MTL - I Have a Sickness-Chapter 106 I have an anxiety disorder

Shao also pinched his eyebrows. Although he lost his fluid last night and took medicine, whoever is better than ever, but suddenly he felt a little heavy in the morning, but when he saw Ling Lan, he thought that he himself promised yesterday. The final version to be given is delayed because of going to the hospital, and it is no wonder that Ling Lan will find it.

Because Ling Lan is generally in contact with him on Q, usually does not arbitrarily hit his mobile phone, but basically things will take the initiative to find the door, he usually does not sleep at this time point, Ling Lan on his A habit is quite understandable, otherwise it will not disturb the early morning.

People come here, Shao is also not good enough to drive people away, let's open a little, "Advanced!"

When Ling Lan came in, he said to Ling Lan, "Whenever I sit, I will go to wash."

The two have been working together for a long time, so for Ling Lan, Shao is also treated as a partner, and she will not be too polite if she is on the door.

Ling Lan took the opportunity to sit down on the sofa in the living room. "Okay, you are going to be busy, don't worry about me."

In fact, just after Shao opened the door and saw his dress, Ling Lan knew that the time he came today was not appropriate. If it wasn’t too busy, she might have the self-knowledge to go back first. Teacher Shao is good once.

When Shao also went to the bathroom to wash, Ling Lan sat on the sofa and swept his eyes. Although there were many times here, but compared with the time that the two people knew, the number of times was not a big deal, so Ling Lan every I will cherish it once and will take a closer look at what changes have been made here.

Looking at it, my eyes fell on the two bags of medicine on the table. Last night, Hao Ritian and Shao also took medicine and then went to clean up. The medicine was placed on the table and was not cleaned up.

Ling Lan's eyebrows are slightly wrinkled, is Shao teacher sick?

When I thought about it, I took the two bags of medicine and looked at it. The therapeutic effect of the medicine can also roughly calculate what kind of illness is going to take these medicines. When I saw Shao’s medicine, Ling Lan’s look is still Normal, there are several medicines for fever, and she also eaten when she has a fever.

But when I saw another bag of medicine, my expression was a little dignified, especially when I saw oryzanol. She carefully looked at the effect of oryzanol and saw that the drug mainly acts on the autonomic nervous system and secretion of the diencephalon. After the central, thereby improving and regulating autonomic dysfunction, endocrine balance disorders and mental disorders, her eyebrow creases can pinch the flies.

The action was slightly flustered and I looked at several other drugs. After reading it, I found that most of them were aimed at the nervous system. Ling Lan’s expression was a little bit stunned, and my heart stunned.

Did Teacher Shao also have some problems?

Engaged in the editing industry since graduation, Ling Lan has dealt with many writers. From the obscure little author at the beginning to the big name now specializing in Shao Yi, she has paid a lot, but it is because of this, she I know that the writer is looking at the scenery on the surface, but it is actually very stressful.

Problems like the manuscript, the card, the exhaustion of the inspiration, etc., will bring great mental pressure to the author. Many authors will have some problems because of this pressure, insomnia, dreams, hair loss anxiety, etc. She knows a lot.

Teacher Shao is a genius in her eyes. She has never seen him worry about the manuscript, and he has never seen him. He only wants to write, he will not write this question, so she never thinks Shao. The teacher will have problems with other authors.

However, these drugs can't be faked. So, Mr. Shao has been under great pressure recently?

Didn’t deliver the manuscript yesterday because of delays, but because I didn’t finish it?

The bathroom was heard, Ling Lan was like a hot hand to put the medicine back in place, after she finished this action, Shao also came out of the bathroom.

Ling Lan wants to stop watching Shao Yi, thinking that it is a euphemistic question or not doing anything, she feels that Shao’s pride is definitely not to let people know that he is in need of medication because of the pressure, what can be If she doesn't ask, she can't worry about it.

These two ideas are intertwined in my mind, so that Ling Lan can't work with the whole person.

Shao did not notice her abnormality. Instead, she lowered her voice and said to Ling Lan. "You sit for a while, I will do some breakfast."

When I finished talking, I went to the kitchen and my footsteps could hardly be heard.

Ling Lan looked like a meal, and the worry in his eyes was deeper. After the end, Mr. Shao really had a problem. He actually took the initiative to cook. God knows that he has known for so long. She has only seen Shao’s restaurant or eating takeaway. ?

Is that simply a fantasy? !

Ling Lan did not resist standing up from the sofa this time, walked lightly to the kitchen, stood at the door of the kitchen and watched the skilled fire, fried eggs, fried sausages, and the man with the porridge, originally with a worried eye. Instantly flashed a touch of obsessive color, I did not expect this man to be so attractive in the kitchen, especially his look is much softer than usual, it seems too easy for people to get stuck.

At this time, Shao has already fried the eggs and sausages. Shovel them out on a white porcelain plate with a shovel. This is the door to the kitchen. Just after he heard the footsteps, he was just busy with his hands. I can't pay attention to it. After all, I have mastered the skills of the day. It is still possible to fail if I am careful during the cooking process.

When Shao also looked at the past, Ling Lan looked back to the usual practice, and smiled and said, "When did Shao learn to cook? Too surprised me!"

In fact, I want to test it first, then find an opportunity to lead his current situation, and then find ways to ease or comfort him.

Shao also flashed softly in his eyes. He just wanted to answer when Shaorou almost stopped, but after he heard a footstep, he quickly put down the shovel in his hand and walked out of the kitchen in a few steps, looking out from the room. There is still some confusion, Hao Ritian, whose eyelids are still stuck together, greet me and open the door. "Aning, you wake up, go to wash your face and brush your teeth, and you will soon be able to eat."

Hao Ritian still wakes up at six o'clock on time. It only takes a day or two to get used to it. The habit is not so fast. The second is that there is no familiar atmosphere. The feeling of peace of mind is gone. When I got to the point, I woke up naturally.

However, relatively speaking, I slept very well last night. The night before, he was tired and tired of taking a shower, but the quality of sleep in one night was really not good, and he always dreamed. Everyone who sleeps and dreams knows that after a long sleep, I feel that the whole person is heavy and heavy, and the spirit is simply not good.

But I slept hard last night. I feel a lot easier to get up in the morning, but I still feel sleepy. If he can still continue to sleep, but the conditions are not allowed, he smells the aroma of the food and screams. No way, he just wants to get up and get it.

Hearing that Shao also said that he could eat after washing his face and brushing his teeth. He heard the subconsciously reaching out and touching his forehead. Well, it was not very hot compared to yesterday, and it was much better to lose the liquid.

Retracting his hand, he nodded and wanted to go to the bathroom. As a result, he saw the step under the foot of the woman standing at the door of the kitchen from the eyelids, and the eyes slammed open.

Under what circumstances, there is actually a woman in the old attacking house?

Seeing his expression, Shao did not want to explain it. "She is my physical book editor Ling Lan. I am looking for something. You should go to wash first, and then introduce you later."

While talking, Hao Ritian went to the bathroom. This time Hao Ritian did not refuse. He went to the bathroom along with his strength. Although he saw a woman, he believed that his husband would not have an intersection with this woman except work. I don’t worry at all. It’s just a little bit of a sudden change.

If Hao Ritian is only an accident, Ling Lan is incredible.

If she is not mistaken, this man named by Shao teacher is from his bedroom, right?

And, through Shao’s reaction, the woman’s instincts made her have a bad idea. She took a deep breath and pressed the idea down. She kept telling herself that she thought more.

Shao also returned Hao Laitian to the bathroom and returned. Ling Lan clearly saw that his mouth was smiling with his eyes and returned to the kitchen to continue his unfinished breakfast.

Ling Lan's mood is a bit complicated. She silently returned to the sofa in the living room and sat down in her mind. The main purpose of her own coming today is almost forgotten.

......

Dyeing the light of Hao Ritian, Ling Lan also ate a breakfast that Shao also personally made. She must have been flattered in the past, but now she has some food.

In her cognition, Shao is also a very particular person, but there is a person who can wear a bathrobe in the table to eat at the table, and Shao will also take care of his feelings from time to time, for him porridge, for him The dishes, the things that should be done should not be done basically, and there is a diligent taste in her eyes.

Ling Lan like a chewable wax and eat a piece of bread and a piece of fried ham can't eat it. Her eyes stick to the opposite two people and can't move away. It feels like sitting at the same table with them, but the atmosphere between the two people is It seems that I can no longer insert a third person, the feeling can not be described in words, in short, she is very uncomfortable.

After Shao Yi and Hao Ritian both ate well, Shao also began to introduce the two.

"Ling Lan, this is Ning Liang, I live downstairs, we are friends." No more, but he has already introduced Hao Lantian to Ling Lan, and he has no idea what to say.

- What he called the introduction of the two is like this.

Because he didn't want to introduce a woman to Hao Ritian, let alone Ling Lan is such a capable and beautiful woman. If he can, he wants to isolate Hao Ritian. Only he can see it. Only he can touch it. !

Ling Lan has already looked at Hao Ritian up and down several times. In her eyes, Hao Ritian has a common word everywhere, she can't imagine why Shao will be a good friend with him.

"Mr. Ning is good." Ling Lan did not see anything on the surface, and he politely said hello to Hao Ritian.

Hao Ritian nodded. "Miss Ling is good."

When I was eating, the corner of his eye would have a clear view of Ling Lan’s look. He was very sure that the woman had an idea about his family’s old attack, but more could not be seen.

But at least for now, Ling Lan is still the editor of his old attack, the two are partners, Ling Lan has not done anything out of the box, so he is still pretty good impression of this woman.

Looked at the time, compared with yesterday, the time is much more relaxed, but it doesn't have to be too eager. The eyes swept over the medicine on the table. Hao Ritian smiled and looked at Shao Yidao. "We ate the medicine, we can't have one. I didn’t have a meal, I should go to work after taking the medicine."

Although he didn't laugh at him because he was afraid of taking medicine last night, he really wanted to laugh. He couldn't help but feel happy when he mentioned this.

Shao Yi, "...good."

No matter what he thinks in his heart, at least it is a natural expression.

Hao Ritian picked up his eyebrows and watched him go to pour water. If he didn't say anything, he took the medicine bag and prepared the medicine to be taken. He had done it once last night, and it is easier to do it today.

When Shao also poured water, he found that a small pile of medicine was waiting for him, and his face was not easy to detect, but he still sat down without changing his color.

Hao Ritian glanced at him with a smile and swallowed his medicine. He stared at Shao and waited for him to finish eating. He knew that he was afraid of taking medicine, in order to prevent him from throwing away the medicine when he was absent. I feel that I am staring at him every time.

- This is definitely not a bad fun episode, um, definitely not!

Ling Lan saw clearly when Hao Ritian dismantled the medicine, and the corner of his mouth couldn’t help but feel a bitter smile. She thought that it was Shao’s mental pressure to eat the medicine that was basically Mr. Ning’s, and she still thought about it. Did not hurt Shao Yi's self-esteem to ease and comfort him, the result is that she thinks too much before!

Looking at Shao Yi’s one-time medicine, Hao Ritian got up and took his medicine bag. “You will be busy if you have something. I have to go back and change clothes and go to work. Oh, if there is time at noon. If you take the medicine to the store to find me, I will watch you take medicine on time."

Shao Yi, "..."

Suddenly there is a kind of hateful medicine that I found to be guilty. What happened? !

Hao Ritian has already gone to the bathroom, and said as he walked, "I am going down with dirty clothes. If I have a bathrobe, will I come back from work at night and send it to you?"

Still entangled in whether he was exposed, Shao Yiwen said that he was busy and stopped. "Dirty clothes don't have to be taken down, trouble, you will put it first, I will wash it together later, I will send you down first."

After saying that he did not give Hao Ritian a chance to reject it, he said to Ling Landao, "You wait a little while, I will return when I finish the gift."

Ling Lan's unanswered voice, after the door slammed shut, she blinked and suddenly had the urge to cry.

She has been secretly in love with Shao for a long time. She has always known that Shao has no girlfriend, not to mention her girlfriend. Even female friends who have good relationships do not. Only one cousin named Shaorou will come over occasionally. She has also encountered several times.

Because Shao also has an attitude of not falsifying everyone, Ling Lan would not dare to confess easily. He worried that even his editor could not do it after confession. It would be better to maintain a cooperative relationship with him so that he could approach him. There is only one of her, she feels that the heart of the stone, the heart will be hot for her for a long time.

Facts have proved that her choice is correct. In the past few years, Shao has no face-to-face women. She is closest to him. I believe that she will have the courage to confess before, but all that she sees today. Completely broke her reverie.

She is a woman, knowing what it feels like to be alone, and just looking at what she likes, and Shao’s look at the face of Mr. Ning’s face today makes her heart shocked and wants to lie to herself. It is impossible to think more.

If you are not a person you like, how can people like Shao have such expressions, and how can they cook for themselves in order to make a breakfast? !

The eyelids were a little red, but after hearing the door, she quickly wiped her eyes and adjusted her expression. It was Shao’s return, and she still had the bathrobe she had just worn on her body.

"Let you wait a long time, I changed clothes and we went upstairs to talk." Shao also a little sorry for Ling Ling waiting so long, so after the words, quickly put the bathrobe back to the bathroom, then back The bedroom was changed to a home service.

"Let's go, I suddenly had a fever yesterday. Anin took me to the hospital for treatment. It was very late to come back. We slept after taking the medicine. I forgot to promise you the manuscript. It is my fault!" Shao also explained while walking upstairs.

Ling Lan can hear his closeness to Mr. Ning from his simple explanation. He got up and smiled reluctantly. "It doesn't matter, or Shao's body is more important, but one day, we are a little bit rushing. The progress is all right."

On the second floor of the studio, Shao also took out his own manuscript and handed it to Ling Lan. The manuscripts were all handwritten, which is why Linglan would personally come to see it. Otherwise, make a call and send it on Q. If you can receive it, you don't have to come in person!

Shao also used to write handwriting from the beginning of writing. Usually, when he expires, he will deliver the manuscript to the publishing house. Sometimes it will be completed very early in advance, but sometimes it will be drafted. At this time, Ling Lan’s editor will It came in handy.

Ling Lan took over the manuscript. This handwritten manuscript is very precious to her. Teacher Shao didn’t want to write it, because everything he wrote was clearly recorded in his mind, and he really had nothing to do with his own handwritten manuscript. The feeling of nostalgia, so this handwritten manuscript is basically collected by her.

But this time I received these handwritten manuscripts, she actually felt more heavy than ever.

After watching Shao also handing the manuscript to her, sitting down in front of the computer and turning on the computer, she said to her, "This time you really bother you to run for yourself. Next time you call me, I will try to Deliver the past in time."

"Good." Ling Lan whispered.

Listening to the sound of the computer after the opening, her hands with the manuscript tightened tightly, hesitated for a while and asked out, "Mr. Shao, do you have anyone you like?"

Shao also looked at her with some surprise. Xu was too wanting to share his feelings with people at this time. Maybe Ling Lan is a trusted partner. He didn't hesitate to go back, "Yes!"

"The time we know is very short, but I feel like I have known him for a long time. I want to be with him all the time. Can you feel that kind of mood?" Shao also has a joyful taste regardless of his look or tone. .

Today Ling Ling has seen Shao Yi’s body on several occasions before, and she said, “Of course.”

She feels that no one can understand that feeling more than her. She has a crush on Shao Yi for more than three years. The best years are used to secretly love her. How can she not understand? !

Taking a deep breath, Ling Lan suddenly asked, "Can I know who the teacher Shao likes? People who want to let Shao like it must have something special!"

Shao also hooked his mouth and even answered her question without concealing it. "You have seen him."

"Yes... Mr. Ning?" Ling Lan Mingming already knows the answer, but still self-abuse. He wants to get a positive answer here in Shao Yi, and then let himself die.

"Yes." Shao also nodded affirmatively.

This word makes Ling Lan completely devoid of luck. Not to mention that Shao can personally admit how rare it is. She uses her understanding of Shao Yi. One person he likes will definitely not change anymore. Others will not Re-enter his eyes, my heart is bitter and awkward, but Ling Lan has to raise a smile.

"Congratulations to you, Teacher Shao, I hope that you can get together early, but I can see that you are still not together!" She gave a blessing in the mood of joke, not at all because Shao also likes the same **** and reveals what is different.

Shao also smiled more sincerely, "Thank you!"

"Then, the teacher will be busy first, I will bring the manuscript back, and go first!" Ling Lan expression does not have a trace of flaws.

"Well, I won't send you anymore. You should pay attention to safety on your own." The person who spoke has turned back to open the document and began to prepare for the progress of the work. I have to go to the person at noon today, even if he is taking medicine together. Willing.

The number of Ling Lan to come here is not too small, every time it is so, so Shao is not too polite.

No more response, Ling Lan holding the manuscript in his hand out of the studio, took the door, then went out the door, entered the elevator, all the way to the garage, opened the door and sat in the driver's seat, put the manuscript in the passenger seat On the other hand, this is a silent cry on the steering wheel.

More than three years of secret love is so dead, no matter how strong the woman will feel sad, but when she knows that Shao has someone he likes, and when he sees the joyful expression of the person he likes, she can’t do it. Destructive behavior.

She really likes Shao and hopes that he can be happy, even if that happiness is not given by her.

Everyone has different definitions of their likes, maybe this is how she likes it!

After taking a few sheets of paper to dry the tears, Ling Lan quickly started the car and left, although the feelings have not ended, but the struggle for so many years of life can not be the same endless, the meaning of people living is not for love, this reason she has a lot I understood it years ago.

Hao Ritian still doesn't know that he has automatically quit without doing anything 'love rivals'. He really wants to beat people regardless of his demeanor, because the aunt who stopped his failure yesterday came again, and the strength of the dead skin is really amazing. I want to slap it!