MTL - How Are You Guys Getting Boyfriends While Gaming-Chapter 18 Unknown corner
Yu Qinghuan began to count the bits and pieces of his obsession with playing e-sports during his tenure with his fingers: "I thought it was strange before, although because of the organizer's mistake, my first place became second, but this matter For you, it should be irrelevant, right? Not to mention that it may damage your glorious image of the first in the youth training competition. Even if you feel guilty, it is not enough to ask me to return to the TKOW team, and He even went to find my beauty number..."
"Not only did I specifically look for your US server number, but I also looked for you for three years." Ren Jian interrupted Yu Qinghuan's words with a smile, "To be honest, I did not feel guilty at all. I thought that you would give up e-sports after the youth training game, and I thought you went to another team, so I kept training hard, thinking that after I entered the TKOW first team, I would be able to play games, and then I would be able to compete with each other on the field. When you met, who knew that after I joined the first team, I couldn’t find out which team you were in, and it was only after a year that I realized that you didn’t go to another team, but gave up e-sports.”
"Why?" Yu Qinghuan was confused, "I owe you money?"
Ren Jian: "...No."
"Then why?"
Ren Jian took a deep breath, and just as he was about to speak, Yu Qinghuan suddenly said, "You haven't finished eating your noodles, and it will become a dough when it's cold. Do you want to finish it first?"
Ren Jian: "…"
Yu Qinghuan said sincerely: "It's very expensive, don't eat it and waste it."
Ren Jian: "…"
Expensive, expensive, Pipigua, tomorrow I will buy ten bowls for you to eat in one go, okay?
Ren Zhan muttered in his heart, but his face was not revealed, and he buried his head and ate all his face.
Yu Qinghuan thought hard for a while while Renjian was eating the noodles. Seeing that Renjian had finished eating the noodles, he first said, "I thought about it carefully just now.
Ren Jian: "…"
"No school violence against others, no involvement in illegal pyramid schemes, no selling fake goods, and no cheating of money, honest and trustworthy, eager to help others, dedicated to building harmonious socialism and building a community of shared future for mankind." Yu Qinghuan's small mouth Bah, keep saying, "I really don't know why I made you miss me for so long."
Ren Jian: "...Are you finished?"
"I'm sorry." Yu Qinghuan hesitated, "It's over."
"Then it's up to me." He clasped his hands together and looked at Yu Qinghuan, "Actually, I guessed that you would ask, but I didn't expect you to ask so quickly, I thought it would at least wait until you entered. After the TKOW team, other teammates mentioned to you how persistently I have been looking for you for the past three years before you come to ask me, but it’s okay to ask now, I also want to tell you.”
"When I went to participate in the youth training competition of the TKOW team, there was only one purpose, that is, to be on the same team as you and to get in touch with you."
"Yu Qinghuan." Ren Jian's hands trembled slightly because of the clenching force, "I took the path of e-sports because of you."
"What?" Yu Qinghuan patted the table and stood up, showing a stunned expression.
The TKOW team has climbed to the top of the country's highest halls for three consecutive years with absolute strength, and the ace jungler in the TKOW team told him that the reason why I chose the path of e-sports was because of you.
Isn't he dreaming when he rides a horse?
Ren Jian smiled, hesitated for a moment, and opened the sleeve of his right hand to show Yu Qinghuan.
Yu Qinghuan looked down and froze in place.
There are some shallow and whitened scars on the inner side of his right forearm.
"I got it with a knife when I was in my third year of high school." Ren Jian said lightly, "When I think about it now, I really feel like a fool, but at that time it wasn't that I deliberately committed suicide or self-harm, I just thought that life was meaningless, what? I wanted to try everything, including the pain. I had a very difficult time in my second and third year of high school. Later, I went to B University for a walk and saw you. To be precise, I saw your game. At that time, you wore a mask. I don't know what you look like."
"Ah... Big B..." Yu Qinghuan remembered.
B is the place where Yu Qinghuan won the championship for the first time.
It is also the place where I met Yu Qinghuan for the first time.
Ren Jian stood under the stage, mixed in the crowd, raised his head and looked at the dazzling game skills on the large LED screen.
Suddenly, the crowd burst into deafening cheers.
Ren Jian was confused when he saw the five people on the right on the stage jumped up, cheered happily, and then shouted: "We won!"
Then the host handed the microphone to the boy wearing a mask: "QH, as the MVP of the championship team, do you have anything to say?"
The boy's eyes lit up, and he kept shouting: "We are too good, we are fighting back with blood, champions, why are we such good people! We are champions!!"
Looking at him.
I saw the enthusiasm and vitality that life should have.
So gorgeous, so passionate, with fiery pride and undisguised joy.
It slammed into the deepest part of Ren's heart.
After watching that game and QH's interview, Ren Zhan began to slowly get into e-sports, and unexpectedly discovered that he was very talented.
With the support, after starting to work, the original distress seems to be less annoying.
"Later, I heard that you participated in the youth training competition of the TKOW team, so I also signed up. I remember that on the day of the competition, you were hidden in a group of excited players, but I recognized you at a glance, because you still wear Wearing a mask is what I am familiar with. I wanted to tell you these things after I entered the TKOW club with you, but I didn’t expect you to disappear as soon as the youth training game ended.”
"Ah..." After listening to Ren Jian's words, Yu Qinghuan couldn't recover for a long time. He never thought that he would have such a big impact on a person.
This kind of feeling is so wonderful. The sea of people is vast, and if you pass by, you may never see each other again. Those unintentional and unintentional things you think can change the trajectory of a person's life.
"At the beginning... I wore a mask because I was worried that the head teacher of the university would recognize me. At that time, e-sports competitions were always held in the university, and my head teacher couldn't understand the fact that I played e-sports, so I hid it tightly every time. To be honest, I'm afraid that he will catch him and talk about it, pfft." Yu Qinghuan said, and laughed softly, "When I was a freshman and a sophomore, in the eyes of other teachers, I was completely hopeless. The head teacher kept persuading me, and then I decided to study hard, and the old class almost cried in front of me."
He didn't say anything, just listened quietly.
Yu Qinghuan raised his head, stopped word by word, and said seriously, "Thank you, Ren Jian."
Suddenly being thanked, Ren Jian was stunned: "What?"
Yu Qinghuan has always felt like a remnant of ashes, having burned out all the heat and all the light, curled up in an unknown corner, waiting to be brutally blown away by a gust of wind. And those unwilling persistence are just a little smoldering on the ashes, without light and flame.
Later, in the midst of thousands of doubts about where to go, Yu Qinghuan heard someone say to him: "You were the first place back then, and I chose the path of e-sports because of you."
At this point, distractions, frustration, cowardice, and timidity were instantly swallowed by the raging flames.
Under the sky, sparks ignite a prairie fire.
Yu Qing laughed happily.
"I want to tell everyone what a well-deserved first place is."