
"Are you looking for her?"
"Dong Sun came here on a business trip and wanted Miss Gu to come out and have a meal with him."
Qu Xizhi looked at the time, "It's very late now, we should have finished eating, there is no need for her to go there."
"What Director Zhao means is that if Director Sun doesn't see Ms. Gu tonight, the play "Walking River" may not be performed so smoothly."
Qu Xizhi rarely frowned, "What does this mean?"
"There is a newcomer named Ivy in the company who really wants to play "Wang Chuan". Director Zhao said that if you don't give Sun Dong any face, this matter will be very difficult." After a pause, "Actually, Sun Tingyou Character, indeed, can do anything.”
Qu Xizhi was silent for a moment, then looked back at the quiet room, and said in a low voice, "I see, I'll come to Sun Tingyou about this matter, you go back first."
Although it was strange that Qu Xizhi didn't answer whether Gu Xizhi was here or not from the beginning to the end, but she was used to it and left without asking any questions.
Watching Ling Xian leave, Qu Xizhi closed the door and went back to the bedroom door. When he was about to reach the door of the bedroom, Qu Xizhi glanced at Gu Xizhi's mobile phone which was damaged by splashing paint, stood there for a while, and then gently pushed open the slightly closed door of the bedroom after a while.
Same as the previous situation, the bedroom was full of air-conditioning, the light was still dim, Gu Xizhi still sat on the bed with his knees hugged and said nothing, the bright red sheets became very dark under the dim light.
There was no sound in the bedroom, and the too quiet environment made people feel a little uncomfortable. Qu Xizhi opened his mouth, and many, many words turned into a simple question after seeing Gu Xizhi slightly raised his white-haired face ,"are you OK?"
Gu Xizhi lowered his head and did not speak, and buried his face in his palm, wishing he could bury himself in the pit. Everything that happened just now was as inexplicable as a dream. She felt like she was under a curse to do those things, and she couldn't believe it was herself, and she didn't know how she would do such things.
Obviously Qu Xizhi is a woman, she is also a woman, she and her can only be regarded as friends, but because of a momentary loss of control, it has developed to this point, not only has she no face to face others, she has no face to face herself, and she also has no face Facing the word friend.
Seeing her clasping her bent knees tightly with both hands, the knuckles of her ten fingers turned white, Qu Xizhi took a few steps forward, trying to direct her thoughts to a positive direction, "Actually, this kind of thing just now is not easy for adults It's normal in the middle, and it's normal between women, I know you haven't done this kind of thing before, but if there were no accidents just now, we..." The words of persuasion came to an abrupt end when Gu Xizhi lowered his head and wept, Qu Xizhi walked up to her, and before she could speak, she raised her head and said with red eyes, "I'm sorry for what happened just now, please forget it immediately."
Qu Xizhi was stunned for a while, and said after a while, "But it's not as much as you think..."
"I regret it very much." Gu Xizhi's emotions were a little broken, because he was so irritated by his inexplicable and shameful behavior that he couldn't find a reason just now, and his words were a little indiscriminate, "I don't know how to refuse at all. You, you are no different from Lin Mingling when you press on every step of the way!"
Qu Xizhi didn't speak, and the expression on his face was obviously hurt. After a short silence, Qu Xizhi took the initiative to apologize, "I'm sorry, I didn't control my behavior, but you have to believe that I am different from her, I did this to you only because..." She paused, seeing her disgusted The "like you" stuck in his throat after looking like this swallowed back, but said with some helplessness, "Anyway, I am different from her."
Gu Xizhi didn't respond, but lowered his head, and after a while, he said seriously with red eyes, "I won't be performing "Wang Chuan" anymore."
Qu Xizhi was a little surprised, his beautiful eyes looked a little deep because he was puzzled, "You have already acted half of this play, how can you say that you can't act if you don't act?"
"I won't act if I say I won't act." Gu Xizhi wiped his tears capriciously, "I heard what you were talking to Ling Xian just now, and I know what Sun Tingyou meant, and that old pervert didn't want to let him go at all. For any female artist, if he thinks of me now, then he just gave up this drama."
Qu Xizhi frowned, and said disapprovingly, "You have been preparing for this movie for so long, let alone halfway through filming, even if you don't have a scene, you can never be replaced, not to mention that there are very few people in the film industry. A more suitable heroine for this drama than you, and you just happen to need this drama very much."
Gu Xizhi shook his head, as if he couldn't listen at all, "I don't care about these things, I don't want to care about them, I just don't want to make this movie right now."
She was so sure and resolute, Qu Xizhi looked at her and was silent for a long time before saying, "Is it because of me?"
Gu Xizhi buried his head in his knees and did not speak.
Qu Xizhi turned his head to look at the night scene outside the window, and after recovering for a few seconds, he turned his head and said to her, "If you just said what you said just because you wanted to avoid me, then I will go, and you don't need to go."
Gu Xizhi still buried her head in her knees, but her trembling body clearly proved that she was crying.
Qu Xizhi took out a dozen tissues from a side cabinet, but just put them beside her and didn't hand them to her, "There was actually a very good script at the end of the year, and I was afraid that the schedule would not make it so I turned it down, but now that I think about it It’s more cost-effective to make a movie. I have a handle on Sun Tingyou, so I’ll convince him that this TV series can’t be lost to you now. You must finish filming this movie well, okay? Is it?"
Gu Xizhi couldn't cry for a long time. The remorse and self-blame for those things just now made her feel unbearably painful. She should have hated and repelled herself and her who gave her pain, but she didn't breathe a sigh of relief when she said that. The tears couldn't be held back and kept streaming down.
She couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure out why she treated her so badly, but she was still so gentle, and even helped her, this kind of her was annoying, and extremely annoying.
Seeing her crying like this, Qu Xizhi's expression also looked very gloomy. Thinking carefully about what happened just now, Qu Xizhi suddenly felt that maybe she was really too anxious to let a person who didn't know what the **** was. The person who is the object suddenly accepts the reality on such a large scale. If she likes her a little bit, this is an acceptable way to deal with it, but the current situation seems very pessimistic.
The increasingly clear thinking made Qu Xizhi take the initiative not to take responsibility for what she had done, but a glimmer of hope made her unable to bear it and said, "I didn't tell the truth when you asked me yesterday, I think you should understand now, In fact, I came to film this movie just because of you, but not just to be friends." She paused, looking a little cautious and cautious, "You... really feel that you can't accept it at all... "
"I hate you very much." Before the last word "I" could be finished, Gu Xizhi raised his head and interrupted her abruptly. She wiped her tears with her hands, and after seeing Qu Xizhi's obviously hurt expression, she wanted to control her hurtful words, but many things happened just like before, and they couldn't be stopped for no reason at all.
"From the first time your name appeared in my ears, I hated you very much. You are better than me in everything. As long as you are there, everyone's eyes will be on you instead of me. Are you The proud girl of heaven certainly doesn't know how hard it is for me to develop into what I am now in the entertainment industry. Maybe you disdain everything I have now, but I am a little star whose fate is dominated by others every minute. You Look, if Sun Tingyou says a word, I can be without a job for several years, the gap between us is so big and obvious, I feel sad for myself when I think of you, why don't you make me hate you?"
She said so much in a row, Qu Xizhi's face turned pale several times, but he tried his best to control his emotions, and finally he just said quietly, "Okay, if you don't like me so much, I will try to avoid your sight from tomorrow on, but Work is work, don't delay your career because of personal feelings, and don't care too much about other people's evaluations, they don't understand you at all, you will definitely be better than me when you are so good."
Gu Xizhi rubbed his tears to control his emotions, pretended not to hear her words, got off the bed, put on his shoes and walked out of the bedroom.
Qu Xizhi watched her walk out the door, endured it for a long time and said, "I will leave the film crew tomorrow, you have to film well."
Gu Xizhi just stopped for a while, then left without looking back.
Qu Xizhi looked at her back, his eyes drooping tiredly.
Before she stepped into this bedroom again, she imagined many possibilities for Gu Xizhi's reaction, such as scolding her, being silent, or even slapping her like before, but she never thought that she would cry, and cry so sad.
There are many kinds of women's tears, tears of joy, excessive sadness, and even gratitude.
But her kind seems to be called... extremely annoying.
...she still hates her so much.