MTL - If You Are a Dodder Flower-Chapter 78
"She is a child. This age is the time to study. When I leave home, I go out to live for a while and try to be independent. It is not a bad thing for her, for you."
"It’s just a year’s time, it’s just back, it’s only twenty years old.”
"You give her time. Her things about feelings... there is something too confusing. You let her think clearly."
"You forced her to force too much." Cao Xiong dissatisfied.
Cao Yang left Cao Xiong's study with a blood.
One night I thought about the first night of the night, the summer soft waist arched, like a curved Hongqiao. I can't sleep.
Checked the flight schedule, hit her mobile phone at four in the morning, and turned it on.
"Cao Yang..." Listening still quiet.
little bastard!
"Come on?" Cao Yang gritted his teeth.
"Well. When it arrived, the school sent a bus to pick us up, on the road," she said. "I have sent a text message to the uncle to report peace. This is the afternoon."
Her voice is a little tired, and it is on the bus, it is not convenient to speak. Cao Yang did not say anything, hateful words: "Settle down, call me."
Xia Rou said "Well...".
Cao Yang couldn't sleep.
From knowing her, she is the most courageous. One time I graduated from high school and wanted to move out from home. Fortunately, he was discovered and killed in time.
This time, actually bypassed him and directly found his relatives to help. As soon as I ran, I went abroad!
Cao Yang is the most angry about this. If she is at home, he will bring her back! However, his profession and identity are sensitive. Apart from the public faction, there is almost no possibility of leaving the country.
Xia Rou did not run, but when he ran, he ran to the place where he could not reach.
Bold fat her!
After a day, Xia Rou called him.
“A lot of things, registration, dorms, scheduling, visiting the school...” she said. "This is the local number I just got."
Her tone is calm, just as she usually tells him about things in school, just as she seems to be in the same city as him. Even with a point away from the relaxation after his control.
Cao Yang remembered that Cao Xiong said, "You forced her to push too hard."
Did he really force her too tight? So that she wants to escape abroad?
Cao Yang had accumulated a few days of anger, and suddenly he calmed down. He sighed at his forehead and sighed.
"Soft..." His voice softened. "Is it too much?"
Xia Rou returned to silence. Equivalent to the default.
Cao Yang is also silent.
He knows that when she is in the best of her first love, she will be hurt and hurt. But he did not expect her to be hurt more deeply than he thought.
He thought that the first love of the young man could not last for too long even without human factors.
He also knows that when he is strong, Xia Rou... can't resist him.
He remembered that night, her trembling fingers gently put down the **** her shoulder. When the pain, the nails smashed into his flesh. Yu Bai’s toes tightly licking the sheets...
His heart suddenly felt uncomfortable.
"Why... why give me?" he asked.
He couldn't understand her mind. If she doesn't want to, why do she take the initiative to knock on his door?
Xia Rou has been silent for a long time and said, "I have nothing else... I can give it to you..."
Like a sledgehammer knocking on the chest of Cao Yang! Let him feel hurt.
He suddenly understood her mind.
Everything that Xia Rou has, including the assets she inherited from her mother, is, in the final analysis, actually come from Cao.
The only thing she has that belongs to her is her own.
The word "repaying grace" is **** and full of satirical taste, which appears in Cao Yang's mind.
This... silly girl! Silly girl! !
When Cao Xiong said that he forced her to force too much, he was actually not convinced. Now, he understands that it is really only bystanders who can see clearly.
And from the negative he is in it, then self-righteous!
Cao Yang took a few deep breaths before he suppressed the inner frustration.
"Xiaorou...you..." he asked hard, "I still like Wei Wei?"
Xia Rou is silent again.
Her silence was very long. When Cao Yang thought that this silence was the default, she spoke.
She said: "Not Wei Wei, not him..."
Cao Yang lived.
Xiarou sobbed.
"I did something stupid again? Is it a mess?"
Her soft crying sound made Cao Yang sad.
"Not you..." He sighed. "It's me."
"Soft, don't cry..."
After the call ended, Cao Yang stood in front of the window and smoked, thinking about what Xia Rou said.
She said that it is not Wei Wei, not him...
Who is that?
He watched her grow up and watched her plung into the sweet first love. He really didn't know, under his care, when was she... let him and the third man outside Wei Wei enter her heart?
Who is that person?
Regarding Xiarou’s sudden rush to foreign countries, Cao Yang’s younger brothers did not mention anything in front of Cao Yang.
Although they are not willing to explain, they can also guess that there is definitely a problem between Cao Yang and Xia Rou.
At the dinner table, Cao Yang ordered a cigarette.
Looking up, I saw Cao Bin sitting across from him, and suddenly my heart was moving... He looked at it, Cao Bin, Cao Xing... His brothers were very good and handsome.
Finally, his eyes were locked on Cao An sitting next to him.
Can not help but admit that although the brothers are Cao An is a weak chicken, he is the one with the best face in the four brothers. It is also one of the two most sloppy goods with Cao Xing.
The most important thing is that he is intimate with Xia Rou and does not lose to him.
Cao An had not finished eating, and suddenly felt that her neck was cold.
He turned his head and saw his long-brother's eyes gloomy, staring at him with a sullen look.
The boss will not be skeptical that he also mixed his feet in the case of Xia Rou. Really no! Xiaorou really didn't even tell him! The courage is so big that I ran away without a word!
Xiaorou ran, the boss is definitely not good, Cao Ansheng was afraid to say the wrong words and provoked him. Uneasy to move his ass, with a numb scalp, pretend not to notice his sight.
Cao Yang also does not want to see him again.
He didn't go too far, and he spit out a white smoke.
It is best not to be what he thinks!
They Cao, can't make such a joke!
I am used to having a girl in the house, used to see her sunny smile. Even after she went to college to live in school, picking her up every week, for Cao Yang, is also full of anticipation of fun.
When this habit was suddenly interrupted, he faced the difficulty of the withdrawal period.
Not to mention that night, Xia Rou gave him a heavy addiction.
Every night of sleep is a torment to Cao Yang. Often he hates to bite his teeth.
He called her two or three times a week. Mostly in her evening, his early morning, or her early morning, his dusk.
At the beginning, Xia Rou also took an escape attitude. Not willing to talk too much with Cao Yang, too long.
Although Cao Yang had already thought about not giving her pressure, but she could not tolerate her living in such a faraway place, he did not know anything about her situation.
"Unless you never come back, otherwise..." he said, "I will face me sooner or later."
Xiarou helpless. According to his request, he can report to her life and study situation from time to time.
The exchange program between the two schools has been quite old, and there are rules and regulations. Xia Rou’s life there is very calm.
Gradually, I was used to reporting to Cao Yang and no longer resisted.
She began to take the initiative to call Cao Yang. Sometimes I also reveal the thought of homesickness.
Cao Yang is more straightforward. Whether it is dusk or early morning, he will tell her how much he thinks about her. In her dream last night, she dreamed of her again.
These words sometimes lead to Xia Rou crying.
Her crying made Cao Yang's heart sore, but... it was better than forgetting that he only thought about others.
Children who left their homes like this and went to other places in the same place were initially very excited and full of novelty. When this happiness fades away, the thoughts of homesickness will become stronger and stronger.
Two months later, Xia Rou gradually began to enter this stage.
Several times, Cao Yang wants to say, then come back.
In her heart, she can come back, more than anything else. It is more important for him to learn what to read and what books to read.
But he remembered Cao Xiong’s reprimand. Even if he wants to be with Xia Rou, he can't deprive her of her own life and can't deprive her of the process of maturity.
He will bear it. Carefully and patiently comfort her.
One day, Xiarou called and said that he was homesick.
Cao Yang comforted her for a long time before she hung up the phone.
Looking up at the sun, suddenly reacted to this time, Xia Rou should be late at night.
He couldn't help but feel distressed, hating her for being away from him and suffering outside.
Xia Roo has been calling more times at this time.
Cao Yang either comforts her, or asks her to go to bed early, do not affect her work.
One day, he suddenly woke up.
"Soft," he asked. "Are you insomnia?"
"Well..." Xiarou’s voice was filled with a nasal sound. "I can’t sleep, always dream... wake up when I dream..."
"Dearning that you are angry with me..."
"Dreamed... I am dead..."
"Dreamed... I am alive..."