MTL - Interstellar Spell Carder-Chapter 149 Extra-Second Prince vs Chris
After being forcibly brought back to the capital star by the second prince, Chris has been making a fuss. His way of making a fuss is not to throw things at random, or to lose his temper at the servants in the second prince's house , he just kept repeating his feelings for He Yishu.
"His Royal Highness Second Prince, I repeat, the person I like now is He Yishu who can make Chinese character cards, not you, an incompetent person!"
"Even if I don't see my little cutie, I only have him in my heart. I can't look at you at all. Even if you imprison me here, I can't change my mind."
"Today is the official opening day of the Chinese character card major? Xiaoshu is really good. He can not only make so many powerful Chinese character cards, but also founded the Chinese character card major. How did he It would be so perfect!"
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Chris thought that with the character of the second prince, as long as he kept saying such things, the second prince would soon become discouraged and let him go.
But Chris forgot that the person who was slowly changed by time was not only himself, the second prince was no longer the indecisive young man who was a few years ago and could not hide his vulnerability.
Chris said this over and over again, and he was a little tired of hearing it, but the second prince still didn't respond.
Eat when it’s time to eat, sleep when it’s time to sleep, and watch the news when it’s time to watch the news, as if I didn’t hear these words at all.
Finally one day, Chris couldn't take it anymore: "His Royal Highness, if you think I'm innocent, you shouldn't restrict my freedom. If you think I'm a pirate, I should be Arrest and go to jail, then you should also send me directly to jail instead of keeping me here."
The second prince put down the newspaper and looked at Chris with a calm expression. Chris felt inexplicably guilty, but he did not avoid the other party's gaze, but sarcastically said: "His Royal Highness the second prince is finally willing to pay attention. Am I a 'prisoner'?"
The second prince sighed inaudibly: "You really want to leave here?"
"Sure." Chris raised his chin.
The second prince asked again: "Want to go to your father's place?"
"Do you think I'll go there?" Chris snorted coldly, but immediately realized that his attitude was a little wrong, and immediately changed his attitude, "Where am I going, what do I have with His Royal Highness the Second Prince? relationship?"
Everyone thought that Chris went to be a pirate because of his father, but it was not the case.
Chris and his father have always had a bad relationship, and even the reason why he chose to run as a pirate instead of going to other planets, a large part of the reason is to oppose his father, Make his face pale.
As for another part of the reason, it is naturally the second prince.
The second prince and Chris can be regarded as the last to grow up together. The relationship has always been very good, and the two have even discussed when to get engaged.
Because when the two got engaged, Chris' father was suddenly found to have colluded with the pirates, the second prince unilaterally postponed the engagement time, and even asked for a temporary cooling of the two The relationship between them, and the distance between them is widened.
Chris was stimulated by the second prince's actions, so he disagreed and went straight to become a pirate, and he didn't want to return to the capital for several years.
Or conversely, if Chris really became a pirate because of his father, then after his father's crime was wiped out, he should have returned to the capital star.
"Then go where you want to go," and the reason why the second prince could be so patient, even though Chris was so noisy, did not lose any temper, it was obviously related to this, "But I There is one condition, you can't leave the capital star."
Chris didn't expect the second prince to speak so well, and was a little unsure whether he had any new conspiracy: "Are you really willing to let me leave here?"
"Even if I don't let you go, do you think there will be any progress between us?" The second prince leaned back in the chair with a tired face and slowly closed his eyes.
Chris's heart jumped for no reason, but he was quickly suppressed by him: "It would have been better if His Highness the second prince said so? Since His Royal Highness the second prince is so large, then I will go to me cute little one."
Chris left without any obstruction, which made him feel a little uncomfortable after being imprisoned for several days, but immediately, he was startled by his own thought, and couldn't bear it He sneered self-deprecatingly.
After leaving the second prince's place, Chris didn't go to He Yishu, instead he walked on the street.
He has been away from the capital star for several years, he thought he would not have any attachment to this planet, but when he really set foot on the land of the capital star again, he saw these familiar buildings , but my heart is still inexplicably sour.
It's not that he didn't regret his original decision, but when the impulse passed and the regret slowly grew, he couldn't find the reason or the way to go back.
He knew that the second prince was always looking for him, but so what?
He still remembered what he said to the second prince before leaving.
A cowardly and incompetent person like you does not deserve love at all! You'll never try to find me again!
Maybe because this sentence was spit out of his own mouth, so Chris always remembered it very clearly. He imagined countless times that when he heard this sentence, that person would be What kind of mood.
Chris couldn't find the answer because he was afraid to hear it.
But he has to be responsible for his own choices. What he has done cannot be regarded as not done, and those who have missed it cannot be regarded as he has always been there.
The real cowardly and incompetent person is actually him, and the person who does not deserve love at all is also him, so instead of saying that Chris has been complaining about the second prince, it is better to say that he is running away and afraid.
Chris took a deep breath and stopped suddenly.
Since the choice has been made, why is it shaken at this time?
Hasn't he already thought about it before, through He Yishu, let the second prince see his "true face" completely, and let him stop entangled in the past that has long been turned into a cloud?
Why does he suddenly...don't want to do that now?
Chris raised his hand to cover his face, and there was a low, hoarse wry laughter between his lips, he shouldn't have stopped, should he?
But he did falter, didn't he?
When the face of that person appeared in front of him not through news reports, but so intuitively, Chris felt as if his heart started beating again, and it was getting faster and faster, It's getting more and more unstoppable.
So at that time, he chose to escape, fled to a very far place, and then followed the second prince like a voyeur, but he knew very well that such a distance was not enough In order to let him escape the struggles and contradictions in his heart.
Until recently, after a pirate battle that nearly killed him, he suddenly realized that his cowardice was not only punishing him, himself, but also torturing him and never giving up Find your second prince.
He shouldn't be so selfish, he doesn't want to give up, but he always chooses to run away, dragging down the second prince all the time, so he will even feel despised by himself.
He's cowardly and mean, and looks so ugly.
So he has planned, he will reappear in front of the second prince in some way, but the purpose is not to go back to the past, but to completely cut off the past.
After making this decision, Chris still hesitated for a long time, this matter required much more courage and determination than he thought, he needed enough preparation, so much that he began to hesitate again .
But he will not continue to struggle pointlessly as before, because he has set a final time for himself to die, and before this time comes, he will definitely do what he should do .
As the time of death approached, Chris felt anxious and frightened, and just when he felt the most difficult, an accident happened.
Chris did not expect that someone in the plan would appear in front of him, and what followed was the reunion that had been rehearsed countless times in his heart.
His appearance has hardly changed, but his eyes have become unfamiliar, maybe it is not his eyes that have become unfamiliar, but Chris himself has changed, he has not even dared to go Look into that person's eyes.
Everything changed because of this sudden accident, Chris returned to that person in a way that he had never thought of, returned to the capital star, but it also made him More helpless.
Although the reality is far from the plan, this reality does not prevent him from continuing the next plan, but at the moment of seeing that person, Chris has inevitably hesitated.
Everything collapsed, and he even had a particularly difficult time maintaining the superficial disguise.
But you mustn't reveal your faults. If you let the second prince know what he has hidden for a long time in his heart, he will forgive himself without hesitation, right?
But being so selfish, vicious, contradictory and false is not worthy of his forgiveness at all.
In order to hide the panic in his heart, Chris struggled in his heart, but at the same time he couldn't help but more contradictory to do things that hurt the person.
He's really...disgusting.
Even he himself thinks so, so why can that person tolerate him so calmly?
When the other party suddenly said "then go where you want to go", Chris knew that his heart was not relieved, but slowly gave birth to a kind of finally despair A sense of relief.
It's really over.
Simple and over.
This is great.
Chris was standing silently on the empty street, and suddenly felt a daze with a thick loneliness.
Then, the huge virtual screen installed on the street suddenly lit up, which is only used by the interstellar government or the military to issue important announcements.
Then a familiar figure appeared on the virtual screen.
The second prince was wearing the home clothes he left when he left, which looked completely different from the strictness when he usually appeared in front of the public. He looked soft and could not help but feel close.
Chris was stunned, he stared at the virtual screen, his eyes were sore but he refused to blink easily.
On, he might be able to take a few more glances at the end without being so depressed.
"I have considered the consequences of using the official Interstellar Empire notification channel privately, but I still decided to do it because it is the most convenient and quick way," the second prince sounded very Peaceful, but also very slow, it seems to have a touch of solemnity, "And the reason why I do this is because the lover I have been looking for for several years has returned to the capital star, but unfortunately, he seems to have forgotten to return. the way home."
Speaking of this, the second prince took a deep breath: "If any of you happen to see him, please help me remind him that his way home has always been there and has never disappeared, It will never go away.”
Chris's eyes suddenly became blurred, he heard his heart beat again and again, from contradiction, struggle, self-blame, guilt, to gradually firmer.
The road that he thought had long disappeared was actually always there.